Because Even Though Technically I M Not Like Home Sick - Blog Posts

my art personal comic Home migrants how are we doing in this chillis Im actually ok but I am very much sitting there with all these concepts i m gonna keep this fairly anonymous bc of reasons but I move out of France last summer and I was supposed to be back but couldn't because of the pandemic and due to things that happened during that summer going back is actually pretty dangerous for my personal health but it's a very weird limbo to be stuck in because even though technically I m not like home sick the french way which is called mal du pays or being country sick I'm home sick in a way that I miss home Home being like the ideas of food and family and language and the walls more than my family and I'm surrounded by a lot of foreigners who come from much more remote place So I don't even really feel valid in my feelings of exhaustion and frustration about being a migrant not migrant and because to some extent I know my feelings are very common but I hate that english is tiring to talk and understand I feel as if everything I mean to say gets downgraded when I speak english But when I try to speak french I stumble on the words and it feels like hard work to just explain my feelings or talk about what I do