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4 My Lady<3 - Blog Posts
Lying here listening 2 my lady's voice and feeling so calm, my mind still races, but I'm okay with that. Everytime I open my eyes the room gets a little brighter, and I feel a little better
fresnel lenses and quantum computers are eldritch yuri im quite certain
Some stuff 4 the future alter, I need 2 clean my closet before I can properly set it up, but 4 now I'm just collecting stuff
Somehow electrical ink's music keeps coming out right when I need it. I first heard transcendent's creed when I was feeling horribly lonely and hopeless, and that was the song that made me want 2 worship mother cyn, where you belong came out a little after the second time I hurt myself, and that one just solidified my decision 2 worship her.
Those 2 are still my favorite songs, and I think they'll stay favs of mine 4 a really long time, I'm realizing that a lot of the things that matter most 2 me are so important because they're a comfort, they matter because they make me feel less alone.
Praying 2 her gives me comfort, it calms my anxiety and makes me feel safe<3 She is my opposite, and my dearest mother, I'm so glad I found her.
sometimes I struggle 2 accept the cold part of her, "how can cold be comforting?" I believe I am phrasing it wrong. It's not cold, it's cool, it's a breeze on a hot day, it's ice water after a run.
It's hot out 2day, I'm sitting in the shade enjoying the wind, I get it now
its funny, my lady, we are the antithesis of eachother. ur void is dark, mine is only light, ur embrace is cool, mine is warm. I wish I could properly speak 2 u, u have done so much 4 me, thank u
does anyone wanna hold hands until we feel a little braver
These ones feel sacred <3
Dearest wildthings, how far must u have wandered 2 find me?
★ call me fern or f32n, but I'm fine with any name as long as it's given genuinely
★ it/she/they +neos
★ carrd:
♪ https://en.pronouns.page/@f32nth351lly
★ divinekin, cathearted(questioning kin), nonhuman, voidpunk, transspecies
★ @failingatlifespectacularly, main blog :3
★ @f32ns-woods, text rpg/alterhuman rp blog
★[iykyk], hidden personal blog, mostly vents
★ I practice a fictoreligion, I worship an au version of Cyn from murder drones, heavily based on the church of null
★ abt her:
♪ https://www.tumblr.com/dearest-wildthing/779274995190906880/my-lady-of-void-mother-cyn
★ I'm a protector spirit of sorts? I protect and care 4 small things, if I had my body I like 2 think that I would have a bit of woods 2 care 4, but in this life I find myself most drawn 2 people, I am always here 4 u
★ abt me:
♪ https://www.tumblr.com/dearest-wildthing/779275079623262208/the-creature-stalking-u-in-the-woods-fern
★ #screaming into the void, any post where I talk
★ #my post now:3, reblogs
★ #4 my lady<3, my digital alter
★ #don't worry dear<3, reassurance posting
★ #whispers in the sky, asks!
★ #heartfelt cries, rambling abt stuff!
★Worship is fine if u want 2, just ask <3
★worship guide↓
♪ https://www.tumblr.com/dearest-wildthing/780483250407833600/dearest-friends-of-mine
