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3 months ago

i dont care who makes fun of kpop fans or whatever. mfs who hate on us for liking music differently and i dont care who make fun of what i like and love watching but kpop is DIFFERENT and feels different to most people. some see it as a way of being themselves or a connection to different music and people and thats ok and i love seeing that. for me kpop makes me feel a huge range of emotions and feelings.

one of the things i love in the whole world is that as someone who listens to kpop on a regular and daily basis (everyday ALWAYS) for so many years, seeing people who r just like u is so freeing. u could make a reference and everyone will get what u said

another thing i love in the world is seeing CHINESE people in kpop. people like chenle and renjun from nct, people like jun and the8 from seventeen, and more. people like that make me feel safe.

it makes me feel extra connected to a certain aspect of my cultural identity. i grew up hiding the fact that i am asian (desi, arab & chinese) and that i was all kinds of asian, and seeing those idols make me feel so connected oh my god like ways to learn my language by watching them teach fans or them speaking it and making it easy for us by what words means and sentence structures, their culture, their food, their traditions, the way they look, the way they r passionate about where they r from, it makes me feel such a huge connection into being chinese and make me want to know more about my culture like you guys dont understand how FREEING that is for me after hiding that aspect of my identity for so many years OH MY GOD


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i hate it here kpop chinese chinese culture but like i said it makes me feel so fucking happy that there r people like ME in the world i grew up with my momma hiding that shes part chinese from her mother (my grandma) and her generation goes far back to mongolia explaining y i got the birthmark i remember being exposed to hatred towards China and racism and the covid it was TERRIBLE. and the comments? AWFUL i even literally hated china so much i remember during covid lord the racism got worse i still remember people at school making fun of me for being asian and mocking that i dont know english i remember a mf mocked me for not “appearing” indian meanwhile a bengali told me ill never be like them or a hijabi telling me islam is a beautiful culture than me. and arabs r better looking and allah (god) hates me since im a fucking arab??? like how r u a hijabi discriminating against ur own people watching kpop and seeing KPOP idols who r CHINESE by NATIONALITY makes me feel SEEN and happy. and it gives me a heads up that just because im black and look different doesnt make me any less asian cause guess what?? white asians black asians etc EXIST it makes me feel such a huge connection to my culture and continues to inspire me on my people and how amazing we r and most kpop fans r asian as well as black mixed white etc also help. knowing they r asian fans who like kpop just like i do and look different makes me feel seen. that i am ONE of those asian fans who like kpop and dont just think of myself as a “black girl who hides her identity” it hurts me that i dont look anything alike everyone sees me as black or not asian or white enough and it hurts. esp wayv. bro i feel so fucking SEEN U DONT UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH IT MEANS TO ME “ur not asian” babe not only am i desi arab chinese. my grandmas brother is chinese n viet whilst his grandfather is chinese. be fucking fr wayv/nct ten is thai and chinese and it makes me feel so happy than anything in the world that thailand is one of my cultures. i feel free idc what anybody says. kpop is everything to me and i am fucking keeping this shit for the rest of my life and passing it to (my) future generation(s). AMEN. been in kpop for 8 years and best believe imma do this shit until im 90 BEST BELIEVE THA
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