If 2025 Doesn’t Go Well I’m Gonna Kill Myself - Blog Posts

changing myself for the better!🤍

gonna try to change, because my life is going down and I can’t sink to the floor.

personal changes!! 🤍

𝜗𝜚 learn fluent french

𝜗𝜚 learn piano

𝜗𝜚 clean room once a week again (used to be a neat freak)

𝜗𝜚 apply for a basic job (just to get out the house and get money)

𝜗𝜚 finding a better outlet for emotions

𝜗𝜚 create a secret food stash

𝜗𝜚 become engrossed with books again

𝜗𝜚 find better hobbies

𝜗𝜚 learn how to tango/ salsa (or a form of dance in general, I have 2 left feet)

academic changes!! 📚

𝜗𝜚 study from 12-4 (on weekends)

𝜗𝜚 get a tutor (for math)

𝜗𝜚 complete 3 short response questions for application + apply for program

physical changes!! 🍵🧘🏽‍♀️

𝜗𝜚 go to gym from 10-12 (weekends)

𝜗𝜚 work out at home

𝜗𝜚 purchase skincare

𝜗𝜚 purchase clothes

𝜗𝜚 purchase books/makeup

if anyone has tips on how to achieve any please let me know!

i go into high school this year and i just want to be the best version of myself 🤍

i’ll come back to this in 2026, or I’ll add updates 😋😋

time to glow up or grow up

one step at a time!