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Mitsuba

For @juu-su

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My first request :OO

Tysmmm juu-su🥹

I loved working on it

Time spent :1:50 hours ibispaint

2-3(?)hours medibang

(i m slow ok .... :')

"HEY! That mokke took all of my candy......"

Oh wait I think it was some strage virus acount things that started following me.

I just blocked and reported them. Thats what your supose to do. I think.

They were kinda creepy. A lot of them had almost naked profile pictures.

I hope that doesnt happen again.

Why are people following me???

Why did people start following me in december? I wasnt expecting people to start following me.

What are you supose to do when people start following you? What am I even supose to say?

I hate that I can't have you.

Do I have to go to school tomorrow? :(

me: im gonna move blogs eventually

me, not even 5 minutes later: i have a new blog

anyway, if you guys wanna follow me on my new blog, its @freshestart . this one, idk if i’ll delete it, but it’s gonna be inactive from now on.

twas a good run. thanks all 2 followers and 97 pornbots, and all almost 400 people who liked that rpgmaker post.

bye.

I might not be active for tomorrow because I have surgery tomorrow at like 9:00 in the morning love y’all so much and hope yall have a wonderful new year!💗💗💗💗💗

Goshiki: Grape

Yamaguchi: Yams Potato

Hinata: Tangerine

Kindaichi: Green Onion

Sakusa: Burnt Ramen

What more foolish than to believe happiness is the ultimate ambition of a society whose very foundation is built upon a thwarted craving for meaning and its pillars insatisfaction ? Unhappiness and insufficiency are the driving forces behind economic expansion. The horror of contentment, the very notion of it is injurious to capitalism. So, in a way, a constant search for and accumulation of wealth is equated with success and to not deliriously overwork oneself in the name of ambition becomes failure, or as an excellently absurd term puts it ‘wasted potential’. Perhaps the implication here that any ability to create or produce is disqualified to be of any value unless it is yielded in a way enabling it to be monetised is collectively unacknowledged by society, or consciously endorsed. A bit of prodding into this brings one to the despaired question. What indeed is humankind’s core want? Or in other words, what would compel a thinking person to serve bureaucracy if their fundamental need were met and a decent standard of living provided?

Also another thing that bothers me is the quasi-philosophical belief that suffering is somehow superior to happiness in both meaning and virtue. The dreadfulness of pain masquerades as intellectualism and, to borrow a phrase from LeGuin, the banality of evil is wrapped up in folds of mystery. The ideology that ‘suffering should be endured for the potential of a reward later’ (and not to seek any meaning in itself, which, although questionable is a manifold better reason to engage in masochism) is one that is encouraged and spread by those in power. This is an abuse of religion and an exploitation of people’s values done more or less solely for the purpose of keeping people perceived beneath them in check. This state of affairs is more prevalent than it appears to be at first glance and is a disgrace to the few who actually work for the welfare of people. This has been a rant. Thank you.