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Sorry I'm a little tied up right now...

My asks are open... ask me anything or send me your dirty thoughts 💦👅

What would you do to me...?

I fuck you as you sit on a chair so we can both look down and watch my big cock disappear inside your tight wet pussy.

I freaking love this!

I love the idea of free use, but not with strangers

With friends

To have a group of male best friends who I genuinely love and see as pals

We hang out normally all the time

But if one of them gets a little horny

Or if they need to take their anger out

They come into my house unannounced and fuck me senseless

We have cute video game and pizza dates as a friend group, but they slip something into my drink, and I wake up to them acting casual as if nothing happened and a dull ache between my legs

They always let me hit the blunt as much as i want because they know when I get high I basically become a sex servant

I want to be sat on the couch with all of them and one of them announces that he’s taking me to another room to fuck me, and no one bats an eye

They’re protective over me like brothers because my pussy belongs to them

I send them pictures of every outfit I wear incase one of them wants to use me in it

I want to be one of the guys, but also their personal fleshlight

So, now that locktober is upon us…. And I know I’ve posted quite a few things about chastity in my time here…..

Dont

First of all. That’s a really long time to just grab a cage on a whim and just go for it and expect to make it a whole month…. You won’t.

Also, from my experience… it sucks.

Not because I don’t get to play with myself, but because all it does is create this big, uncomfortable, bulky area between my legs.

I hate it

Use your brain. Train yourself. Train yourself to not get hard. Masterbate the entire month, just leave your dick alone.

For me, personally, I hate the fact I have these… bits… dangling between my legs

Why would i put myself through the torture of never forgetting the fact they’re there just to make sure I don’t rub one out?

Go a whole month without that, sure. But don’t lock it up, ignore it, Rub it soft while you play with your holes you were meant to, It’s your nice, little, soft , limp, sensitive clitty. Treat it as such. Why would you want to put yourself through a month of torturing yourself with the nonstop thought of an organ you wish you didn’t have?

I think about this every day 😩

There's something so fucking hot about casual free use. Like I was doing laundry today and I was just thinking about how much I would love it if someone bent me over the washing machine, pulled my pants down, and pounded my pussy right in the middle of me doing chores. Or maybe I'm chopping up some herbs for dinner and they prop me up on the kitchen island and eat me out until I've come so many times I'm shaking and trying to pull away. Maybe I'm studying at my desk and the next thing I know I'm being thrown on the floor so I can be pinned on the carpet and get absolutely ruined while I slowly realize what's going on. I just think the idea of being used whenever and however someone pleases is so intoxicatingly delicious. Gimmie, please.

Oh my god.

god, i want to be fucked so bad. it can be anyone, as long as they are rough and make me feel like the biggest whore, as long as they make me lose my mind from cumming so many times. i need your thighs hitting my ass so hard it becomes bruised, clapping sound so loud everyone hears how well i’m being fucked. i need you to make me scream and encourage me to be louder even more. because sluts get loud when they get a dick of their life. sluts scream while being fucked, showing how much they are ready to please and begging to be used. i need you to hold my wrists in your hands and not let me move an inch because right now i’m getting you off and this is the most important thing. treating me like a fleshlight, not caring about my pleasure, just using me how you want. you don’t care if i cum but i do, over and over again, because i needed just a little cock to become stupid. want to say “no” and “stop” because you’re basically a stranger, and i don’t sleep around with strangers, but you’re fucking me so well i’m going dumb and getting scared that i just can’t stop cumming. and you know i do, you know i’m lying that i don’t want it because you feel everything. i want my pussy so wet and sloppy that it’d all splash over your abdomen and my thighs. i want you to cum on my face and leave me like this, used, with my bruised ass and a sore throat. mind broken, cleaning your dick from my juices, thanking you as you spread your cum over my face with your dick. hoping you’ll come back to your little fuck toy.

Ich saß heute wieder einmal auf meiner liebgewonnen Bank mitten im Wald, hatte meine Augen geschlossen und träumte …

… träumte davon, von einem Zuhälter als rechtlose Sissy-Sex-Sklavin zu einer Sex-Party mitgenommen zu werden, ihm und allen anderen in Hand- und Fußfesseln völlig wehr- und hilflos ausgeliefert zu sein, und als Sissy-Beta (Ex-Männchen) das erleben zu müssen, was keiner Bio-Frau, also keiner wirklichen Frau, je passieren darf, nämlich zu erfahren, wie es sich anfühlt, als wehr- und hilfloses Opfer von Vergewaltigungen, Gruppenvergewaltigungen und sexuellem Mißbrauch mit Gewalt benutzt und erniedrigt zu werden. Wie es sich anfühlt, als rechtloses Sex-Opfer auf Sex-Partys eine Reihe von Drogen und Substanzen verabreicht zu bekommen, um "gehorsam und gefügig" gemacht zu werden. Wie man "körperlich, emotional und verbal misshandelt" wird. Als SISSY-Hure träume ICH davon, genau DAS zu erleben. Der Zuhälter soll seine Machtposition ausnutzten, mir von mir aus Karrieremöglichkeiten „leer versprechen“, aber mir unbedingt nicht nur mit körperlicher Gewalt drohen, sondern diese körperliche Gewalt auch tatsächlich anwenden. Der Zuhälter soll mich pausenlos kontrollieren und überwachen. Er soll mich übers Knie legen und mir wie einem unartigen Mädchen meinen nackten Hintern versohlen, er soll mich an der kurzen Leine als läufige Sissy-Hündin „Fuß“ Gassi führen vorführen, mich dressieren und zwingen, mich als Zuchthündin besteigen und besamen zu lassen, Videos davon machen und mir nicht nur drohen, diese Videos online zu stellen, er soll mich gefesselt und mit verbunden Augen an den Pranger fesseln, wo mich Freier von vorne und von hinten benutzen können, ohne daß ich was dagegen machen kann … … …

… nur ein Taum ???

… … … und muß ich mich für diesen Traum als Sissy schämen ???????

Today I was sitting once again on my beloved bench in the middle of the woods, my eyes closed, and dreaming…

…dreaming of being taken to a sex party by a pimp as a sissy sex slave without rights, being completely defenseless and helpless at his and everyone else's mercy in handcuffs and leg restraints, and having to experience, as a sissy beta (ex-male), what no biological woman, i.e., no real woman, should ever have to experience: to experience what it feels like to be violently used and humiliated as a defenseless and helpless victim of rape, gang rape, and sexual abuse. What it feels like to be administered a variety of drugs and substances at sex parties as a sex victim without rights in order to be made "obedient and submissive." How one is "physically, emotionally, and verbally abused." As a sissy whore, I dream of experiencing exactly THAT. The pimp is supposed to exploit his position of power, "empty promises" me career opportunities or ..., but also not just threaten me with physical violence, but actually use that physical violence. The pimp is supposed to control and monitor me constantly. He is supposed to put me over his knee and spank my bare bottom like a naughty girl, he is supposed to show me on a short leash as a sissy bitch in heat, train me and force me to be mounted and inseminated as a breeding bitch, make videos of it and not only threaten to post these videos online, he is supposed to tie me up and blindfolded to the pillory, where punters can use me from the front and from behind without me being able to do anything about it… … …

… just a dream???

… … … and should I be ashamed of this dream as a sissy???????

Ich sitze auf einer Bank und träume ...

Ich sitze auf einer Sitzbank mitten im Schwarzwald … … und träume davon, zu einem neuen Leben 24/7/365 als rechtlose Sissy-Sklavin "gezwungen!" zu werden …

I'm sitting on a bench in the middle of the Black Forest… …and dreaming of being "forced!" into a new life 24/7/365 as a sissy slave without rights…

Wie immer träume ich davon, beim spazieren gehen im Wald überfallen zu werden. Ich werde von einem starken Mann und seinen Freunden überfallen und überwältigt. Bevor ich weiß, wie mir geschieht, bin ich gefesselt und diesen Männern völlig wehr- hilflos ausgeliefert. Der Mann legt mich über sein Knie, zieht mir meine Hose runter und verhaut mir meinen nackten Hintern, bis ich heule und verspreche, brav zu sein und zu gehorchen. Ich werde von ihm und seinen Freunden "vergewaltigt" und zu seinem Auto verschleppt, wo ich nackt in den Kofferaum verfrachtet werde. Er entführt mich und fährt mit mir, wehr- und hilflos gefesselt im Kofferraum, weit weit weg in ein anderes Land, wo ich weit weg von hier zu einem neuen Leben als rechtose, wehr- und hilflose, zwangsprostitutierte Sissy-Nutte gezwungen werde. Ich verschwinde praktisch von heute auf morgen spurlos aus meinem bisherigen Leben als freier, deutscher Mann, bekomme mit Gewalt meine Freiheit, meine Identität, meinen Namen, meine Männlichkeit einfach so weggenommen, ich werde entführt und weit weit weg in eine fremde Gegend, ein fremdes Land gebracht, wo ich eingesperrt und gefangen gehalten werde … .

Ich werde gegen meine Willen kastriert, so daß ich nie mehr das Recht habe, mich einen "Mann" zu nennen …, Ich werde zwangsfeminisiert, mein Körper wird von meinem Meister nach seinen Wünschen umgestaltet, ich werde gegen meinen Willen mit Permanent Make-Up als Frau geoutet und mit Tattoos und Piercings für immer als rechtloses Eigentum gebrandmarkt, sodass ich nie wieder in mein altes Leben zurück flüchten kann... Sollte ich trotzdem versuchen wegzurennen, werde ich mit Gewalt daran gehindert und gnadenlos bestraft. Ich werde in ein neues Leben als rechtlose, wehr- und hilflose zwangsprostitutierte Sissy-Hure gezwungen, die auch als Sissy-Hündin an der kurzen Leine „Fuß“ Gassi ge- und vorgeführt wird und sich besteigen und besamen lassen muss, die 24/7/365 ihrem Besitzer und Zuhälter brav gehorchen und auch als rechtlose Hure für ihn anschaffen muss. Alles, was sie als Prostituierte „verdient“, gehört einzig und allein ihrem Zuhälter, der sich um sie kümmert, sie in einem kleinen Zimmer oder in einem Wohnwagen wohnen lässt und sie in den Zeiten, in denen sie nicht arbeiten muss, mit Essen und Trinken im Zimmer versorgt... ... ...

In allen Träumen werde ich überfallen, vergewaltigt, entführt, gefangen gehalten und zwangsfeminisiert, dauerhaft mit Permanent Make-up und Tattoos markiert und in ein neues Leben als machtlose, wehr- und hilflose, zwangsprostituierte Sissy-Hure gezwungen. In manchen Träumen werde ich auch wie ein unartiges Mädchen übers Knie gelegt und mein nackter Hintern wird so lange versohlt, bis ich heule und wie ein braves Mädchen gehorche und verspreche, kein böses Mädchen mehr zu sein. Manchmal werde ich wie eine läufige Hündin nackt auf allen Vieren in einem Käfig in Ketten gehalten, ich werde dazu erzogen (dressiert), wie eine Hündin zu gehorchen (mit einem Erziehungs-Elektro-Halsband), mir werden Tricks beigebracht wie "auf den Hinterbeinen stehen"Männchen machen" und Bellen und ich werde wie eine läufige Hündin an der kurzen Leine „bei Fuß“ Gassi ge- und vorführt und muss mich von „Rüden“ besteigen und besamen lassen. Manchmal, wenn ich nicht als Prostituierte arbeiten muss, bin ich gezwungen, als Dienstmädchen den Haushalt zu führen, zu putzen, zu kochen, die Wäsche zu waschen, meinem Mann und meinen Sissy-Schwestern im Harem zur Verfügung zu stehen und mich von ihnen benutzen zu lassen, so wie es eine gute Ehefrau tun muss. Manchmal muss ich für ein paar Stunden als Sekretärin arbeiten, die niedrigsten Büroarbeiten erledigen und mich im Kopierraum von hinten nehmen lassen.

Manchmal werde ich im Ausland zwangsverheiratet und muß als rechtlose Sissy-Ehesklavin meinem Eheherrn 24/7/365 bedingungslos gehorchen und mich wie ein Stepford-Hausfrauchen um den kompletten Haushalt kümmern, putzen, waschen, kochen usw. und meinen Eheherrn widerspruchslos bedienen und befriedigen. Wenn er Besuch hat, muß ich mich wie ein braves Hausfrauchen auch um seine Besucher kümmern und sie brav bedienen …

Der Teil meines Traumes, in dem ich gezwungen werde, mich per OP schwängern zu lassen und ein Kind austragen und per Kaiserschnitt auf die Welt bringen, also gebären zu müssen, den erwähne ich heute jetzt lieber mal nicht … ;-) .

... nur ein Traum ?

I sit on a bench and dream ...

As always, I dream of being attacked while walking in the woods. I am attacked and overpowered by a strong man and his friends. Before I know what is happening, I am tied up and completely defenseless and at the mercy of these men. The man puts me over his knee, pulls down my pants and spanks my bare bottom until I cry and promise to be good and obey. I am "raped" by him and his friends and dragged to his car, where I am loaded naked into the trunk. He kidnaps me and drives with me, defenseless and helpless, tied up in the trunk, far, far away to another country, where I am forced far away from here into a new life as a lawless, defenseless and helpless, forced prostitute sissy whore. Practically overnight, I disappear without a trace from my previous life as a free, German man; my freedom, my identity, my name, my masculinity are simply taken away by force; I am kidnapped and taken far, far away to a foreign area, a foreign country, where I am locked up and held captive...

I am castrated against my will so that I will never again have the right to call myself a "man" ..., I am being forcibly feminized, my body is being redesigned by my master according to his wishes, I am being outed as a female against my will with permanent make-up and branded as property without rights forever with tattoos and piercings, so that I can never escape back to my old life... If I try to run away anyway, I am prevented from doing so and punished mercilessly. I am being forced into a new life as a sissy whore without rights, defenseless and helpless, forced into prostitution, who is also walked and paraded as a sissy bitch on a short leash "heel" and has to be mounted and inseminated, who has to obey her owner and pimp 24/7/365 and also work as a whore for him. Everything she "earns" as a prostitute belongs solely to her pimp, who takes care of her, lets her live in a small room or caravan and provides her with food and drink in the room when she doesn't have to work... ... ...

In all dreams I am attacked, raped, kidnapped, held captive and forcibly feminized, permanently marked with permanent make-up and tattoos and forced into a new life as a powerless, defenseless and helpless, forced prostituted sissy whore. In some dreams I am also put over the knee like a naughty girl and my bare bottom is spanked until I obey like a good girl and am no longer a bad girl. Sometimes I am kept naked on all fours in a cage like a bitch in heat, I am trained to obey like a bitch (with a training collar), I am taught tricks such as standing on my hind legs and barking and I am walked like a bitch in heat on a short leash "heel" and have to let "male dogs" mount me and inseminate me. Sometimes, when I don't have to work as a prostitute, I'm forced to take care of the house as a maid, to clean, cook, do the laundry, be available to my husband and my sisters in the harem and let them use me, just like a good wife has to do. Sometimes I have to work as a secretary for a few hours, doing the most menial office work and letting myself be taken from behind in the copy room.

Sometimes I am forced into marriage abroad and as a sissy slave without rights I have to obey my husband unconditionally 24/7/365 and take care of the entire household like a Stepford housewife, cleaning, washing, cooking, etc. and serve and satisfy my husband without protest. When he has visitors, I have to take care of his visitors like a good housewife and serve them well...

The part of my dream in which I am forced to undergo an operation to become pregnant and then carry a child to term and give birth to it by Caesarean section, in other words I have to give birth, I'd rather not mention that today... ;-).

... just a dream ???

oh! she should be so happy now! her concerns were heard and she’s now being rewarded for all of her hard work!! wow, and they didn’t even make her beg or anything, what a nice man <3

Girls don’t deserve an opinion.

one of my more embarrassing pleasures! I just like to be treated like a baby who needs to be taken care of you know? I just need praise and guidance to really know what’s good for me <3

Talk down to me.

It’s so hot when men don’t take me seriously. I can’t help it - when a man simply looks at me and assumes I’m a clueless, helpless little dolt, it makes me melt. It makes me mad, and insults me, and frustrates me… but mostly, it gets me so damn wet.

A condescending, patronizing tone just cuts right through me, making it clear that in his eyes, I’m just a pleasing body and not much of a brain. It’s insulting, demeaning, and I wish I didn’t love it.

But fuck - I do.

Tell me how dumb I am. Roll your eyes at me when I try and show what I know. Mansplain to me and pat me on the head. No matter how hard I try not to, I’ll love you for it.

oh, hey wow this is a simply drool worthy thought. 🥰

I’ve been thinking a lot about slipping medicine into your drink so that you’re too much of a groggy dumb baby to get out of bed, that way I can spend all day long having my way with you and exclusively taking care of you.

absolutely!! it’s completely and totally embarrasing to admit how long I’ve actually day dreamed about this exact scenario. >~<

i just want someone to take advantage of how young and naive i am. just slowly start to grope me and tell me that it's normal to let someone touch me like this whenever they want to. then build up to taking off my clothes and having me be naked around you because this is normal and everyone does this. it's normal to let strangers touch me like this and take my clothes off. 🥺👉👈

oh what a wonderful life it would be to own a crane machine for such silly things! I would just wanna play with it with my own plushies but.. it would be a cute idea of how a dolly is picked out to be used by whoever won the game. so many pretty thoughts!

/big/ mood! is it too much to ask for this to be how i’m swept off my feet? :>

a man telling me he would rape me is the biggest compliment i could ever be given. im nothing more than a disgusting, fucked up, broken whore who deserves pain and abuse💕

it sounds scary, but also.. yes please? it’s okay to have these kind of fantasies, right? it just makes sense to me that this is exactly how I need to be treated. it’s how I know I’m wanted <3

If you’re not willing to abduct, abuse, gaslight and obsess over me until I fall in love with you then I’m not the girl for you.

now this is gorgeous. wow wow wow, I could only wish, you know? what a lucky girl <3

やずたか

I wish it was easy to advertise this without people asking if I’m okay. I just want to be someone’s property that they care about, y’know with a cute collar. <3

hey ummm what’s it called when i wanna be kidnapped and chained up in a cage in someone’s basement and kept as a pretty lil pet??

hi yes, this is absolutely one of the most romantic things I’ve ever heard of and I absolutely love this. I literally love all of this so so much so thank you for verbalizing this 💖

all of my problems would be solved if i got kidnapped i think. thinking about someone wanting me so bad they go through all that work to sweep me up from my life? very cute

kidnapping is the new romance

😍 what a cute text to receive!

my owner told me i had to post this yay

also my boobs have gotten so much bigger since i took this idk why though heehee, i stopped taking t as much so that might be ehy

Hotfantasycaptions.tumblr.com Your husband tied you up. What fantasies will be fulfilled tonight?

Role play together

Even if you feel silly

Role play together

Even if you feel silly

Jane Stonewood. It’s rare to see photos of her anymore but wow she has some great R rated photos!

I feel like my whore @cukqueanb has had an easy time of it lately, so tonight I'm going to use her body like the three holed fleshlight that it actually is and if she behaves appropriately ill let her rest.

Looking forward to how desperate, needy and depraved I can make @cukqueanb tonight once I get her drugged up and edging. Who knows I might put some pictures up of the slutty mess she becomes!

4 days of being drugged up, docile and restrained to a bed in a cheap hotel for me to play with. If any women want to join us for a play I'm sure @squeezeme-pleaseme-cuckme would be more than accommodating!