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i love being genderfluid until nothing i wear feels like it matches the way i feel. like if i see a man wear a skirt i dont bat an eye but when i do it its bad. idk if its a self hatred thing or something else internalized but it fucking sucks. on days i feel like she/her i feel great but days i feel like he/him its awful. and i always end up pissed at myself for thinking i cant look the way i do and use he/him. because in my mind everyone else can but i cant. idk