I Might Be Going Insane - Blog Posts

HEAR ME OUT MOMO AYASE IN THE COOKING MAMA OUTFIT BECAUSE SHE LOOKS LIKE COOKING MAMA LOWKEY

The air smells like neglecting my sleep schedule and skipping class to reread my favorite books and quitting my job and writing until I can’t feel my fingers and telling my friends that I love them so much that it gives me heartburn and eating the same three meals because they taste so fucking good and cracking jokes that’ll make people uncomfortable and—

I have a project that determines if I graduate with honors due in 3(?) days and it isn’t finished but my brain decided to hyper focus on writing self indulgent SVU fanfiction which is funny because I haven’t actually engaged in writing for weeks but yesterday I wrote 5k words about a ship I didn’t even ship until I had a prophetic dream about it

I will not admit what the ship is unless someone asks (it is mlm if that helps or hinders you)

I have no mouth and I must bird

The world needs more Chongqiu me thinks

They’re like if Adam Murray unfused

Good news! I didn’t hallucinate that!

I am like 30 seconds into the new Arcane act and I kinda wanna jump off a building. Like brother, Jinx having a lock of Violet in her hair!!!

At what point does it go from “I swear I saw something” to an actual hallucination

If you really think about it modern medicine is basically witchcraft. Like if a pharmacist were to go back in time and show people how we make medicine now, they would probably be burned at the stake. Someone mixes different items together to make items that cure different ailments. That is basically what witchcraft is!

I compiled and made memes for everyday of the week to wreak havoc on your friends. I left out Saturday to give a weekend break. Hope these inspire y’all. Enjoy :)

I would like to introduce everyone to…

PCPVFBI

This is my playlist that is organized PERFECTLY

It is designed for me to be able to add songs to it at any time with ease and still have the flow of a great playlist as well as be organized by genre.

How did I do it?

I started by making a list of ALL the song I enjoy listening to. Then I went ahead and labeled each of these songs with their genre. I then made a list of all the genres I had and put them in a way that makes the most sense.

Then I just entered all my songs. On Spotify you can press the three dots then edit and changed the order of your songs. Once all my songs are organized by genre, I organize them by artist, then in order to not have a block of one artist, I split up the artists music with music of the next artist (psa: when you are putting artists in I put them so that the more like the previous category they are, the closer to the top, same with the next category so that the most of the genre I’m in is in the middle).

Then you just need to listen to the playlist and make sure it sounds amazing.

My list for genres is

Rap

Indie

Indie rock

Folk rock

Country/folk

Pop

Show tunes

Fun

Other

This past month has been hell on earth

If you haven’t heard from me in forever outside of shitposts on tumblr - uhh sorry but I simply am not real and won’t be real until finals are over bc between passing those, trying to not get fired, and not completely mentally shutting down- I have had no energy left to be normal or lock in on having a personal life

See you soon perhaps

Unless finals week is actually my final week

idk what will happen tbh

here some caitvi fluff and kisses and vi’s tattooed back just because 🫶🏻 ( sorry I’ve been working on some personal projects so it’s been a while ) 🩷

guys I just had a dream where I was talking to late 90s era Dave Mustaine at a beach and he had a septum and nose ring, and I asked him if we could swap septum spikes so I can have his septum spike or something. He was like sure and he gave me his spike and it was literally RUSTY for some reason but yeah I put it on and then I went and told my parents and they were like "wtf why is Dave MUSTAINE even here?!"

here's kinda what he looked like

all hail Dave with a septum 🙏

when will i see those tumblr screenshots i see on instagram reels on tumblr itself? are they that rare?

does it hurt to not scroll?

yes, yes it does.

how? in what sense? can you die from it?

i stabbed a book with a bleeding pen. it's ink splattered on my clothes.

i tore the pages with the sharp tip of the writing tool and cut through letters i once wrote.

i tore off a page filled with senseless shit and burned it in the daylight.

the burning flame that seeped from the lighter was dimmer than the sun shining bright. i could not see it.

i thought the tool was broken so i stopped and decided to take a shower.

whilst doing so i pondered. i imagined the lighter i threw away burning up in flames inside the trash bin lighting the house on fire.

yes. yes it does.

when i get on these adhd meds i swear it’s over for yall.

Just out of curiosity