sunny. they/them. nb and queer. 28. white. adhd, madd, ocd, autism, depression, anxiety this is my art blog my main is nonbinaryspacegoo and my zombies run sideblog is enbeast
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If you where a film, what film would you be?
Eara, genera..film name. I don’t mind :3
lmaoo probably like
saint trinnians
What type of cat would you be? Breed…colour…what naughty cat activities do you get up too?
probably a larger mixed breed, think in terms of norwegian forest cat big, naturally pretty fat and round-looking with a round face. probs a mix of brown/black blotch tabby and white? long curly fur. mad bacholer jowels despite not being an unneutered male
extremely mellow cat, the kind that wont smack a toddler that has tucked it under their arm and is dragging it around the house, or even when you pull its tail. happy to be carted around and snuggled all the time. lies around all day napping then needs to SPRINT between 11pm and 4am
likes being as high up as possible, wants to be in your tallest cabinet and is trying to build a nest up there, digs claws into the wood when you try and lift me out.
pretty much never kills small animals but WILL bap them around a bit and chase them until they get tired before lovingly bringing them into the house and tucking them into their bed.
powerful motherly instincts towards abandoned kittens of any species (cats, dogs, rabbits, rats, guinea pigs, plush toys)
terrible chewer, plastic is so very yummy. loves being thrown around and played like drums way harder than youd think you could. tries to groom you when you brush it. actually loves water.
you would most likely encounter me rooting through garbage or sitting somewhere high up, if you show any kindness whatsoever i follow you home and wont leave until im Ejected
thanks @iseeasong who tagged me :3
Favourite colour: i like all of them but orange, pink, black, and green i guess?
currnetly reading: im listening to two separate warrior cats books, #5 twilight (from the new new prophecy, with my gf) and im also listening to a vision of shadows
coffee or tea: tea, specifically spearmint tea
last song: uuuhhhh i think its Enemy from imagine dragons
last movie: i think that would be the rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles?
currently craving: phat burger grasseater and a bubblegum thickshake from this local burger place
currently working on: a bunch of stuff lol, uuhhh a notebook of information on training service dogs, im setting up a larger mouse cage, and im prepping to set up a scorpion enclosure too
im not big on these but ill tag @gender-freak @flamekinz @return-of-miss-mgm
the base sketch for my runner 5, using my own body as a reference and without a lot of details, i started doing a cleaner coloured version on my laptop but then ran out of steam lol
my end goal is to have a base that i can then add onto to do a reference for each season, and eventually i might even draw them wearing clothes for a change lol
a few notes on notable physical features:
* their spine has an overly pronounced curve
* they have a small pudge pouch above their ass
* plenty of fat rolls, very muscular underneath
* their left hip sits slightly higher than their right which sometimes causes a limp but usually results in an abnormal gait when walking/running
its still very rough and ill hopefully clean it up tomorrow
tried to force myself through the zombies make challenge tonight but only got two prompts before i was too tired to keep going
prompt 1 (left) is five just jamming through their post s3 feelings
feeling pretty shitty at the moment but im still trying to keep doing art
tfw you draw a pretty good hand but you gotta erase it cause you accidentally made the arms too long
they emerge! i know i barely ever post here, but here is a little art i made recently of my new fursona! while shadow will always have a special place in my heart i wanted to make something that goes with my vibe a little more these days
they are as of yet unnamed but they are a dog/pig hybrid
i still love my old orange/black colour pallet but now its much more black with orange details lol
a lot of these were hastily scribbled up just to help me visualise so please be gentle lol
i wanted to give them a curly tail, and add trotters/hooves to the mix and im pretty happy with what i came up with. they have paw pads at the back of the foot, where the heel would more likely be so they are always sort of standing on their toes, im also enjoying the pig snout i gave them instead of a more normal dog nose as i think it really adds to the design
they had triple top surgery (rip in piss for originally having 6 tiddies) and have pretty torn up ears
*waves* Hello! You said the asks were still open for this so hmm. If they haven't been asked already, Major De Santa, Professor Van Ark and Owen (Runner 6)? P.S. Sorry if this is a terrible mix up - I'm trying to think outside the box and could be failing considerably there. ^^' But thank you for taking the time to read and consider doing this. ^^'
hello (: sorry it took so long to reply, ive been busy with house inspections.
fake date with van ark, not only because it saves me from necessarily getting with him but also so i can make him suffer.
you best believe that i WILL be chewing up and eating a while clove of garlic five minutes before leaving the house, and that i will violently bump the table when i get up, knocking everything on it directly onto him. the only way he gets a laugh is if he tries to make any serious conversation. HE. WILL. SUFFER.
owen for enemies to lovers because it would be easy to both bully him and take whatever he dishes out.
the major for slow burn. i feel like shes the slow burn type, especially with that thing with her near the end of season 2 i think?
thanks ffor the ask lol
im trying go make my art more expressive and dynamic which is hard for me
this is one of the sketches i did yesterday that i actually like.
hopefully ill find the motivation to clean it up and lineart it.
hopefully.
early season 4 runner five. specifically pre-m22.
1. a liittle looser on the long part of the mohawk but still obsessive about the sides and beard.
2. a LOT more scars in hard-to-find places
3. feels like everything keeps pulling them back. they want to confess their feelings for sam but want to not be so unwell first because they feel theyd be an emotional burden due to their mental health issues (relevant in the next one)
4. barely sleeps, avoids people. wants help but feels like they cant ask for it since everyone has so much on their minds already. knows this isnt healthy but cant get past it.
just overall a bad time
part 3 out of 3 for season 3. spoilers for late season 3!
welp heres 5 post mind control, a total wreck who is exclusively powered by the screaming rage and terror at the thought of moonchild getting what she wants.
1. growing their hair out and cutting their beard are now severe triggers for them. they obsessively trim their hair far shorter than normal but will cut you if you go anywhere near the beard. dyed their green the most eyewatering, unnatural shade of neon green they could find as an act of panicked defiance and to try and regain some autonomy.
2. insomnia took a hard turn for the worse accompanied by nightmares and panic attacks.
3. fell off a seven year self harm wagon.
4. severe mood swings. desperately wants the comfort of their loved ones but feels too guilty to seek it out
S3M44 AND ONWARDS SPOILERS
2/3 for my s3 sketches of five, sooo this is them under mind control.
1. moonchild just Happened To Mention things she thought would look good on them, primarily that they should grow their hair out and shave their beard as well as stop bleaching and dying it. and being under mind control 5 was only too happy to do what msde her happy.
2. 5s eyes are usually fairly glazed over and tend to go unfocused and wall eyed when not focusing on something specific.
3. their smile is usually peaceful and mindless but on rare occasions becomes a frantic grimace when forced that can even break into hysterical giggling when excited in any way (doing something that they fight against)
4. the most well rested theyve ever been.
5. picked up a lot less scarring during this time
im splitting season 3 into three phases with this first phase being up until about s3m44.
1. the usual applies; scars fade, new scars are acquired, more facial hair grows in
2. taking the loss, betrayal, and uncertainty hard. having a lot more trouble sleeping. their hair is a little more unkempt this season.
part two of my sketches (see zombies run seasons challenge tag) for runner 5.
they picked up a Lot of new scars during season 1 and are more confident and competent but a lot more tired and stressed out.
1. since its been about a year since the outbreak and even longer since their accident, five's face is healing quite well and some more patches of facial hair are cropping up on amoungst the scar tissue.
2. keeping their hair a bit shorter now so theres less to grab
3. doesnt wear their facemask in abel nearly as much but still wears it on runs
first in a series i want to draw where i draw my 5 for each season (i want to draw them for every mission too but ik starting small. will do full body ones later just posting this with some notes.
1. their facial scarring is still relatively fresh although their wound have for the most part healed.
2. most of their lower face cant grow facial hair due to the burns but a few small patches manage to push through.
3. during the helicopter crash they suffered a minor burn to the back right side of their head which healed up fairly quickly but they had a bald spot and a gnarly scab there for a few weeks plus some scarring later on.
4. they wear a face/neck mask (one of those bike ones thats like an elastic sleeve) almost all the time for a long time. the reason for this 50% because it helps them breath (sudden temperature changes make their throat tighten and hurt), 40% fear of germs, and 10% self consciousness. over time they wore it less and less when not on runs
5. was made to shave their head at mullins and so spent a few months growing their mohawk fairly long
6. while they've always had insomnia the bags under their eyes are much lighter in earlier seasons.
a chubby sam during a heatwave before and after adding details.
i headcanon he occasionally wears skirts, but especially during very hot weather.
the hands looked fine during the sketch phase i swear
not thrilled with the face but without thinking too hard about it i wanted to do some concept art for how i picture veronica.
shed probably be around 16-17 in this design and going for more of a punk scientist look.
the idea kind of came from a concept i had that she had a Favourite Shirt from the Museum of Natural History that eventually got too small for her so someone (i think probably maxine and/or paula, but maybe nadia) helped her cut up the shirt and sew the design onto the back of a denim jacket which then became the new staple for her.
i headcanon her with a lot of autistic traits that ive enjoyed projecting onto her.
design notes from top to bottom:
1. im looking at a lot of different hairstyles that generally focus on keeping it up and out of the way, in this sketch i went with fairly simple braids that are tied back into a ponytail
2. she has a stim necklace with several different beads on it
3. usually has the collar popped on her jacket
4. a few pins on the front of her jacket (maybe some pride pins?) plus some extra pockets.
5. always carries pens and a notebook
6. has her dad's old watch and belt which were among his personal belongings left behind
7. cargo pants for maximum storage
8. steel capped boots
watching adventure time reviews/theory vids and doodling. dont really like how these look but im trying to draw and post more.
a lil bit of 5am and my runner 5.
me and @high5runner5 's runner 5s that i posted on discord but forgot to post here
aka thr mask&scar squad
it occurs to me that i have more sketches of my 5 than i have posted, so heres a few good ones
i have a naked pic i drew of them earlier that im debating posting (if/when i do nudity, etc. is tagged with 'filter dodger' so block that if you dont want to see any of that)
that first one makes them look way slimmer than they are, they are FAT
*waves* I think Tumblr will show you my name once I send this but I hope you don't mind a random ask from me. I saw in your blog that you were recently struggling & wanted to send a kind message your way. Hope that's not overstepping boundaries ^^' but I'm sorry to hear that things have been rough. December seems to bring out a lot of stress/struggles for me as well. So I know I don't understand everything you're going through, but please know you're not alone & I hope kinder days find you soon.
aw thanks dude, I get pretty bad seasonal depression, but this year's been pretty decent
thanks for the message, it means a lot (:
@another-runner-5 here's your secret santa gift, I hope you like it. I did an initial piece then decided to do a second one, so yeah
my and @n-dayqulin's runner 5s (mine has scars on their face and throat and can't speak)
no, actually I'm nonbinary, I'm not male or female
The eternal question, how much of a fuss do you want to kick up over being misgendered by relatives you don’t see very often?
I went to my grandpa’s birthday a while back and… Yeeaaahh…
I didn’t want to make a big deal about it, but it did really bother me.
@lemonheadandlollipup a green gal and a perky blonde girl who are girlfrieds? i was actually halfway through sketching this out when i realised “cat woman” and added lemonhead they’re at a con together
Witchsona, Sam, I actually love this one and am super proud. They are NB and would rather be at home naked. They'll often swear they'll get top surgery, but 1. They can't really be arsed especially since they're not sure and 2. WITH WHAT MONEY? On T for long enough to get scruffy facial hair. Their magic practice is just a half-arsed, highly personal mosh-mash of whatever, with influences from reiki, tarot reading, rock-and-metal-based magics, technomancy, and green magic. Big on healing, banishing, practical advice/magic, and can sometimes bring insects back to life.
Hoo boy and here i thought I was over my 'bad time' episodes. But it's four am and I want to rip my face off, eat a bunch of garbage, throw up, rip my eyes out, and just generally destroy myself all over again I feel like I'm going to fall off the self-harm wagon, but I think I'm starting to calm. Writing helps. It always gets worse around November/December and I hate it. Why am I like this what is wrong with you
I really relate to Frisk and Chara from Undertale, so I drew myself, I know it kinda sucks but I’m happy(ish) with it.
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