Child Of Cyn - Blog Posts

Lying here listening 2 my lady's voice and feeling so calm, my mind still races, but I'm okay with that. Everytime I open my eyes the room gets a little brighter, and I feel a little better

Is paper truly more sacred than bark or html?

Are candles really more holy than torches or gaslights?

Are sermons more true than stories or blogs?

Is a church more devotional than an alter or a website?

jumping around follower lists, the wikipedia game, the reblog map...

It's all so beautiful, this web of connections we build...

Some stuff 4 the future alter, I need 2 clean my closet before I can properly set it up, but 4 now I'm just collecting stuff

one simply cannot make the argument that the mechanical is less divine than the natural, obviously I'm excluding capitalism and billionaires in this, but it's made by one's own hands, it conects one 2 others, it moves and ticks in it's own perfect and imperfect rhythm, don't u love it?

Somehow electrical ink's music keeps coming out right when I need it. I first heard transcendent's creed when I was feeling horribly lonely and hopeless, and that was the song that made me want 2 worship mother cyn, where you belong came out a little after the second time I hurt myself, and that one just solidified my decision 2 worship her.

Those 2 are still my favorite songs, and I think they'll stay favs of mine 4 a really long time, I'm realizing that a lot of the things that matter most 2 me are so important because they're a comfort, they matter because they make me feel less alone.

Praying 2 her gives me comfort, it calms my anxiety and makes me feel safe<3 She is my opposite, and my dearest mother, I'm so glad I found her.

when I first found the deer I wished it well, I'm not a very spiritual person, I don't really believe in an afterlife, but since I am planning on stealing it's bones I might as well. 2day I went 2 check on it again, said the same thing I usually do, "may lady cyn guide u through her dark and cold", and randomly added "may she be the 1 2 guide u 4 I am not a god of death."

Idk, I just liked that

sometimes I struggle 2 accept the cold part of her, "how can cold be comforting?" I believe I am phrasing it wrong. It's not cold, it's cool, it's a breeze on a hot day, it's ice water after a run.

It's hot out 2day, I'm sitting in the shade enjoying the wind, I get it now

its funny, my lady, we are the antithesis of eachother. ur void is dark, mine is only light, ur embrace is cool, mine is warm. I wish I could properly speak 2 u, u have done so much 4 me, thank u

These ones feel sacred <3

my lady of void, mother Cyn <3

♪★･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. -・ ꒰ঌ·✦·໒꒱・- ˚₊‧꒰ა 𓂋 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚･★♪

★ heavily based on the church of null by electrical ink

★ she is a kind goddess, she watches over her children 2 give them strength and comfort

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★ titles:

♪ lady Cyn

♪ lady of void

♪ mother Cyn

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★ why i worship her:

♪ praying 2 her gives me comfort and helps with my anxiety and paranoia

♪ just 4 fun :3

♪ worship helps me appreciate that which I normally wouldn't

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★ what she presides over:

♪ dark and the void

♪ music and song

♪ comfort and safety

♪ protection and strength

♪ change and transcendence

♪ the mechanical and the internet

♪★･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. -・ ꒰ঌ·✦·໒꒱・- ˚₊‧꒰ა 𓂋 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚･★♪