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thoughts on yume nikki?
Here you go a little madotsuki, it's dangerous outside!!
OMG YOUR SIMON?? i love him...god......
Isn't he lovely? Also little sick simon appreciation!! :p
can i have more mesmerizer sollon,,, because,,,whew,,,đ đ
Feel free to request as much as you want ;3
where are you bae imy đ
BAE FEAR NOT I'VE RETURNED
apologies I took a couple days to recuperate from the hellish time that is exam season lolol I'm back and writing like normal :D
thank you for the ask <33
Hey, can I make nsfw requests?
Yes you very much can!! I have a lot of nsfw content on here lolol
Iâd love to hear your ideas!!
HIII can i request something abour Aone and Kunimi! Id love to see how you woukd write about them!
Oooh I can definitely do that heheh Thank you for your ask!! --
Aone was used to people avoiding him.
It wasnât personalâat least, he didnât think it was. He knew what he looked like. Tall, broad-shouldered, his expression unreadable even when he tried to seem approachable. And, of course, there was the fact that he had no eyebrows, which only seemed to add to the whole 'intimidating presence' thing. He had overheard people whispering about it before, speculating whether he was just naturally that way or if something had happened. He never corrected them. It wasnât worth the effort.
He didnât mind it, not really. It wasnât like he needed constant conversation. If anything, he preferred the quiet. But that didnât stop the occasional pang of irritation when someone flinched at his presence or whispered about how scary he was. He never let it bother him for long. It wasnât worth dwelling on.
But then there was you, who never seemed to get the memo.
You greeted him every morning with a bright âGood morning, Aone!â as if it were the most natural thing in the world. You sat next to him during team lunches, never asking if it was okay, never making a big deal out of itâjust plopping down beside him, completely unfazed. When the team joked and teased each other, you always made a point to include him, nudging his arm playfully or throwing in a comment like âRight, Aone?â as if it was obvious that he was part of the conversation.
At first, he thought maybe it was an accident. That you just hadnât realized how others saw him. But when weeks passed and nothing changed, Aone started to realize something.
You werenât scared of him. Not even a little bit.
And for reasons he couldnât explain, that made his chest feel warm.
It started during practice one afternoon.
The team was running drills, the gym buzzing with the sound of sneakers squeaking against the floor and volleyballs smacking against hands. Aone was focused, blocking each spike that came his way, his body moving on instinct. He wasnât paying much attention to anything else until he heard a sharp gasp from the sidelines.
He turned his head just in time to see you stumble, tripping over someoneâs stray bag. It was one of the first years', carelessly left near the edge of the court, and you hadnât noticed it in time. Your arms flailed slightly as you lost your balance, and Aoneâs body moved before his mind could catch up.
In an instant, his hands were on your arms, steadying you before you could hit the ground. His grip was firm, grounding, keeping you upright with ease. You blinked up at him, wide-eyed, caught off guard by the sudden proximity. For a long moment, neither of you spoke.
Then, to his surprise, you laughed.
âWow, youâre really strong,â you said, your voice light, as if you hadnât just nearly faceplanted in the middle of practice.
Aone swallowed. He wasnât used to complimentsâespecially not ones directed at him. His ears burned slightly, but he managed a stiff nod, gently letting go of you once he was sure you were steady.
You dusted yourself off, still grinning. âGuess I should stick close to you, huh? Might need you to save me again.â
Aone blinked.
Most people avoided standing too close to him. You were⊠different.
Slowly, he nodded again.
Your smile widened. âGood. That settles it.â
And just like that, you carried on, moving as if nothing had happened, as if Aone catching you had been the most natural thing in the world. But Aone felt a little different now, his hands still tingling from where he had touched you. It was a strange, unfamiliar feeling, and he wasnât sure what to do with it.
Later, when practice ended and the team started gathering their things, Aone noticed you walking in his direction. Without thinking, he shifted slightly, making space for you beside him. It was subtle, instinctive, but you noticed immediately, plopping down next to him with an exaggerated sigh.
âI think todayâs the day I finally die,â you groaned dramatically. âTell my family I love them.â
Aone huffed a quiet breath through his nose. It was barely anything, but you must have caught it because you turned your head and grinned at him.
âWas that a laugh?â you asked, eyes bright with mischief. âOh, weâre making progress.â
Aone shook his head, but he didnât deny it.
You tilted your head slightly, watching him curiously. âYou know,â you mused, âmost people get freaked out by you, but I donât see why. Youâre like⊠a human security blanket.â
Aone blinked at you, unsure of what to say to that. He had been called many things beforeâscary, intimidating, weirdâbut never a security blanket. He felt his ears burn again.
âI mean it,â you continued, stretching your arms above your head. âItâs nice having you around. Makes things feel a little more solid.â
He swallowed, staring down at his hands. He wasnât sure how to respond, but before he could even try, you stood up, stretching out your back with a groan.
âAnyway, I better go before they make me do more work,â you said, nodding toward the rest of the team. âSee you tomorrow, Aone.â
And then, like always, you left just as easily as you had appeared, leaving Aone sitting there, his mind spinning with thoughts he wasnât sure how to process.
Maybe, for the first time, he didnât mind having someone stick close to him after all.
Would it be interesting to ask for Aran? Even something as simple as him noticing Inarizakiâs manager or their friend, anything is fine.
Done :D Thank you for the request!! <333 --
Aran wasnât someone who let his mind wander. Not during practice, not during games, and certainly not when it came to things that didnât concern him. He kept his head clear, his priorities in check, and his focus sharp. That was what made him reliableâone of the only people on Inarizakiâs team who could keep the chaos from completely consuming them.
But lately, there was somethingâor rather, someoneâslipping through the cracks in his usual composure.
You.
It wasnât anything dramatic. Nothing obvious. But little things started creeping up on him. He started noticing the way you always sat near him whenever the team went out to eat, how you rolled your eyes at Atsumuâs antics but never actually walked away from the conversation, how you seemed to know exactly what someone needed before they even had to ask. He wasnât sure when it started. He wasnât sure why it started. But he was noticing you, and now he couldnât seem to stop.
The realization hit him on a random afternoon practice.
He had just finished a long rally, sweat clinging to his skin as he steadied his breathing. Coach was yelling at Atsumu for somethingâprobably for ignoring his setter duties and trying to go for a ridiculous dump shotâand the rest of the team was either catching their breath or groaning at the delay. Aran wiped his forehead with the back of his hand before reaching for his water bottle, only to feel something tap his arm.
A cold water bottle.
He glanced up, and there you were, holding it out to him without a word. Your expression was neutral, not expecting anything, not waiting for some kind of thanks. Just⊠handing it to him, as if it was the most natural thing in the world.
Aran hesitated for a fraction of a second before taking it. âThanks.â
You only nodded before turning back to your clipboard, jotting something down. No big deal. Except it was a big deal, because now Aran was standing there gripping the water bottle tighter than necessary, feeling something stir in his chest that he didnât know how to name.
It didnât stop there.
At first, Aran tried to ignore it. Tried to brush off the way his eyes lingered on you a little too long during breaks, the way he found himself listening for your voice even in the middle of a crowded gym. He told himself it was just habit, just familiarity. You were part of the team, and he was just used to having you around.
But then there were the moments in betweenâthe ones that didnât happen during practice, the ones that felt like something else entirely.
Like the time he was stretching after a long day and you plopped down next to him with an exhausted sigh.
âTough day?â he asked, not looking up from his toes as he reached forward.
âYou have no idea,â you groaned, flopping onto your back. âI think I have permanent damage from listening to Suna and Atsumu argue about some dumb anime for twenty minutes.â
Aran huffed out a laugh. âCouldâve walked away.â
You turned your head, peering up at him with something amused in your gaze. âYeah? And leave you to suffer alone?â
Something about the way you said it made him pause. He glanced down at you, the corners of your lips twitching like you were fighting back a grin. He opened his mouth, but whatever he had been about to say got stuck in his throat.
Because thatâthat right thereâwas the problem.
You werenât just the team manager. You werenât just a familiar presence. You were something else, something more, and Aran was beginning to realize it too late.
It got worse after that.
He wasnât the type to let distractions get the best of him, but now it was like you were in his periphery all the time. The worst part? You didnât even know. You just carried on like normal, making sure the team didnât destroy themselves, shooting sarcastic remarks at Atsumu when he got too unbearable, handing Aran a towel when he looked particularly drained.
And he just kept taking it. Kept letting it happen. Kept letting you happen.
But it was when he started getting annoyed that he knew he was screwed.
Because lately, youâd been spending more time talking to Kita.
It wasnât like Aran had any reason to care. Kita was Kita. He was good at everything, the kind of person who had an effortless way of drawing people in. And you? You were the kind of person who enjoyed good company.
So why did it bother him so much?
It wasnât jealousy. It wasnât. That would be ridiculous. But he couldnât stop noticing itâthe way you stood a little closer, the way your conversations stretched a little longer, the way you laughed at something Kita said and Aran felt something sting in a place he hadnât even realized existed.
He didnât plan to say anything about it. But then, one day, he caught you laughing at something Kita said, and before he could stop himself, the words left his mouth.
âDidnât know you two were so close.â
You blinked at him, caught off guard. âHuh?â
Aran crossed his arms, his expression carefully neutral. âYou and Kita.â
Your head tilted slightly, eyes narrowing just a bit like you were trying to figure out where this was coming from. Then, slowly, a smirk tugged at your lips. âWhy? You jealous or something?â
Aran scoffed, rolling his eyes. âPlease.â
âUh-huh.â You didnât sound convinced.
He clicked his tongue, looking away. This was stupid. He wasnât about to sit here and act like some lovesick idiot. That wasnât him. He had better things to do. More important things.
⊠Then why did his chest feel tight?
You were still looking at him, clearly entertained by whatever this was. Then, after a pause, you leaned in just slightly, voice dropping into something softerâsomething unreadable.
âYou did notice, though.â
It wasnât a question. It was a fact.
Aran felt his jaw tighten, but he didnât say anything.
You let the silence stretch between you before pulling away, grinning like you had figured something out. âHuh. Interesting.â
And just like that, you turned and walked off, leaving Aran standing there with his arms still crossed, his pulse unsteady, and the realization settling deep in his bones.
You were right.
He had noticed.
And that was the problem.
helloo!!
I was reading your work at Ao3 and Iâm wondering if thereâs going to be more chapters for Nosedives
Please write moreee!!! Please please please đ„șđđ
ughh i'd love to continue that story!!! but honestly im having the hardest writers block :/// i'll take another look and see if I can think of something lolol, but if you have any ideas feel free to let me know :DD My asks and DMs are always open <33 Thank you for reading! every comment makes me want to write even more, truly thank you!
Felix,
Would you rater have pizza or lasagna for dinner?
Me an empath, sensing he might like pizza
(He likes pizza)
What's something you wish you accomplished but didn't get to?
Being hopeless at romance is his specialty ââš
(Little Wally meme is not mine)
What's your biggest fear?
I is really afraid of loved ones leaving him and replacing him in any manner. He wouldn't show his dislike to the situation right away, but process everything first and sit the person in question down to talk it out. In his head though, it's kinda messy when it happens.
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Who was your therapist?
YAY I actually got some asks! People want to know stuff about my silly little guy đđđđđ. I don't know why but it made me so happy when I saw there's some stuff in my ask box, thank you lovely's! I'll answer it all right awayđ
Vendova Nera
Meet the 1900's muted spider demon who's venom speaks for itself.
1906
44
Male
Demisexual Panromantic
Solitude
Root beer
Chocolate
Poker
Coffee
Iced mocha
Toffee
Musicals (to an extent)
His older sister
People flirting w/ him w/o his consent
(Ironically) smoking
Music
Backstabbers
Imperfection/flaw
People making fun of his muteness
His mother
Caffeine addict
Suffers from depression, severe anxiety, and insomnia
Smokes to relieve said anxiety
Mute đ (Can't speak)
Once a Roman Catholic in his human years but is now an Atheist (though he is very much familiar with the concept of Heaven and Hell)
Italian đźđč/German đ©đȘ/Irish đźđȘ mixed heritage
Fluent in German, French, and English (in order from most to least knowledge of)
I'm bored, so ask me anything, about well, anything! Right now I'm rewatching Legends of Tomorrow....
YES