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Lack of Paternal Love

(This is a poem I wrote in a bad moment as venting, hope anyone likes it...)

Father, why don't you love me?

Why you don't care about us?

I was your baby girl, remember?

I gave my heart to you and you shattered it apart

In ways that makes me write this

An hug is what I need

Your love. Your cuddles. Your attention.

I'm sorry. Forgive me. For whatever I did.

I just need you.

I have your character, your soul, your genes.

I'm your blood, why do you do this to me?

I just need a response.

It's just what I crave. If you want to hear it again.

I'm sorry. Forgive me, I'm drowning in tears.

It's an eternal flow of sufference I hold.

I can't stop it , I've been strong for too much time.

Your can understand me.

You have my throughts, my personality.

Your dad didn't show you love either.

if you know how I feel

Why. Do. You. Do. This. To. Me.

Why do you do it?

I just need your love and to accept my excuses.

I want to feel the warmth of your love.

I want to feel it laying on me, holding me

Strong and tight, even if it's too much.

I just want it, why you can't do it?

I'm sorry.

I'm really so sorry.

Accept my apologies.

Don't leave me here crying.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I. Am. Sorry.

Having a present father figure who had kids late, so he's too old and tired to do dad things with you and won't be around to meet his grandkids.

I don't know who needs to hear this, but you're allowed to miss the person who hurt, or hate them, or love them, or even despise them.

It wasn't your fault

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