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matt murdock x you + a daughter, mini blurb
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it was friday evening and matt had spent his evening channeling his anger from the whole week to punching the punch bag to its oblivion. you were just hanging out watching tv, cooking weird snacks, and playing with your 3 year old. when she got tired of playing and decided to read books on her own, is when you finally get to check up on matt.
he was covered in layers of sweat that darkens the edges of that tank top he wears which shows his large biceps. with that sight a few feet away from you, your eyes are locked in and mouth hanging open while watching him take a big gulp of water from his tumbler
"sweetheart you gotta close that mouth or a fly will go inside it" matt says with a smirk. that left you very speechless for a while until you find your voice again "i... um can i lick you like a lollipop?" your blurted out, which makes matt chuckles lightly. but unfortunately, you said that last word a bit too loud because your daughter suddenly comes into the room and said "mommy has lollipop?" which brings matt into a full laughter and leaves you with a flushed face.
"oh sorry honey i don't" you said with a bit of a pout
"then why did you say you want to lick a lollipop, mommy?"
matt laughs even harder, and this makes you smile but also stressed to try and find the best answer to give to you and matt's precious one
ep 7 of ddba.... heather is literally living my y/n life bro like... the shower scene?? (MEOW-what?) matt finally calls his love interest "sweetie"? matt says I LOVE YOU???? heather being a damsel in distress???UGH WHY CANT IT BE ME
i am in dire need of dad!matt content so i decided to draw a little daddy - baby photograph moment AND NOW IM SQUEALING AT MY OWN ART AKSHSKHDJSHDKSHD
also please do ignore the abnormal hand, i cannot draw hands for the life of me
also the baby's face bcs i cannot draw faces asf
DUDEEE IMAGINE y/n, matt, foggy, and karen are about to go to a halloween party and they are running out of ideas on what costumes they're gonna wear then y/n suddenly smirks and says the most absurd idea ever
y/n: matt...
matt: no. i know what you're gonna say. no!
foggy: what
y/n: šš you should wear the daredevil suit
matt: absolutely not! people will know!
y/n: matt, absolutely NO ONE will know! it'll be so funny!
matt: y/n no!! it's dangerous!
karen: i like your style y/n š¤£
obviously they didn't go with the idea but it was funny
oh my god this was heartbreaking... I LOVE IT šššš
summary: it takes 90 days for you to break the habit of loving a dead man.
warnings: angst with a happy ending, TW: severe depression and shutting down so please please please read with caution if you are sensitive to material like this, season 3 matt so i mean...fake dead, lol. some cute foggy and karen moments for our little hearts perhaps? who knows, this is a long one, my bad guise
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inspired by 90 days by p!nk (well not really but i got the idea while listening to this song)
day 1 when you'd found out, you were a mess. you'd fallen to your knees in the police station, screams laced in pain and agony leaving your mouth as you sobbed. foggy fell to his knees besides you, scooping you up in his arms as you pleaded with a god you didn't believe in to bring him back to you. you'd spent the following week screaming and crying and begging any higher power that possibly exists to bring him back. you screamed at them in a fit of rage, infuriated that they took him from you. foggy had stopped by the day before the funeral and found you sitting on the shower floor, the bathroom door wide open, still in your clothes in a borderline catatonic state, letting boiling hot water pour on top of you.
he'd panicked and shut off the water, grabbing your face and checking for any real damage as he did his best not to cry. but when your eyes met his, you'd just broke down, grasping at his arms. without question or contest, he'd climbed into the wet bathtub and held you and your sopping wet clothes close to him. cradling your head against his chest, softly shushing you as you sobbed.
"i know y/n. i know." he whimpered, a small hiccup leaving his mouth as he silently cried with you.
"where is he, fog? where's his body? he needs to come home" you cried, clutching tightly to foggy's arms.
"i don't know." he cried, sniffling softly as he brushed your wet hair our of your face.
your painful sobs broke foggy's heart more than he thought it could break. you were struggling to breath as you let out loud sobs, and foggy wasn't sure how to help you. but he held you, and he stayed. once your cries softened, he helped you out of the bathtub and left to bring you dry clothes and make you something warm to drink while you took off your wet clothes and dried off your body. he turned on the heater to make the apartment warmer so you wouldn't get sick, and he'd stayed with you when you held tightly to his hand after getting you into bed.
foggy stayed and he helped you as best he could. because he knew that if it were him, matt would've taken care of foggy's family like they were his own, so he owed it to matt to take care of the only family matt had left.
day 8 it was raining the day of matt's funeral. you thought it was fitting as you watched the love of your life be lowered into the ground. or rather, his empty casket.
foggy held your hand as tightly as he could, pulling you closely to his side. and you weren't sure if it was more comforting for him or for you, but regardless, you appreciated it and him. the rain was pattering loudly against the umbrella that foggy held above the two of you.
ever since the shower incident, you hadn't spoken a word. hadn't cried, you barely ate, you had taken a sabbatical, which your boss was happy to give to you, offering you as much time as you needed. you were a shell of a person. you felt empty at best. so as you watched the priest say a prayer over matt's descending casket, you just leaned your head on foggy's shoulder, not saying a single word, not shedding a single tear.
once the funeral was over, you sat at a table in josie's, staring blankly at the wine glass in front of you. giving a tight smile and a nod when anyone would come up to you and offer their condolences. foggy sat with you the whole night, holding your hand through it all, trying his best to talk you through things. but as much as you loved foggy, you weren't interested in his endless optimism at the moment.
day 14 you could always be found in you and matt's shared loft, either on the couch or in your bed, on matt's side, clinging to his pillow. sometimes, you found the energy to sit at the counter and stare at the wall. you had nothing left in you to give. foggy and karen worried heavily. every time they'd come to see you, you were thinner, your eyes more sunken in and dark. today when they walked in, you were in bed, hadn't showered or eaten in at least two days from what they could tell. so foggy and karen helped you out of bed and into the shower where they sat you in the bathtub and foggy went to bring you some of your favorite soup while karen washed your hair. you remained silent and catatonic as karen gently gently rinsed you off. she'd dried you off and helped you into new clean clothes and sat with you on the couch, softly brushing your hair.
"i know it's hard. and it's okay to be depressed, but we're worried about you. i don't...i don't think you're okay, y/n. i think...i think you need some help." she sighs as she pulls the brush through your hair.
you don't say anything, you just sit there. you knew she was right. you did need help. and you were never against getting help. but you had no energy to get out of the house and go talk about your feelings. you didn't want to talk. you didn't want to do anything.
when foggy came back, he had multiple bags of food in his hands. each containing your favorite soups and foods from different take out places. they'd sat with you on the couch, making sure that you'd at least eat a little bit of the food foggy had brought you. and you did. you ate until you couldn't bring yourself to grab the spoon anymore. after a while, karen had gone home and foggy sat next to you in bed, and you'd laid you head on his lap, laying in silence as he softly pet your head.
"i know karen already talked to you, but you need help y/n. i'm so worried about you. i...i can't lose you too. you don't have to talk when you get there. i'll set everything up, and drive you there and pick you up. all of it just...please. you need help." foggy pleads.
you lay there for a moment, bringing the blanket further up your arms.
"okay" you squeak out.
foggy swore in that moment, he'd never heard a sound more beautiful than when you'd spoke.
day 35 after some time, the antidepressants and the therapy started to help and you started to speak again. and then you started to go out. you started small. first it was the corner store, then it was the supermarket, then it was target, and suddenly you found yourself back at work. your coworkers offered you as much support as they could, but remained at a distance, not wanting to feel like they were pushing you. the first week or two of work was difficult. you kept hoping you'd come home and he'd be in the living room. and coming back to an empty home that used to be shared did more damage than you thought it would.
"you want to sell it?" karen asks, furrowing her eyebrows
"yeah" you mumbled, poking at the pasta on your plate.
"why?"
"i just...i can't do it anymore, karen. it feels like i'm living in a tomb. i have to move on. i have to get better." you sighed, putting your fork down and picking up your drink.
"don't." she shakes her head.
"don't?"
"you should move out. move on. be happy. but don't sell it. i'll pay the bills. just please, don't. not yet at least." she pleads, reaching across the table and grabbing your hand.
you pause, contemplating it for a moment, and then you nod.
"okay."
day 53 you'd found a beautiful apartment not too far from your workplace. the neighborhood was nice, mostly families. it took you a little while to adjust, but eventually, you did. your routine began to look a little more normal. and every sunday night, karen and foggy would come over for dinner and you did your best to move on and be happy. you were sure that at some point, you wouldn't be pretending anymore, and that you'd actually be happy.
you were right.
you were slowly reverting back to the social butterfly that you used to be. of course you missed matt. everyday you did. but you'd accepted that he wasn't coming back, no matter how much groveling and praying and begging you did. he was gone. and all you had left was the memory. and you had learned to be okay with that.
of course every now and then you'd find yourself stopping by the loft and sitting in front of his closet, leaving the doors open and breathing him in. finding comfort in the lingering glimpses you'd catch of him. you were sure that there wouldn't be a day that goes by where you didn't think of him, miss him. he was the love of your life. and he always would be.
but you also knew that at some point, you had to let him go.
day 76 you regularly visited his grave. keeping the stone clean and adorning his final resting place with beautiful fragrant flowers. a piece of you hoped that if they smelled strong enough, he could smell them even in the afterlife.
most times you went, foggy came with you. foggy did his best to stick by you, to support you and your choices, and you two had leaned on each other a lot through your grieving processes. you both had attempted to cling to the pieces of matt that he'd left in you both. and you'd found peace in each other.
"i like it short like this." you smiled, spinning around in the barbers chair next to foggy as he looked nervously between you and the mirror.
"you think so?" he asked, scrunching his eyebrows.
"i do. it looks good. you look very clean cut. but in a good way" you nodded, a small smile on your lips as you brought your coffee up to your lips, taking a sip.
"good good." he breathes out nervously as the barber brushes the fine piece of hairs away.
you and foggy leave the barber, walking along the street and as you toss your coffee away, foggy just smiles at you.
"you look better." he notes, making your chest swell with pride.
"thank you. it took a while, but...i'm getting there and for now, i'm okay." you smile.
and for the first time in a long time, you weren't lying when you told foggy you were fine.
day 90 you were stood inside of matt's apartment for the first time in a very long time. you breathed in the air, the surrounding smells were still the same despite karen only coming occasionally. you stood there in silence, just looking, when suddenly the door slams open, making you jump.
"matt!"
you furrow your eyeborws as karen storms in, foggy in tow.
"what the hell is going on?" you ask, looking as karen searched the apartment.
"did you know?" she asked, turning towards you.
"know what? foggy, what's going on?"
foggy sighs, his entire demeanor falling, his shoulder drooping as he walked over to grab your hands.
"let's sit down, yeah?" he says, grabbing your arms and seating you on the couch.
"foggy please, what's going on? why is karen looking for matt? he's dead the last time i checked." you chuckled nervously, the nerves bundling in your stomach.
foggy paused, his mouth opening and closing.
"no...he's not."
you suck in a breath and your chest starts to tighten. you just smile, shaking your head.
"that's not funny, fog."
"i wish this was a cruel joke. i do. but it's not. he's alive. he came and saw me last night. told me that we were in danger because fisk is out now." he explained, petting your head and keeping hold of your hand.
you didn't know how to react, so you sat there, a blank stare on your face, your moth fallen slightly open, and a single tear falling down your face.
"a-alive?" you whimpered.
foggy quickly wiped the tears from your face and nodded.
"yeah. alive."
"w-why would he do that?"
"exactly! why would he let us think he was dead!?" karen shouted making you wince.
you sat there trying to process as foggy said that the matt who came to see him wasn't the same matt that we knew, that something was wrong, missing.
"i have to go home." you breathed out, just standing up from the couch and walking out the door.
you couldn't handle any of it. so when you got home, you sat on your floor, and you cried.
day 92 you were stood with foggy, smiling and talking with everyone as foggy campaigned. foggy had his hand placed on the small of your back as you took a photo together in front of the banner. as he announced he'd be there to answer any questions, foggy's gaze shifted to a man walking in.
"i got a few." he asked, taking slow steps towards you two.
"like...what's the secret ingredient in your world famous nelson's sub?"
"a uh, soft robiola."
"mmm...perfect. team at work is gonna love that. uh. give me six."
"oh, theo can help you, actually. he's at the counter." you smiled, shifting your weight slightly to create a window to theo.
"is there anything else?" foggy asks.
"yeah, when was the last time you or ms. y/l/n saw matt murdock?"
"who're you?" foggy asked, standing up taller.
the man said nothing, just held up his badge. and your stomach dropped, causing you to lose your balance. foggy grabbed your arms, stabilizing you.
what the hell have you done, matt
day 105 foggy and karen tried to keep you out of everything going on at the request of matt. despite what matt had done, he did it because he loved you. he did it to protect you. and foggy and karen just wanted to shield you from more hurt.
but they weren't there to stop him from climbing into your window the evening after he'd finally defeated fisk.
you were stood in your kitchen, humming along to the song on the radio.
"hi."
you jumped and let out a yelp, dropping the knife on the ground and turning around to see matt stood on your living room, a somber look on his face.
"what're you doing here?" you ask, your voice harsh and cold.
matt let out a breath, feeling his way across your apartment, closer to you. he could hear your heartbeat accelerating. and as angry as you were, and as much as you wanted to hit him and scream at him, which you would, you wanted more to just hold him.
you'd had time to come to terms with the fact that matt was alive. you were still angry, unbelievably so, but you'd guessed that one of the gods you'd prayed to had finally listened.
"can we talk?" he asked, leaning on your kitchen island across from you.
you stood there, staring at him, tears prickling your eyes.
"now you want to talk? after i screamed and cried and spent thousands of dollars at a mental health facility and on antidepressants? after i buried you into the fucking ground!" you cried, taking a step towards him and hitting his chest.
"y/n i-"
"i wanted to die, matt! i didn't want to live anymore! your death broke me and it was all for nothing!" you yelled as you threw punches into his chest like he was a punching bag.
and at some point, you were just hitting him as you yelled and cried. tears were running down matt's face and he eventually grabbed your hands, stopping you, and pulling you into his arms.
"i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm so sorry." he whispered into your hair and he held you tightly against his chest.
"you're not here. you're not real." you cried in denial of the man holding you in his arms, and he shook his head.
"i'm real. and i'm here, baby. i'm here and i'm not going anywhere." he breathe out, entangling a hand into your hair and clinging to your body like you'd wither away soon.
you cried and breathed him in, letting any guard you'd previously put up fall. your knees buckled and matt gently kneeled, sitting on the ground as he held you. you clung to his shirt and you both cried. matt pressed soft and gentle kisses into your hairline.
you'd eventually cried yourself out and you were just sitting on the kitchen floor with matt, your half cooked dinner now cold and sitting on the stove. your wine on the counter now warm. matt's fingers combing through your hair. you'd sat in silence until your phone rang out. you just stood up without a word, silencing your phone and grabbing the pill case on your counter. you stared at it, and matt stared at you. he stood up, walking up behind you and wrapping his arms around your waist, tucking his head into your neck.
"i'm sorry."
"i know."
you quickly took the pills before shutting the case and just leaning on the counter, letting matt hold you some more.
to be quite honest, you weren't sure what to feel. you weren't sure if you should be angry still or if you should just enjoy that fact that the love of your life was in fact, not dead. but for now, you just wanted to be with him.
you grabbed his hands, unwrapping them and intertwining one of your hands as you walked over to your bedroom. you'd changed into a sleep shirt and without having to say anything, matt had taken off his shirt and pants and crawled into bed with you. you laid your head on his chest, listening to his heartbeat, confirming that he was alive, that he was here.
"i promise, i'll spend the rest of my life making it up to you. if you'll let me." he said softly
"please don't leave again." you whimpered.
"never. i promise." matt tightened his arms around you and you looked up, placing a hand on his cheek.
you scooted up and leaned your forehead on his, your noses touching.
"i'll stay for as long as you let me. and even after that." he said, softly confessing to you.
you just look into his eyes, your hand on his cheek, and you lean in slowly. matt's arm moves up and he gently places his hand on your jaw before meeting you halfway, pressing his lips on yours. he could heart your heart quite literally skip a beat, and you let your hand move into his hair.
you pulled away and gently pushed the hair out of his face.
"i can't handle it again. i'm serious. i can't."
he just nodded, and held you close to him as you both drifted to sleep. and for the first time since his death, you slept through the night without any nightmares.
and when you woke up every day after that, he was still there, like he promised he would be.
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have we, as a fandom, like collectively agree on matt's birthday? or is there already a canonical date on matt's birthday? BCS WHEN ARE WE GOING TO CELEBRATE HIS BIRTHDAY?? ššš
i haven't written in so long but i have this fic idea of matt x y/n which they went ice skating with foggy and karen so does anyone wanna write that or maybe someone already has? pls it would be so cute š
A birthday punishment and a birthday gift.
Pairing: Matt Murdock x reader
Summary: After your boyfriend comes back home after leaving his birthday party early to let the Devil out, you play with him in the shower.
Word count: 2017
Warnings: NSFW, 18+, MINORS DNI. SMUT, sub!Matt, dom!reader, handjob, choking, edging, just a tiny bit of overstimulation, praise kink, pet names (baby, sweetheart, sunshine), spending too much time in the shower (guys c'mon save water). Afab reader but no pronouns used.
A/N: I wouldn't say this is a tall!reader fic but I wrote it as being roughly the same height as Matt. I don't think it matters that much anyway so... enjoy!
Please consider reblogging and/or leaving a comment if you enjoyed it <3
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You were sound asleep when he came back from patrolling. As always, he made his way to the shower before getting in bed, careful not to make any sound that could wake you up.
Matt was being extra careful tonight, though. You tried to hide it but you were pissed at him for leaving his birthday party early to go devil around the Kitchen. And he understood, you were right to be angry and he'd try to make it up to you later when you woke up.
The sound of the shower ended up rousing you from your sleep. Normally, you would've gone back to sleep, knowing your boyfriend was back, but you had other plans tonight.
You had been a bit angry initially when you got home from the party and he went to put on the suit instead of spending the night with you, but at the same time, what were you expecting? You knew who you were dating and you ultimately couldn't be mad at him.
You stripped from your pajamas and made your way to the bathroom. Technically, it wasn't his birthday anymore and you knew he'd be tired, but you still wanted to do something for him.
Matt had his back to you, facing the wall as he scrubbed his hair clean. You stepped inside, your arms wrapping around his body from behind as you buried your face on the crook of his neck, leaving a kiss there.
"Sorry for waking you up." Matt said, placing his hand on top of yours on his chest.
"It's fine⦠We have unfinished business anyway." You nuzzled him below his ear, hugging him tighter and pressing your front against his broad back, your hands starting to roam across his torso.
Matt shuddered, leaning instinctively into your touch. He always craved your touch, especially now when he thought you would still be mad at him.
"I'm sorry for goi-" He started to apologize, intending to turn around, but you shushed him and kept him in place, your nails dragging down his sides to the tops of his thighs, making his breath hitch.
"Be a good boy and let me do what I want." You said against his skin, gently sucking on it but being careful enough to not leave a mark.
Matt let out an almost inaudible "Fuck", tilting his head to give you more space on his neck, feeling the rush of blood to his already hardening cock.
You smirked at his response before resuming your kisses, moving to his back. You kissed and gently bit his shoulders, your hands moving to his chest to rub his nipples before going down his abdomen, grazing his skin while your lips kissed down his spine until you kneel behind him.
Matt kept himself still by pressing his hands against the tiles, letting his head drop as his breath quickened.
"Pleaseā¦" He breathed out. Your hands were now exploring the inside of his thighs. He was painfully hard and you had touch him everywhere except where he needed it the most, the feeling on his sensitive skin almost maddening.
"I know, baby, you just gotta be patientā¦" Your hands now leaving his front to grope his ass, playfully biting on one of his butt cheeks and making Matt huff, before getting back up.
You kissed your way up his spine again before resting your head on his shoulder, one of your hands moving down the trail of hair on his abdomen and finally wrapping around his cock, slowly starting to move up and down his length.
Matt's head tilted back as a moan went past his lips, the stream of water now hitting his chest, his mouth slacking when your hand focused on his tip, the precum coating your hand.
You nipped at his ear and suckled on his earlobe as you picked up the pace, pumping him both faster and harder, the nails of your other hand digging on his hip where you kept him from moving.
Matt's moans got louder and his hips tried to sloppily thrust against your hand. Even with the water and steam saturating the air and muffling his senses, he could smell your arousal, feel your hard nipples and the strong beat of your heart on his back making his go even faster.
You felt him tense up when your other hand went to fondle with his balls, making you smirk, the hand on his dick keeping a steady pace.
"I'm gonna-Fuck, sweetheart I'm gonna cum." Matt struggled to say in between breaths.
That was your cue to stop, making him whimper at the loss of contact when he thrusted into nothing.
"Sorry baby, you can't come now. I'm not done yet." You told him, kissing below his ear, his neck and shoulder as your hands rub his hips trying to soothe him.
"Is⦠is this my punishment for going out tonight?" Matt asked as he panted, his hands dropping to his sides as he came down from the edge.
"Mhmmā¦" You hummed, trailing kisses from one shoulder to the other to give it some attention.
"I guess I deserve it." He huffed a chuckle.
One of your hands traveled across his body to grab his jaw, making him turn his head so you could see his flushed beautiful face.
"Open." You ordered him, your index and middle finger brushing against his rosy lips, waiting for him to let them in.
Matt obeyed without hesitation, humming at the taste of your fingers as they slid over his tongue.
"That's it, baby. You look so beautiful like that." You praised on his ear, the encouragement making him thrust into the air again, needing to feel some friction again as he sucked on your fingers. "So needy." You cooed, leaving a kiss on his jaw as your other hand went to wrap his painfully hard cock, starting to jerk him off again.
You kept fucking Matt's mouth with your fingers as you allowed him to fuck himself with your fist, his hands holding onto your arms. You didn't have to tell him, he knew he couldn't touch you when he was at your mercy.
You felt his hips falter, his body tensing up again, so you quickly took your fingers from his mouth with a wet popping sound. His lips searched for them for a second but they were gone, your hand grabbing the column of his neck, keeping him firmly in place without choking him, the hand on his dick slowing down and stopping right before he could come.
Matt whined and turned his head towards your face. "Please, sunshine, I can't take it." He pleaded, the hot air of his panting hitting your face.
"Oh but you can, my love. I know you can take it." You nuzzled his nose, your lips hovering his but not touching.
Matt tried to kiss you but you moved away, making him whine again when you kissed his stubbled cheek instead. He almost cried in that moment, not being able to kiss you being arguably worse than not being allowed to cum. "God, please, Y/nā¦"
You decided it was enough punishment for today and sighed. "Okay, okay⦠I'll let you come next time. You know I love it when you beg for me." You said, your thumb lovingly caressing his throat.
You reached your free hand between your bodies to cover your fingers with the slick pooled between your folds before taking his throbbing, weeping cock on your hand once again, knowing you'd get a reaction from your boyfriend with heightened senses.
And you were right, Matt had been smelling the sweet, tangy scent of your arousal this whole time, but having it coat his cock and mix with his own fluids made his eyes roll back, his mouth going slack again as he breathed through it to get a better taste of you.
You moved your fist up and down his length, slow and hard at first, then picking up the pace as he got worked up again.
He was a moaning, panting mess in your arms, rutting into your tight fist almost desperately.
He wasn't going to last much longer, so you decided to finally squeeze the sides of his neck, just enough to make him dizzy.
"C'mon, come for me, I know you want toā¦" You mumbled against his shoulder, looking down so you wouldn't miss it and kissing whatever skin was available as you encouraged him.
The throbbing in his ears and the light-headed feeling was just what he needed to tip him over the edge, Matt's hips erratically moving as his cum covered your hand.
You squeezed him tighter, slowly milking him until the last drop. "Mmm⦠that's it, my love. You did so wellā¦" You praised releasing your grip on his neck and soothing his throat, peppering kisses along his jaw.
Thinking he was done, you went to pull your cum-coated hand away, but Matt quickly grabbed you by the wrist to keep it in place, rubbing his oversensitive dick against your hand.
"More, pleaseā¦" He breathed out in a whine, testing the waters by holding your hand in his, making you make a fist around his cock to keep thrusting.
"Okay, just 'cause it's your birthday." You chuckled, resting your head on his shoulder and your free arm wrapped around his waist to rest there with his. "Let me see how you fuck yourself with my fist."
The friction is so addictively painful, making Matt want more and more of it even if he had already cum.
It didn't take a lot more thrusts for another orgasm to wash over him, making him tremble and hiss at the pain, his knees almost giving up as a few more drops of cum came out of his spent cock.
You gave him a last, gentle pump that made him shake, slacking against your body as his threatened to give up.
You shushed him, holding him tightly and rubbing your hand on his abdomen to calm him down.
Matt took a moment to even his breath out before turning to face you, his nose nuzzling yours. "Are you gonna let me kiss you now?"
"Yeah, c'mereā¦" You raised a hand to the back of his neck to pull him in, your lips finally connecting with his in a slow, tender kiss, Matt's arms wrapping around your waist to hold you tight against him.
Without breaking the kiss, he placed both of you under the stream of water, his hands leaving your waist to gently grab your face, intending to break the kiss to say something, but ultimately being unable to do it, indulging in the feeling of your soft lips brushing against his for a bit more.
"Let me do something for you tooā¦"
"I think we've wasted enough water, Matt." You chuckled and reached to stop the running water, now that it had already washed away the remnants of Matt's orgasm of your skin.
"In bed, then." He insisted, nuzzling your nose again as his hands left your face to trail down your body.
"Don't think I haven't noticed the bruise on your ribs, Devil." It wasn't that you didn't want him to fuck you. In fact, that's all you had been wanting all night long. But he was hurt, and you knew he would not care if he made his injuries worse if that meant he satisfied you.
Matt sighed, rubbing your hip before smirking at you, leaning in. "I'll tell you what, we can go to sleep now or we can go to bed and you sit on my face. I don't have to move anything but my mouth." He said in a low, suggesting tone, the grip on your hip tightening at the thought of tasting you.
You bit your lower lip, your neglected pussy clench around nothing at his words. "Fuck, Matt⦠I can't argue with that."
Matt's smirk grew into a satisfied smile before kissing your lips again, more passionately this time. "Let's get out of here then, can't wait to taste my birthday gift."
I LOVE THIS SO SO SO MUCHHHH AAAAA
Pairing: Matt Murdock x AFAB Reader
Warnings: Implied smut, Established relationship, Mirror stuff, like pussy worship if you squint
Authorās Note: I just think we should all be more comfortable looking at ourselves and getting to know our bodies and I like to image Matt would want that too. I really need to wash my hair but I also just ate so I wrote this while I waited for my stomach to settle
Post-orgasm Matt was clingy and soft but he claimed that was only for you. After a round of morning sex, you and him were on top of the covers. You were leaning against the headboard. His head was on your mound with his right ear pressed against your crotch while you played with his hair. You werenāt sure if he was listening to his cum moving around in your uterus or the pulse that was still throbbing in your loins.
There was a mirror parallel to where you and Matt were laying, giving the perfect view of your post-orgasmic state. Even though you knew he wasnāt, the way Mattās head was resting it was almost like he was looking directly at your body in the mirror. āTell me what you look likeā
You rolled your eyes. āMatt you know what I look like.ā You went on to give a very utilitarian description of the colour of your hair, your eyes, your height, your body type all the standard stuff that would show up if you got roped into more of Mattās shenanigans and ended up as a fugitive on Unsolved Mysteries.
āThatās not what I mean.ā Matt hooks his hands underneath the flesh of your thighs and spreads your legs as far as they would go, having your plush, dewy folds completely exposed in the reflection of the mirror. You had never really seen yourself like this.
āEvery time I think Iāve got your body mapped and figured out thereās always something new that I find that takes my breath away.ā You smiled thinking about the other night when Matt shifted the angle of his thrust. He found a new spot inside of you that made his breath hitch and you moan so pretty around his cock.
Mattās fingers parted your labia using two fingers to hold the puffy lips apart to expose your glistening flesh. āSo tell me, gorgeous, what do you look like?ā
chat... we are so so back. (im actually tweaking rn ehehe)
okay, iām hurt-
āWhat we had was so special and you walked away from it.ā with matt. Iām always here for the angst š„²
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Oh and now some Matt angst. That boy lives in a world of angst so he will fit right in.
You couldn't even bare to look at him. He hovered in your living room like a lost puppy. He played with his fingers and then the hem of his hoodie over and over in a nervous cycle. You'd been talking for hours, you were getting nowhere and your feelings hadn't changed. You hurt from head to toe and you didn't find yourself any closer to forgiveness.
"What you did was..." you heaved in a weighted breath to steady yourself, trying desperately not to shout cause you knew the walls were paper thin and the baby next door was having sleeping trouble lately.
"Unforgiveable I know" he finished your sentence, his voice it's usual low calm tenor. It was almost irritating to you now. How could he be so... still?
"What we had was so special and you walked away from it" your words shook as your spoke, your breath rattling into your lungs.
He nodded, eyes downcast to the floor, "I know"
He stepped forward and in tandem you stepped back, "Please don't"
"You won't even let me touch you?" he asked, hurt instantly painting his face. His eyebrows were scrunched inwards and his mouth pulled down into a frown.
You rubbed the heal of your palm into your tired eyes, "Matt I...." you paused, "No, I won't let you touch me. I need you to leave"
His face broke it's steely gaze even further as he began to cry, you turned your back to him unable to witness him cry. The ache in your chest grew larger as you listened to his heavy breathing.
"Please" he whispered, "Just try?"
You sighed but didn't turn around, "I did"