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Hello lovely people! ππππ
I didn't post in a good bit, but I managed to squeeze this in. Hope you don't mind my son who's at least 6 years older than me πππ
Here's Felix's human design, it's rather important for the au and the comic I'm planning on making :'D
I feel like, if him and his puppet version, or rather, future self. Could be in the same room together he wouldn't really like him, puppets gave him hibby jibbies.
Puppet him wouldn't really mind human him thought, because he doesn't remember himself from before. He would just be confused why do they look so much alike and why is that human constantly staring at him.
Both girls are confused
Love you lovelies πππππ
4th July
Page 25,26,27:
"It was quite a night, I have to admit. Only thing I can wrap my head around about this is, that I expected it. I knew it would happen, just didn't know it'll happen like this specifically. You were sleeping over last night, I was jittery all day before it because of the mare excitement it caused me, not because I was lonely in need of company, it's because you are truly something. You're confusing, you confuse me all the time, like a wall is all I can describe you as. You're expressive in your own way, I see that, you're in no way barricaded from your emotions, as it looks like, but yet I still feel it's something you tend to put up for the sake of others and not yourself. I knew I won't find anything if I look deeply into your eyes the way you like, or hear it in the tone of your voice, or see it in twich of your mouth, flap of your hands, tap of your leg and posture of your back. That's where that wall is, in front of your soul so no one can be genuinely let in. No one has ever saw you cry, not even Barnaby, so I thought, maybe I can make you crumble the wall one day and see what's inside. No one builds a wall around something that's nothing to hide. It sounds selfish and curious, I know that, but one can stay put for so long, you need to let even the strongest chain relax and let go of all the pressure it might be holding. So it doesn't snap, since it's not indestructible.
You came over with that relaxed smile you always own, nothing seemed wrong really, I had rather high expectation placed on my shoulders for that night, it was my secret little goal.
The night went nicely and you were happy with relaxing activities we took on, I got us everything to paint, bake and have a movie marathon. Classic thing you did with your friend on a sleepover, conveniently so it was things you found the most. I won't say that one thing lent to another, no, trough the whole night I could see the pure joy radiating from your body and words, but yet I caught you staring sometimes with your mouth agape before it closed, you were restricting yourself to talk. But you wanted to talk, you wanted to talk to me because you knew that I know, you thought that no one waited so long to find pieces of you before.
We were listening to music from my barely used gramophone, songs from the golden days of old. We talked with a cup of camomile tea with honey added in, to make us relax before, sleep? If we were gonna sleep, at the time I didn't know. It started to feel like i was failing, I wasn't upset at all really, it wasn't a deadlined project or a task, just a goal I thought would be beneficial for both. But with my giving up for that night, that's when you broke.
I noticed how your breathing fastened just a little and you thought over your sentences much more, you wanted to get 'the' theme on board. You asked me if I'm really here, and I was confused but didn't say no. You asked if I am willing to listen and I answered positively so.
I asked my classic 'what's wrong?', you said that it was something unusual, that something wrong was going on. You said something is not letting you feel like yourself and that you felt exhausted restraining it, hiding it away so no one can even guess that you're going through something. You looked numb and your eyes were on the floor, you said you are scared of what might happen to you in your own Home. You looked at me like you were looking at a bedroom wall, like I was nothing that can judge and am a place you can be venerable. Your smile didn't budge from your face until you decided to finally let it fall, the symbol of you masking all the sadness and exhaustion up.
You let the loudest sob that was enough for me to feel the pain it radiated in a physical form, you started to cry more as your walls brick by brick crumbled. I sat besides you as the it continued on, we forgot to turn the lights on from the movie we watched before, only sounds I heard was tv static, soft music and your loud sobbs. Eventually you scooted closer, letting me touch you as your cries didn't stop, I embraced you the closest I could in a way it's comfortable. Your body shook, the moment you were close your loud sobbs became screams, not of fear, nor agony, just pure intensity of your own emotions that you didn't allow yourself to feel. But when you did, you did it like it's the first and the last time you'll get to do such a thing. Because of it all I cried on my own, I didn't expect it to feel so painful.
You sleept in my bed last night, looked into my eyes and I realized how different your gaze feels now, your eyes red and bloodshot. They felt distant, sad and tired, you felt so open in that moment.
I don't know from where to go now that it happened, I just hope it didn't see. "
-Felix
Hello lovely peopleπππ
So here's this little thing I might start doing where we're able to take a little look at Felix's journal where he talks about some happenings in his life or his feelings. They will be randomly put in and probably won't follow any sort of order (Β΄γοΌΏγο½)
I hope you like it thought!!!I put as much effort as I could with my limited time
Love you lovelies πππ
Hello lovely people ππππ
I just wanted to show I tried to draw my favorite boy π©πππ
I didn't have much time to make it perfect but I tried my best, reboot Wally got my heart wrapped around his lil finger πππ
Said au is made by the wonderful:
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Take care lovelies πππππ
(If you don't get the reference... I'm just so very sorry)
Hello lovely peopleπππ
I'll just leave this here
It's Felix's new voice claim! Ash from Fantastic Mr. fox, it so perfectly soft and monotone for my boy
Here's the full picture :D
I love you all smππππ
Hello hello lovely people π
Just a little comparison between my old and current artπππ
(2024) \/
hello lovely people<333
did i ever mention Felix can pole dance?? yeaaahh, i was thinking it would be a decent anatomy practice, i like how it turned out. Actually pole dancing has a bit of a role in his lore, but thats to be explored in a comic i was planing on making, i need more practice thought before taking on such a big project, becouse there is a lot.
love you lovelies <3333333333
hello lovely people!!!!! <3
so recently i got my hands on a rather nice graphic tablet and am trying to get used to it, naturaly enough i thought i could use the opportunity to play with Felix's design. i just wonder whitch one is more appealing to you guys, if it's okay with you maybe to leave me some thoughts on it and how i did for the first time using this device?
i'm sorry for not posting over the summer, i've been and still am prettyyyy busy with my summer job
take care lovelies <33333
HEEEEEEELLLLOOOOO lovely peopleπ I'm real sorry I didn't post in a sec, I'm honestly pretty bussy with my schoolwork BUT I managed to practice a bit on how to draw Wally and I think it's an improvement :D
A bit of a warning for scopophobia!!!
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I hope you like it! Have a lovely day lovelies ππππ (or night)
PART 2 PART 2 PART 2 OF WALLY'S BLUES CLUES!!ππππ
HEYYY LOVELY PEOPLE π
I managed to finish this comic today, both part one and two! I was in a hurry so it might look a lil wonky but I tried my best.
Anywayyyy this is somethingggg, nothing special just Wally talking his feelings out a bit. Love you all ππππ
(Sorry if its a bit cringey)
Here's the Home from Welcome Home that I made! It's not that important but I wanted to show it since I'm not very skilled with colored paper and it came out really nice, at least to me. Gonna probably redo it when I'm better at it π
Hey loveliesπ!
I managed to make this today, just a cute lil animation that's been boiling long enough (i made the animation immediately after remembering this song exists). I speedran it the best that I could, made it in 3 maybe 4 hours and my hand is about to fall off (a moment of silence for my hand please).
Either way, this is KINDA how Wally figured out 'oh, okay...I'm gay for Felix, I'm being very gay right now'. But not all quiet there because I had to adjust it for the song, in future projects I might explore that part in more detailπππ
So I have been thinking and figured, best way to use a therapist oc is to let people vent to him <:)
So this is Dr. Felix's 'VENT TO ME', kinda thing. I know a lot of people on this app have problems with they're mental health or have a certain life issues right now, to some people it simply helps to talk it out and vent, or in this case write it out.
So if you want to let off some of the weight like this just know that you're more than free to, it's all anonymous and I promise what is in the 'ask box' stays in the 'ask box'.
There is of course an option for Felix to answer but only thing you have to do is put 'Could you please answer Felix?', on the bottom of your paragraph.
Keep in mind I'm not a professional in any way and sometimes I might not have an answer that's too helpful, but I'll be here for you nonetheles.
I don't have a giant platform but if it's few people that will feel better at least a little after talking about it that's a great achievement on its own. I love you guys whoever sees this, take care of yourselves πππ
Hello lovely people! I got bored so I made some, fake screenshot? Edited photos? I'm not sure how to exactly call these but if you do please let me know :D
Featuring Felix and my partners Welcome Home oc Joey. They're ment to be really close besties who are bitchy towards each other in best ways possible
My beautiful partnerπ:( @blo0dyteeth )
I'll probably make more of these
Give the manz time to write things down and think about how to unpack your trauma hun
A little peak into Felix's closet, despite the color blue being in his top 3 favorite colors he doesn't like to wear it too much
Lil animation I did for size comparison between Felix and Wally, my boy is around 5'7
He wants to be that one efed up girl~~~~~ *starts screaming on top of my lungs*
Hellloooo lovely people, I don't know what should be my first post but oh well. Here's my boy Felix (and his voice claim), my pride and joy. He's my Welcome Home oc that I want to spread a positive message with, ask him anything in the 'ask box'. (Of course as long as it's not inappropriate and/or mean)