Curate, connect, and discover
(Not my GIF!)
Warnings// Self harm, (kind of detailed) not good English, mentions of throwing up and ED, anxiety user and maybe some harsh words, reader talking bad about themselves and maybe some angst if the actions in this isn't.
Sorry if this was written dryly, XD but I'm not so good at writing stories, i just have the storyline in my head, and I know what I should write and what it's abt, but then my head completly shuts down and i forget how to write XD
Might write a part two
SORRY FOR TAKING SO MUCH TIME TO MAKE THIS
This story is probably short bc it' my first time writing on here, but I will make my other fucs longer
I think that's all, but please comment if I missed something and I'll put it in the warnings:) English is not my first language so be aware for some typos. This will probably be verg detailed and i might use a few words many times after each other but, without further ado let's get into it
Also, to those who are suffering from any of these I want you to know that i support you, ive also had a past with self harm and you're strong and my messages will always be open if you would like to chat, I don't judge and I will comfort you in the best way possible đ
(This was a request from my sister)
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You grunted as the hard and big sharp blade pierced and dragged down your arm multiple time's, blood trickling down all the way to the bottom as you heard the drops of blood hit the ground. Your breath was uneven and your hands and whole body shok, probably because of the sharp object injected into your skin. You didn't know why you did it, but it just felt right.
A few moments passed before you walked towards the bathroom to wash of the remains of the blood on the blade, the bathroom door creaked as you pushed it aside.
You took a cloth that hung on the small metall bar beside the shower and carefully wiped the blade, being carefull to clean everything off and not to cut your finger.
You laid back the cloth and walked back towards a drawer next to your bed, you gently and carefully placed the blade into one of the shovels.
You sighted as you looked at your arms, blood dripping out of the hem of it, you'd probably have to bandage it because of the cuts, but then you'd have to go downstairs to get some from thr medkit in the small box that was hung on a wall inside the kitchen and then everybody would suspect something going on.
You didn't want to start commotion, that was the least you needed right now. You had a few cotton pads in a tall glass next to your makeup shellf and you also had a box of wipes under your desk so you didn't have to worry about those things.
"Hmm... maybe i should just ask katsuki he usually doesn't question things unless he gets suspicious, and most of the times he had to bring something to you he never asked why you needed it"
You told to yourself.
And if he got suspicious, you could just say something happened at training, right?
You walked to the bed and sat on it, quickly grasping your phone and pressing on Bakugo's contact.
"Can you bring me some bandages plsss"
You typed and laid down the phone, waiting for a response. "Bling" was suddenly heard and you picked up the phone.
"Tch, are you too lazy to to downstairs or somethin"
"Just get it for me asshole"
"K, fine."
A few moments later bakugo knocked on ythe door and you sprinted quietly towards it, you opened the door halways so he wouldn't see your bloodied arms.
"Here ya go, take the the bandages, but why do ya even need it in the first place"
"Oh uhm, something happened at training today, it's nothing serious but my "wound" opened up again, but anyways thanks for the bandages!"
He frowned and made a "tch" sound before he turned on his heels and walked away. You rolled your eyes before closing the door. You gathered all the things you needed to clean and bandage the scars.
First you put some water on a few cotton pads and softly wiped the bleeding cuts with it, then you grabbed a pair of wipes and carefully wiped of the water. Finally you picked up the bandage roll and cut off a small piece, you carefully wrapped it around your arms.
After everything was done you cleaned up everything around you, washing away the drops of blood on the floor and changing into your night clothes.
You checked your phone before placing it on your night table and pulling the blanket over your body.
Hours passed and soon sunlight beams became vissible shining strongly throught the curtains. You woke up and groaned as you sat up and rubbed your eyes, your memory refreshing as you thought about how much damage you did yesterday.
You raised your arm as a sudden pain stung you, you whinced and groaned as you shut your eyes closed. A sight left your mouth as you stood up and walked towards your closet, you grabbed your uniform and walked towards the bathroom to change.
When you were done you did light makeup look with mascara, lipgloss and a tiny bit of blush. You smiled at your outfilt, you put your books in your bag and made sure you looked fine before heading downstairs to eat breakfast.
When you arrived downstairs you saw some of your classmates already sitting around a table, they shoot you a glance and waved at you to come closer. You took quicks steps towards them and sat down next to mina.
"Hey girl! What took ya so looooong, it was getting boring without you"
She said as she took a bite out of her cereal earning a chuckle from you.
"Sorry sorry! I guess I lost track of time, I promise!"
"Hmmm, are ya sure you weren't making out with bakugo or something like that"
She smirked as the people around you quickly widened their eyes and shoot bakugo and you a glance. Your mouth widened and your eyes raised, bakugo quickly looked at mina and shot her a big frown, IIda's eyes looked like they were gonna pop out if his scull, momo put a hand on her mouth and sero smiled playfully.
"WHAT THE HELL RACOON EYES"
"H-HUH"
"Oh god"
"THAT IS HIGHLY INAPPROPIATE"
Your cheeks flushes with a red tint and you quickly tried to change the topic of the talk.
"That didn't happen, I promise!"
"Hmmm, fine fine I belive you but next time I'll catch you"
"You sure will"
You said while chuckling.
A few minutes later you checked the watch on your wrist, a few minutes left before class was starting. You put your breakfast in your backpack before rising up from your seat.
As you took some steps you heard mina say your name
"Y/n? Why didn't you eat your lunch, you didn't even take one bite"
She asked with a confusing look on her face.
"Oh uhm, im not really hungry right now, feeling a little nauseous so just might wait til dinner"
Katsuki took a notice in this but didn't say anything as he watched and listened to your conversation with the pink haired girl.
"Oh okay, hope you get better, we better get going to class too, mind if we walk with you to class?
"I don't"
You smiled as you watched her and the others stand up, throwing away the remains of the breakfast in the trash before following you to class.
Some hours later you're in your fourth period, your scars itched and were begging to get itched. Your brows furrowed in irritation, your homeroom teacher, shota aizawa took a notice in how your brows had furrowed in almost each period.
He walked to your desk and bent down with his hands on each side of the table.
"L/n what's wrong, and don't you dare say nothings wrong because I've noticed your face rhythms so tell me"
You looked up at his sharp face studying your every move.
"Uhm, nothings wrong what do you mean"
"L/n."
He stated strongly, "don't you lie to me"
"I'm fine, don't you worry"
He grabbed your arm before watching you whince and groan as you pulled your arm back in a fast motion holding it with your other arm.
He slowly pulled his arm back and looked at it.
"Why did you-" He stopped talking when he noticed something red spilled under your left arms hem.
You widened your eyes and swallowed your saliva, watching his eyes following your gaze. You hid your arm under the desk as you waited for a reaction.
"L/n, let me see" he spoke in a dark tone as his eyes darkened.
Your lips shivered as you shook your head, you didn't have time to react before he snatched your arm back and pulled your shirt around the arm back.
He stopped when he had pulled it away, looking at the cuts around your arms. Some were small, other were looking like a normal cut you would get from getting scratched from a cat or something like that, but what really worried aizawa was the three very big cuts bleeding on the top of your arm near the elbow.
"What the h-hell" he stuttered, his eyes wide.
"Tell me what happened right now, i know damn well this injury didn't happen during training"
Your throat got dry and you struggled to find the words to explain and make up a new lie.
"TELL ME RIGHT NOW"
Aizawa shouted as you flinched and turned your head away, other students heads turned your way and looked worried for Mr Aizawa's outburst.
They locked eyes with where aizawa's were staring and many eyes widened, including bakugos,
It dripped a little more than a normal cuts would bleed, plus an injury couldn't make so many cuts in different places.
"Y/n..."
Bakugo said your name slowly as he raised up from his desk, his normal grin or smirk replaced by an angry-worried expression.
He slowly walked towards you.
Shit, this wasn't supposed to happen.
TBC?
What I will write
I can write for all the characters that you find on my master list!
I can do smut, angst and fluff.
I am happy to write for anixtey/depression/comfort as I struggle with these but I am NOT romanticising it.
I am also open to writing ed comfort as well.
Pregnant series/fics and well as period comfort! I personally love these stories and fics so Iâm happy to write them!
I will write stories with not happy ending if you guys want I js hate to write them bc it hurts my heart sm
I am also happy to do multiple parts as well. Or any series you guys would like to read.
I was gonna do a piercer shinsou, with diff scenarios and a drummer Bakugo one as well.ïżŒïżŒ
Iâm pretty much open to any ideas apart from the ones Iâm about to list!
I think Iâm open to wlw fics with a female character and a female reader!
What I will not write.
Rape, incest, golden showers/ piss or shit kinks, abuse full on (maybe an awareness or comfort like where Reader was in a past abusive relationship but I will not do full on scenarios of abuse)
Anal, or mlm fics, Iâm not rlly comfortable with wirttting for a Male reader as Iâm female!
Threesomes or gang bangs.
I wonât make any characters abusive or anything, but I may talk about if reader was in a past abusive relationship or bad realtor ship with parents but only mentions!
I think thatâs it for now I may add more later!
Iâm pretty open to any requests be donât be shy to request an idea i donât judge and Iâm more than happy to write whatever you like!
User is antisocial so while the rest of the class in the dorms common area they're chilling in their room by themselves on their phone or whtev and Bakugo is crushing on user and he goes to them đœđ„
Ps. Loving ur work im eating ts like a starved woman u angel omg đ
Haha thank you means a lot lovely! I had so much fun writing this so thanks for the request. I hope itâs what you mean đ«¶
Bakugo x fem reader
Everyone was lounging around in the common room of the dorms, kirishima, denki and Sero were arguing over which pro heroâs they think they could win in a fight against.
The girls were gossiping, they also dragged todoroki along with them. Him just nodding away at their conversations often replying with ohâs and mhmâs when they chime him in.
While Izuku was scribbling away in his journal.
Bakugo was sat next to kirishima, not paying attention to any of their antics because he was to busy looking for you.
Bakugo has kinda had a thing for you for awhile now, took him a while to realise he actually liked you because of his stubborn nature but once he did he was going insane.
You were a very anti social person and you only ever really had conversations when needed or when others talked to you.
You were the complete opposite of Bakugo his loud nature with your quiet one but surprisingly you both got along really well.
Maybe it was the fact you both had romantic feelings for each other.
But both of you were to scared to admit it.
You were scared because how could Bakugo like someone like you? He was loud and you were quiet, he had seemed to have high expectations for everybody and you were worried you didnât quite fit under any of them.
And Bakugo was scared because he never really knew how you were feeling because you never really socialise with anyone. Hell he canât even go and ask one of the girls because you rarely talk to them. (They all love you though, they think your the sweetest they just let you do your own thing)
You found comfort in being alone with your own company and your phone, which is precisely what you were doing right now, on your phone in your dorm room.
Bakugo was getting frustrated as he hadnât seen you much (he just misses you) so he decided if you werenât going to socialise with him, he was gonna socialise with you.
With a huff he gets up off the couch, ignoring his friends protests and heads to your dorm.
He knocks loudly hoping to give you enough warning before barging in making you jump and clutch your chest, your phone flying out of your hands.
âJesus Bakugo! You scared meâ
âTch didnât mean toâ
He came in and shut the door behind him before standing there awkwardly, he didnât really think this far ahead.
Shit.
You look up at him, sighing before patting the spot on the bed next to you.
He nods and heads over before sitting down his body whole tense.
It was a very akward and tense silence both not knowing what to say.
He clears his throat before speaking
âDidnât see you much today.â
âYeah I didnât wanna eat with the others so I took my lunch outside, and after class I came straight here.â
You look away embarrassed, which he finds absolutely adorable.
âWhy not?â
âPeople arenât my sceneâ
âBet you wouldnât know.â
You say, his eyebrows quirk up giving you a confused look,
âThe fuck does that meanâ
âYou know, your loud and very body loves you and you have loads of friends.â
âThose idiots arenât my friends and mânot that loudâ
âSooo⊠you donât have any friends then?â
Thereâs a pause, he hesitates before saying in a soft tone
âYour my friendâ
âReally? I get to be friends with THE Bakugo?â
Your tone is playful and he just smiles slightly before you nudge him with your elbow saying,
âYour my friend tooâ
There another pause of silence but this time itâs more of a comfortable one, Like you both are soaking in each other presence, and Bakugo is finally letting his body relax.
âThis is nice, I enjoy the peace like this.â
You smile down at your lap, you alone with your crush. In your dorm. By yourself.
Oh.
Your cheeks heat up.
âCorrection, I enjoy peace with you.â
You say not bothering to look up at him.to worried he will see how hard your blushing right now.
He turns his head when he hears you say this internally giggling and kicking his feet.
âOh yeah?â
âMhmâ
Again, another beat of silence.
âDo you wanna do this more often? Sometime soon? Just us two, maybe lunch?â
His heart is beating in his chest so hard he feel like it might fall out of his ass.
âAre you asking me on a date?â
âYeah I think I am.â
He was sweating, what if you down right rejected him? Oh god. He wouldnât be able to live that down. He was really overthinking it. See what you so to him?
âI would love to.â
You whisper.
He looks over to you noticing how your avoiding eye contact and how flushed you look.
âAre you blushing?â
âNoâ you say looking around causing him to let out a breathy chuckle.
His index finger hooks under your chin turning your head towards him. And heâs instantly meet with your whole face red as a tomato.
âAw you are!â
You blush even harder. Omg omg you think to yourself,
His hand comes up to cup your cheek, and looks down at your lips, leaning in but stopping an inch away, before looking back up at your eyes.
You nod, and he leans in and presses his lips against yours, itâs slow, and his lips are?
Surprisingly soff?
For someone with a fiery temper god he has soft lips.
He pulls away from the kiss and smirks,
âSo Iâll see you at lunch tomorrow?â
âMhmâ you say nodding your head to flustered to form a real answer,
And before you blink he is gone.
And your left there stunned. And you donât have anyone to talk to about this.
As Bakugo closes your door behind him he leans against the wall and he is blushing so HARD. He wants to go back in there and do it again, he misses you already.
But he canât let you see how flustered you make him.
After all he is still Bakugo.
Kirishima and Denki invite Bakugo out to hang with them but Bakugo has a better plan.
This one is super short sorry guys.
Just fluff, few cusses that it rlly.
You and Bakugo were both curled up in Bakugoâs dorm, a movie playing as back ground noise.
Bakugo was laying on top of you, his head nuzzled into the crook of your neck-ïżŒ
While you were running one hand through his hair the other rubbing soothing circles on his back.
Nights like these, when it was just the two of you, doing absolutely nothing but being in each others company was Bakugoâs favourite.
Itâs something he may never say out loud but itâs something you will always know.
Because Bakugo has never really had his way with words but somehow you always know what he is actually thinking.
Like when you tell him you missed him and he just replyâs with
âShut up dumbass donât get all sappy on me.â
You know he means he missed you too.
So when there was a knock on the door, Bakugo groaned into your neck choosing to ignore it.
But when he hears them knock again heâs fuming.
He gets up off of you with a huff and heads for the door, hearing a knock again, Bakugo simply replyâs with
âIâm fucking coming dumbassâ he tone makes it evident he was frustrated
When he opens the door heâs met with denki and kirishima standing there like two kids in a candy shop.
âWhat do you two idiots want?â
âWe finally got our hands on the new game we have being dying to play, wanna come and chill with us?â
Kirishima asks his eyes wide with excitement.
âY/n is here though.â
âCâmon bro surely she will understand.â Denki says trying to sound convincing as he can.
âYeah you guys are always togetherâ
âLet me ask herâ
Bakugo shuts the door and rubs a hand over his face in frustration.
âKatsuki go hang out with your friends. You have been wanting to play that game.â
Bakugo opens the door, before saying
âY/n said noâ your eyes widen at his statement
âWhat? do you seriously need permission?â
âWhatever my girl says goes. Now get lost idiots.â
Bakugo Slams the door before giving them a chance to protest.
âKatsuki you make me sound controlling, why didnât you just go and hang out with them?â
âWhy would I hang out with those idiots when I can hang out with my hot sexy girlfriend hm?â
He states making it sound as if it were common sense. Climbing back into his position he was in before, letting out a sigh of relief, his eyelids falling droopy.
âYour impossible sukiâ
âYou love it though baby.â
And you did.
Summary: you and Bakugo are new parents to your eight month old daughter Kaiya, itâs challenging trying to get some alone time with Bakugo while juggling your daughters needs.
WARNING!! Smut 18+ mdni
When you and Bakugo found out you were pregnant with your daughter kaiya, you guys were through the roof, all though you both were a-little scared.but you guys were both in a place in your lives that you knew that this was the best thing that could happen.
You both love your daughter endlessly donât get me wrong but-
It can also be a-little frustrating when you want some alone time with Bakugo.
You and Bakugo having gotten intimate a lot since your daughter had arrived, both either too tired from juggling work or your daughter, and trust me sheâs a lot of work.
She takes a lot after her dad from her looks down to his stubborn personality.
You love it. You both do, doesnât make it any less frustrating though.ïżŒ
You had just finished putting your daughter down for the night, which is not an easy task-
You and Bakugo recently decided to transfer her to a crib in her own room and she was not liking the change so putting her down for naps wasnât the easiest thing to do.
Shutting the door as quietly as you can, you strut over into the living room, a smile forming on your face when you see your beautiful husband sitting on the couch-
Manspreading.
Damn. You thought to yourself. You always found manspreading so unbelievably hot.
You stand there leaning against the doorframe taking in the view when Bakugoâs eyes flicker up at you, his usual smirk forming on his face.
âLike what you see hm?â His tone seductive.
âSheâs down for the night, out like a light.â
âOh yeah? Does that mean I finally get some alone time with my wife?
Bakugo says, standing from his place on the couch heading over to you stopping as he reaches you. Heâs towering over you his eyes locking with yours, and there is something hungry about the way heâs staring at you. Nervously, you look down instinctively rubbing your thighs together, creating any friction you can.
Bakugo smirks to himself. You havenât changed a bit, you never really could hold eye contact you always got shy and thatâs what he loved about you,
So submissive just for him.
His grabs your face aggressively but still gentle not to hurt you in anyway, forcing you to look up at him.
âI asked you a question baby.â His voice raspy
âMhm till she wakes you doâ
Bakugo nods his head before leaning down but stopping just before he reaches your lips, you could feel his hot breath on your face, heâs just inches away and the anticipation is killing you, but somehow turning you on more?
âPerfectâ he says his lips crashing into your yours hungry and desperate, as if he needs it to live.
His hands roam down your body before meeting your waist, the touch simple but still sending shivers down your spine.
You Melt under his touch, god you forgot how good it feels to make out with Bakugo.
Bakugo kisses against your lips were getting more intense and more hungry, you take the hint and open your mouth slightly, Bakugo tongue immediately slides into your mouth and you moan again the contact.
There is no point in fighting dominance with your tongue against his because he always wins.
After all he is as stubborn as they get.
âJumpâ Bakugo says against your lips you oblige, your legs wrapping around his waist, one of his hands resting on your waist the other on your ass.
He brings you over to the couch setting you down without breaking the kiss.
Your legs still wrapped around his waist, grinding against his painfully hard cock. He groans into your mouth at the contact before breaking away the kiss, and pulling his shirt off in one Swiss motion.
You look down at his abs, your fingers tracing along the outline of them.
âMmm gonna make you feel so good baby.â
He promises grinding his cock against your clothed cunt.
âPlease do suki need it so bad.â
He takes this as an invite, reaching his hands down to the waistband of you pyjama shorts, you lift you hips Helping him slide them down leaving you in just your lace panties.
âDid you wear these for me baby?â
âI only ever wear them for youâ ïżŒ
Pulling your panties to the side he uses his ring and middle finger to coat them in your juices-
âJesus baby this wet just for me hm?â
âPlease sukiâ you plead batting your lashes up at him.
âDonât worry baby Iâll take care of you.â
He slowly pushes his middle and ring finger into you, gaining a moan from you in return.
âCâmon sweetheart, you gotta keep quiet wouldnât wanna wake kaiya now would you?â
You nod your head multiple times as he pumps his fingers in and out of you, your eyes rolling to the back of you head.
You feel your orgasm building in your stomach, and your thighs, having a mind of their own instinctively close.
Bakugo uses his other hand to open them, wider this time giving him a full display of your pretty pussy.
His thumb reaches your clit rubbing in circular motions helping you to reach your orgasm-ïżŒïżŒïżŒ
Which hits you hard and with a cry, your eyes brimming with tears.
âThere she is, feel good mama?â
âUgh.. godddd Yes suki!â
âTell me how good it feelsâ
He says leaning down his lips reaching your neck.
âSo so good nghhh.. please suki need you so badâ
You exclaim coming down from your high.
Bakugo smirks against your neck before reaching down at hem of your shirt lifting it over your head leaving you now in nothing but your bare chest and your panties.
âJeez baby see how hard you make meâ
He says grinding his dick against you groaning.
His mouth reaches your nipple circling his tongue around it earning and low moan from you.
âGonna make you see stars baby.â
Bakugo comes back up and attaches his lips on your once again-ïżŒ
Then you hear it.
Something you wish you didnât
Kaiyaâs crying.
Bakugo stop the kiss to listen if he heard it too.
Sure enough he did.
âMy daughter hates me.â
âShe doesnât hate you Bakugo donât be dramatic.â
âNo no Iâm finally getting some and she uses her perfectly healthy Lungs to her advantage.â
You sit up and reach over to grab your shirt and put it on. Before standing looking for your shorts.
âSit Iâll put her back down this time.â
âThanks suki.â
Bakugo gets up and heads over to his daughterâs room, seeing her face light up when he comes it didnât make it as bad. As he reaches her crib she makes grabby hands at him which makes him melt. Itâs her new thing she has just learnt and you both absolutely love it.
âHey baby what going on hm? Was mommy to loud? Did she wake you? Or are you just torturing daddy for fun?â
As he picks her up her crying stops immediately as she snuggled into his chest.
As you approach the doorway of her bedroom the sight of Bakugo rocking your baby back to sleep with her all sleepy cuddled up to his chest makes your heart warm.
Makes you want to let him give you another oneâŠ
And maybe you will-
Depends if the sleepy princess will let you carry on.
A/N: hey guys itâs my first time writing smut so please let me know if you think itâs ass.
Dad Bakugo has my heart.
Summary: Reader and Bakugo are messing around and not putting a label on it both to scared to confess their feelings and ruin what they have going. Reader is on her period and avoids Bakugo because she thinks he only wants sex. Bakugo not knowing what he has done confronts her. Will this lead to a confession?
You and Bakugo have been messing around for about two months now. You werenât quite sure how it had happened but here you guys are.
Although you have liked Bakugo for a lot longer than you two have been getting down and dirty. You know you should tell him, but what you guys have is so good, so why ruin it?
Little did you know-
Bakugo feels the same way.
You had last seen Bakugo two days ago. And to your despise You had started your period yesterday and you were doing the best you can to avoid him.
You know it wasnât right but you just couldnât bring yourself to tell him. He would probably think youâre gross right?
Class was alittle hard to avoid him though. âOi wanna hang later?â He would ask, only for you to respond with any excuse that came to the top of your head.
âSorry I canât tonight me and Mina are hanging I promised I would for awhile now but I keep putting her off to hang with you.â
âAight its whateverâ
Later that night your in your dorm with one of Bakugoâs hoodie he gave you one night when you insisted on walking back to your dorm at 1am in the freezing cold. It smelled a lot like him. Burnt wood, with a hint of caramel. You were all snuggled up watching a movie when your phone dings.
Having fun with Mina?
So much fun we are watching all the scream movies lol. :)
Bakugo scoffed as he stared at your message. Mina was sitting right across from him with kirishima. Were you purposely avoiding him? Did he upset you? Did you find out he had feelings for you?
Bakugo couldnât stand these thoughts any longer. Without thinking he got up and started walking. Anger was flooding his vision and he didnât quite know where he was going, his feet taking the lead.
But when he stopped outside your door, contemplating whether he would knock or not, his heart started beating really fast.
What if he went in and you ended things?
No no he thought.
He has got to get to the bottom of this.
Without thinking he swings your door open, and his eyes are met with you curled in a ball-
With his hoodie on.
âAlright, Cut the shit why are you avoiding me?â
âWhat do you mean Bakugoâ
âI know yourr not hanging out with Minaâ
âYeah we ran out of snacks so she went to get some more.â
âStop lying to me y/n, I saw her with kirishima. You have three seconds to tell me why you have been avoiding me or I swear to godâ
âI donât know what youâre talking about Bakugo.â
Bakugo raised his eyebrows, giving you a knowing look, Causing You to sigh and sit up.
âWe⊠canât have sex Bakugo.â You say your voice lowered
âWhat?â
âI said we canât have sexâ
âNo I know what you said but why? Did I do something wrong. Are you dropping me?â
âNo of course not! Itâs just⊠itâs stupid.â
âTch spit out already .â
âIâm on my period.â
Bakugo gives you a confused look.
â wait⊠is that the reason you have been avoiding me?â
âYeah.. because we canât have sex and you will probably think mâgross or something.â
âHold up. Let me get this straight, You think I donât want to see you because youâre on your period.â
âIs that seriously who you think I am?â
âWell kinda, Yeahâ
Bakugo rubs a hand over his face before taking a deep breath.
âKid, I always wanna see you sex or not.â
âYou do?â
âYes dumbass of course I do. I like you a lot. Mânot just here cuz of your body.â
âAll though it is a bonus.â
âYou like me?â
âIs that so hard to believe? I only didnât tell you because I didnât think youâd feel the same. I mean who would like someone like me?â
âBakugo I do. I just thought you didnât like me like that.â
âOh.. I guess we are both idiots then.â
Bakugo looks down at you and smiles, you returning one. âSo Uhm.. how are you feeling?â
âHonestly not the bestâ
â alright move over then.â
You Scooch over and Bakugo gets under the covers. He places his large hand over you lower stomach. Heating his hand slightly to give you some relief.
âIs this okay?âïżŒ
âYes itâs very nice that you suki.â
You play the movies and eventually fall asleep in Bakugoâs arms.
Bakugo looks down smiling to himself. How did he get so lucky?
He leans down to you ear and whispers
â your mine. Forever and always.â
Letâs just say you slept very well that night.
A/N do we like??? I tried let me know if itâs ass.
Summary: youâre a people pleaser who doesnât know how to say no to anyone. Your boyfriend Bakugo ever so attentive canât sit back anymore and watch you put others before yourself.
Bakugo knows you like the back of his hand no doubt.
Heâs knows your favourite food, your favourite colour, your go to movie to watch when your sad, but most of all he knows how you just cannot say no to anyone.
He has brought this issue to your attention before but you had simply brushed it off and told him that it was nothing worth worrying over.
Not him though.
He didnât just brush it off.
But still he kept to himself until he just couldnât no more.
The morning had started like every other one Bakugo waking up bright and early to get ready for class expect there was just one thing that was out of place. You. When he had fallen asleep you were right with him which was a common occurrence but when he had woken up without his beautiful baby by his side? He was very very confused to say the least. He didnât worry to much over it and just assumed something had up come up or you had left something at your dorm room.
Just to be sure he flicked you a quick text.
Where did you run off to?
Setting his phone down Bakugo started to get ready for class which consisted of showering getting dressed and fixing his bed hair. He picked up his phone expecting a text back from you instead he is left on delivered. Brushing it off he didnât think to much of it and started heading to class. Everybody was getting seated and he glanced around trying to find you and failing to see you anywhere. Now this was weird. You always tell everyone that punctuality is the best trait to have and everybody should obtain especially when it comes to education. Bakugo furrowed his brows and reaches into his pocket pulling out his phone and opening your contact.
Nerd where are you? You are never late to class hope you didnât die on me.
As he puts his phone back into his Pocket he feels it vibrate and quickly pulls it outâŠ
Oh Iâm so sorry my phone was on dnd. Iâm sorry I left last night but I waited for you to be asleep! I just had so much work I needed to do and I got barely any sleep. Iâll be in class in five :)
ïżŒ
He stared at his phone with a confused look. Work you needed to do? What work did you need to do that required you to stay up all night? You were already caught up in all your classes you were one of the top students in fact , so why do you need to spend your whole night doing more?
Five minutes go by and Bakugo looks up as you are rushing into class spurring apologyâs blabbing an excuse that Bakugo canât quite make out. You rush over and take a seat next to him and giving him a shy smile. But Bakugo can see it. The tiredness in your eyes the way you slouch ever so slightly your demeanour just seemed so exhausted, hell he was getting exhausted just but looking at you. â what work is so important that you had to stay up all night. If it was that bad I would have helped youâ he asked his tone harsh and usual. â oh Mina and Denki had some work they wanted me to doâ this made bakugoâs eye twitch not because of the problem at hand but how you had said it like it was the most natural thing in the world. âTch donât do those idiots work sânot your fault they are stupid.â
âBakugo they arenât stupid they just⊠needed a little help is all.â â tch whatever.â
And Bakugo left it at that.
Later everybody was practicing sparing, but you just couldnât seem to catch a break. The other students were using you to their advantage-
Not in a malicious way, no no not at all. Just causal things like asking for you to grab everybodyâs water bottle, bombarding you with questions about the classes, begging for your notes, asking for extra tutoring sessions.
Frustration was evident on your face. And none of this went unnoticed by Bakugo. No no.
He saw the way you slowly became more and more tense as more questions were being thrown at you. He saw the slight pink tint in your cheeks. He heard the way you sighed to yourself.
Yes Bakugo was very attentive.
And usually he would leave it at that. He always left it up to you wondering, hoping, you would stick up for yourself. But when he saw your eyes starting to tear up, something inside him snapped.
âY/nâ Bakugo called you over.
You looked up hearing your boyfriendâs voice, him palming you over. You head towards him trying your best to blink away the tears, get a grip you thought.
When you finally reached Bakugo you stopped in front of him, staring at the ground so he wouldnât notice the clear sadness in your eyes.
Bakugo notices how you avoid his gaze immediately.
He hooks his index finger under your chin and forces you to look at him
But as soon and he see a tear roll down your cheek his heart breaks.
Although,
You canât know that.
âGet your shit we are done hereâ Bakugo says his tone leaving no room for arguments.
You head over to where your stuff was and slowly pack your stuff off before heading towards where Bakugo was standing. He grabs your wrist and pulls you with him at a hurried pace.
Your heart is racing, your cheeks are hot and tears are streaming down your face. You donât know whatâs wrong with Bakugo, was he mad at you?
You quickly recognised where he was dragging you to. His dorm room. As you reach his dorm he quickly opens the door and throws his stuff down by his desk, then reaches for your bag and placing it down near his.
âSitâ
Bakugo says as heads into the bathroom. You oblige taking a seat on his bed, wiping your tears with your sleeve. Bakugo comes back out with a wet cloth and holds it out for you âhereâ
â what thatâs for?â You ask giving a confused look.
âTch your burning up, can clearly see it in your face dumbassâ
âOhâ
Bakugo pulls his desk chair out and takes a seat in front of you. âSo what going on hm?â âWhat do you mean katsuki?â You say looking at your feet âtch katsuki huh? Harsh, what happened to those little nicknames you gave meâ he says tone playful âmâsorryâ you say your voice cracking and on the verge of breaking down right then and there.
âOkay thatâs enough what is going on in that Pretty little mind of yours hm baby?â
You sniffle looking up at Bakugo his eyes softening as he takes in your glassy, puffy eyes and your tear stained cheeks. âItâs nothing to worry overâ you say giving him a weak smile which was not very convincing at all.
âNope. No you are not doing that. I am your boyfriend and itâs my job to listen to your thoughts, your feelings, everything. I may not be the best at these types of things but for you I will learn. Now tell me what is running through that heads of yours baby.â
Hearing his words really tip you over and everything comes out at once. You tell him everything, how draining it is keeping up with everyone and their demands. Feeling trapped in your own mind, hating yourself for not being able to say no to anyone, and your fears of failing everybody.
And he listens to you, everything you say.
And when your finish your ramble youâre a wreck.
â baby, it is not your fault. None of it is. They are just idiots who donât know how good you are to them. I should have said something Iâm so sorry baby.â
âItâs not your fault sukiâ
You manage to get out.
âMaybe itâs not, but I watched everybody put you through all of that. I was just hoping you would stick up for yourself. But no I had to wait for you to reach your breaking point.â
You look up and him, and he pats his lap signalling you to come sit. And You go over and settle on his lap.
â next time those damn extras try something with you they will get an earful I promiseâïżŒ
You let a giggle and snuggle into his neck. Bakugo melts into your touch, kissing your forehead.
You guys spend the rest of the night cuddling until each of you fell asleep.
And Bakugo kept his word because the next time kirishima tried to ask for a favour-
Boy did he get an earful alright.
â LEAVE HER ALONE YOU STUPID IDIOT NOBDOY WANTS TO HELP YOUR DUMBASS MAYBE TRY STUDYING FOR ONCE????â
And before he could finish his crash out you grab his arm giggling telling him that was enough.
But you loved it. You loved him. And you knew he loved you too.
A/N HEYYYY GUYSSS THIS IS MY FIRST FIC DO WE LIKEEEE???? Any ideas let me know please.
KISS ME MORE warnings: fem reader, friends to lovers, first kiss, cheesy as hell, profanity, innuendo to sex but nothing more. wc: ~1k an: i stopped editing like 2 paragraphs in bc i got boredd but here xoxo lmao
KATSUKI MADE BASIC COMMUNICATION SO DIFFICULT; always opting to let you try to piece together what he wanted and how he felt. It made maintaining your friendship hard.
Sure, youâve been friends since middle school and you always did your best to excuse his actions, even the worst ones, because you knew he didn't mean anything he said or did. It was a facade and it seems like you were the only person who could see that.
That observation came with a sense of individuality and intimacy. When you were around his fists stopped flying and his eyes were less tense; The prior beating red glare being replaced with scattered glances of soothing red.
That's how itâs always been; You, patient and sweet, doting on his every move and staying close to him like a lost dog. He couldn't quite understand why you were so patient with him, especially because he looks back on everything that he did from the ages of thirteen to seventeen with embarrassment, but you were always so soft and so gentle, even then. You were so understanding, understanding to a fault, even; Holding his sweaty hands when he cried and kicked himself, letting himself deteriorate to your quiet hymns of praise and condolence.
Somewhere along the nights comfort paired with rewatching Die Hard per his request and basking in each other's presence like the other one wasn't there- like two people in a real relationship would- brought an unquenched thirst for eachother that neither of you knew would ever be satisfied.
Maybe that's why these feelings embarrassed him- because he was so used to pretending like you two were together, but actually thinking about it? Thinking about putting a label with that much weight on the nights where you clung to him while eagerly talking about some new plot you came up with while you were showering? That would change everything, and Katsuki didnât know if that was good.
Right now he felt it even more. God, you looked so pretty. The way your glossy lips looked while you applied mascara drove him crazy. Unfortunately for him, his staring didn't go unnoticed.
âKatsuki,â you asked, looking over at him and blinking slowly as to not mess up your makeup, âDâyou wanna put some on?â
He shook his head, scoffing in a laugh. âFuck no,â He laughed, making your eyebrows furrow. âWhyâd you even ask me that?â
âYou were staring,â You teased, painting a faux pout on your face. âCâmon, let me put some on, just real quick!â
He shook his head again, paired with a âno way,â but your begging was more rhetorical than anything. You made your way to him, letting yourself climb on top of him with a closed eyeliner bottle in your hand. âWoman, cut it out,â He laughed, half-heartedly trying to push you off of him. Sure, he didn't want you to put makeup on him per se, but he alsoKnew he was about to let you do whatever the fuck you wanted.
âNuh-uh,â You shook your head and he snorted. âNow come here,â You whined, trying to get him to stop leaning away from you. He huffed, letting you get real close to his face.
He could kiss you. He definitely could.
And he decided he definitely would.
His hands grabbed the hem of your shirt, pulling youcloser to him, close enough for your lips to touch, and he could feel the sting of your lip plumper and he could taste the chemical strawberry tang. The kiss was short- no more than five seconds before you pulled away- and yet he found it was the boldest thing that heâs done this far of knowing you.
When you pulled away you didn't jump off of him, but your mouth hung open in shock before you spoke.
âKatsuki!â You shrieked, but there was no disdain or disgust in your voice like heâd imagined. Either way, the guilt still caught up with him.
âShit, Iâm sorry,â he began, his lips dusted with a pretty pout of lip gloss while he put his forearm up to push you off of him with the intent of apologizing and taking his leave, maybe even throwing in a few more apologies and promises to give you something later to make up for his actions, but you didn't budge.
Instead, you kissed him again, harder this time, and he found himself shocked, but that doesn't mean he didn't oblige. He let your kiss drown out your guilt as much as he let it and his hands found their way to your waist.
ââSuki?â You finally asked, lips close to his while you looked him in the eyes. âWhat was that about?â He stayed quiet, amber eyes bleeding into yours before he looked away.
âNothing,â he simplified it, sitting up and resting his forehead on your shoulder.
You let him sit in his silence for a moment before you spoke again. âYou like me, huh?
He immediately jolted up and pushed you off of him, making sure you landed on your soft pillows before standing up. âGod, shut the fuck up!â He shoved a pillow in your face and scoffed.
You laughed before lifting the pillow from your face, finding him pouting while looking down at you. You let out an overexaggerated âoohâ to tease him, paired with, âKatsuki loves me! Heâs obsessed with me- just infatuated,â You feigned drama, letting a hand go to your forehead.
He leaned down so his eyes were level with you before smirking. âYer the worst.â
You leaned up and kissed him again, smiling with content after. âLove you too, Kats.â
âMhm. Damn straight you do.â