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Hallo i'm just curious because i know everyone has a different experience with being demigirl but what is your experience like? :0
Hi anon I hope I'm understanding your question correctly 😠I don't even really know how to put my experience into words properly but it's kind of like I present as a female/femininely in the more social aspect of things but in the mental aspect I don't feel like female (or strictly female at least) aligns with how I feel on the inside y'know. There's kind of like a void somewhere in the spectrum inside of me where the concept of binary gender as a whole doesn't feel right whether it's male or female but female at least feels somewhat right to an extent, because as I said I present in a feminine way. But it's a little complicated because I also don't naturally assign gender to things, what others see as feminine/female clothing for example, are just clothes to me- they look nice and I like how I look in them, but I've never thought of it as something for females, like I could see anyone wearing the kind of clothing I wear and it'd still just be plain and simple clothes without the 'feminine' attached to it- and this could apply to anything where people see that thing as gender-aligned. I try to consider a lot of things from a more general societal standpoint (how most people gender things I mean, I didn't really feel anything was 'gendered' until I had to learn how others perceived things in those ways if this makes sense) which has definitely caused me confusion and trouble over how I identify and to be honest I'm not even sure if the demigirl label is something I'll forever stick with either? Even after so many years of exploring and trying to understand this aspect of myself it's still a 'work in progress' 😠Gender or the lack-thereof is supposed to be a personal experience, something a part of your own identity and being and not something that society, or anyone else for that matter, gets to influence or determine but I'm a hypocrite for saying that when I know it's influenced how I identify so. I kind of really don't have the words to properly describe how I experience my gender but I try to consider it in a way that'll be less confusing for others I guess. Anyway this was way longer than it needed to be lol, thanks for the ask anon and I hope you have a good day/night.