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Carefully, you tried to wiggle out of Jake's warm embrace. He had his face buried in your shoulder and his arms held you tight against his body. How was he able to continue sleeping so peacefully while the alarm was literally screaming in the background?

You attempted rolling over and out from underneath the covers, but when you sat up instead you heard Jake's voice silently mumbling while he stretched out his arm to grab your wrist.

»Don't leave me«, he whispered half-asleep, a ghost of fear in his voice while he tried to pull you back into bed.

»I'm not going anywhere, Jake. Please let me turn off the alarm, hm?«

»Promise you will come right back?«

He was always scared of losing you after having to deal with his father's job-indebted absence a lot during his childhood, but after his nightmare of not being able to save you during an accident, he was even more worried, although he knew you would always stay with him.

»I promise.«

With that, he let go of your wrist, and you got up to turn off the alarm before slipping back underneath the blanket.

»Just five more minutes, alright?«

Jake gently kissed your forehead and contently smiled to himself. You were his, and he was yours, and neither of you would ever leave the other.

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Good Boy Gone Bad

Fandom: Enhypen

Member: Jakexoc

Genre: Angst

AU: nonidol!au

Trigger warning: Toxic relationships, heartbroken Jake, alcohol, cigarettes, mentions of drugs, use of curse words, verbal fights. Let me know If I should add anything!

Summary: Jake writes a diary in which he explains his first heartbreak from his first love.

Word count: 5.257

A/N: This is for @emeraldenha​ ‘s unlikely collab! Go check out the other works that have been submitted. This is my first collab ever and I know there’s room for improvement but thank you so much Ri for letting me participate <3

this is my first post after a very long mental health and work/college break, I was recently diagnosed with some conditions so I’ve been coping with that but hopefully my updating schedule get more consistent from now on!

Hi, my name is Jake Sim, I am currently twenty-two years old and today I’ll tell you about my first love at eighteen 

It all started that morning during math class, I had already seen her a million times before. Her beauty was something straight out of a fairy tale, even if some things didn’t exactly fit the “I just stepped into a magic closet and now I have to save the world” aesthetic. I had never heard or read of a princess that had prominent dark circles under her eyes adorned with clumps of mascara. I had never seen a princess that used vulgar language like her. I had never heard of a princess that reeked of cigarettes and cheap perfume, but I got used to it.

I got used to the curse words that she uttered in every single sentence. I got used to her friends being all over her. I got used to hearing her nightly adventures that took place almost everyday of the week. But I also got used to her giggles every time her best friend Jiung said anything. I got used to the way she smiles at the small doodles she scribbles on Sunghoon’s arm when he’s in the mood. I got used to hearing her talk to her friends about her struggles, she was human after all.

Maybe this all sounds cliché to you but it doesn’t to me, well, it didn’t. I really thought she was the one destined for me. I thought I could change her, she just needed a little guidance. I thought all of the rumors I heard about her were fake and were only made up by people that were jealous of her undeniable beauty, but I guess not. They were right.

“Sim! Eyes up!” My coach shouted at me onces I missed the ball for the fifth time in the game. It was just a practice game but apparently it was still too important for my coach. I should have remembered this phrase when I started falling for her, fuck, how could I?

“Hey, everything alright?” It was Riki, he’s a year below me but we get along well, he’s a good guy. 

“Huh? Oh yeah, all good. I’ve just been thinking about a Spanish assignment I have to finish, that's all.” At the time that was partly true, I had just barely started to realize that my more than normal fixation with that girl was not quite normal. 

“Ahh, well I’m sure you’ll do alright. There’s this girl in my class that’s a native Spanish speaker and we’re sort of close, I can ask her to help you if you’d like.” She’s a native Spanish speaker too.

“You know what? That would be great, you have my number if you have to reach out to me.” The coach blew his whistle to let us know that practice was over. “Thank you, man. I appreciate you.” And just like that, we parted ways to go home.

I should’ve told him I didn’t need the help, I could have avoided the trouble that came after but to be honest, as top of the class, class president, tutor and captain of the football team I was collapsing with so many duties and I have to admit, Spanish is not my forte. 

The next day Riki came up to me and told me that the girl he talked to me about was willing to help, he told me her name Lucía, and gave me her number saying that she wanted to talk to me, that I should reach out to her. And so I did, she replied shortly after and told me we should meet up after school in the café a couple blocks away. 

I had never heard of someone named Lucía at school so I was pretty nervous to meet her, I didn't really know what to expect. I spent the entire day thinking about my introduction and what I was gonna ask her when we met. I was so immersed in my own thoughts that I did not realize all the stares I was receiving, never noticed them to be honest.

“Man, why?”  My closest friend back then, Jay, asked me. He ripped right out of my thoughts.

“Huh?” I mumbled, utterly confused as to what he was talking about.

“What do you mean huh? Why did you do that?” He asked me again. I now had a feeling that I had fucked up in some way, shape or form. 

“Bro, I seriously have no idea what you’re talking about” I explain now urging him to tell me what was wrong.

“You really don’t know? Ok I’ll explain then. So basically you were walking down the halls when Victoria, you know her, called your name like fifty times and even put herself in front of you to get your attention and you just blatantly ignored her. You know what they say about her, you can’t really mess with her, man.” Jay explained and suddenly all the stares I got throughout the day made total sense. 

“Wait, Victoria? From our class?” I asked even though I already knew what Victoria he was talking about with the last comment he made. 

“The only Victoria from our class Jake, the one that looks like she doesn’t shower. I wouldn’t be surprised if she didn’t though, she smells like a fucking drug addict.” Jay ranted.

“Don’t say that dude, you don’t know her. Who knows? Maybe she’s in a bad situation, don’t just assume things like that without knowing that person.” I defended Victoria, after all she’s the girl I’ve been talking about, she’s the reason I fell in love for the first time and had my first heartbreak. She’s the reason I’m writing this. 

“You’re right, I’m sorry. She just gets on my nerves sometimes.” Jay admitted. “But why did you ignore her?” He asked again.

“Oh yeah, I didn’t notice her honestly. I was too busy thinking about someone I’m meeting today. Her name is Lucía and she’s gonna help me with my Spanish assignment. Do you know her?” I asked Jay out of curiosity.

“Lucía? Doesn’t ring a bell to be honest, how is she? Physically I mean” He replied.

“No clue, I’ve never met her. Riki asked her to help me ‘cause she’s a native speaker and she agreed.” I stated.

“Oh, well update me on that and good luck on that assignment. To this day I’m infinitely thankful I took French instead of spanish.” He laughed softly. I can really see why everyone has a crush on him, he’s really attractive.

After that we parted ways and I started thinking about the whole Victoria situation. How did I not notice? Was this study session causing me that much anxiety? I had taken my meds that day though, It shouldn’t have been that bad. I’m sure Lucía isn’t bad, not if she had agreed to help a stranger, me, out. 

I made my way to the café and when I finally entered I realized one crucial detail. 

I had no idea what she looked like.

What was I supposed to do? Should I call her? Text her? Stalk her socials and see if i can find a picture of her? I started to think of all these different scenarios and for some unknown reason I decided that the last option was the best, damn I was so stupid.

I typed her name on the Instagram search bar, ‘lucia’ and I clicked on the first profile that popped up, I knew it was her ‘cause of the mutuals we had and she had ‘belift highschool’ written on her bio. Luckily she was not private and so I clicked on her last posted picture, she looked so put together and clean. She had this preppy vibe to her to the point one would just assume she’s smart. A little further down her profile she had a couple of pictures with her friends and I recognized a guy named Sunoo there. I just knew he was a part of the school choir and participated in the singing competitions the school organized every year and he was a great singer. 

Lucía looked really familiar, I may have seen her roaming around the school before and I just didn’t notice. One thing that was consistent throughout her profile is that she has a cold aura to her, I can’t explain it but she just didn’t seem overly friendly and that worried me, just a tiny bit.

After I had taken in her face, I looked around a bit more to see if she was there and upon further inspection I concluded that she hadn’t arrived just yet and so I sent her a text telling her that I was already there and that I would wait for her on a table at the back next to the window, she immediately replied with a simple ‘omw.’

And so I waited for about five minutes setting the things I would need for the essay up until I heard the bell of the entrance ring, I looked up and I saw her in all her perfect glory. She was wearing a lavender sweater vest paired with a matching plaid skirt. Her hair was perfectly pin straight and she had hair clips clipping her hair away from her eyes in an elegant and effortless way. she really did live up to her Instagram theme.

She scanned the room for a bit before her eyes landed on me. She gave me a quick up and down and started walking towards me.

“Hi, I’m Lucía, nice to meet you.” She greeted me.

“Hey, I’m Jake, nice to meet you too. Thank you for being willing to help me out.” I greeted her back and thanked her for her kindness.

“No need to thank me.” She said as she sat down on the opposite side of the table. “What do you need help with? What’s the essay about?” She asked me.

“I have to write a fantasy story but I’ve been having a lot of trouble with grammar. It also has to have some specific things that Mr. Fernández told us, I wrote them down.” I explained.

“Oh, I thought it was going to be harder than that, I think we can finish today and don’t worry about the grammar, I’ll help you with it.” She said with that cold tone even if what she was saying was nice.

We spent two hours working on my assignment, the story had to be at least 5.000 words long so, of course we didn’t finish it but we were pretty proud of what we came up with before she had to leave. Her sister had called her ten minutes before letting her know she was on her way to go pick her up, I couldn’t exactly make out what they were saying considering that they were speaking Spanish and had an accent that Mr. Fernández didn’t share, looking back I now realized that they’re probably from different countries and I was too dumb to think about that. 

When Lucía told me she was leaving soon, she helped me pack my things up and agreed to meet up the next day. Lucía wasn’t as cold as she came across at first, she just had to warm up to you in order for her to show her true personality, she was still as eloquent, elegant and put together as always tho, just laughed a little more carelessly. 

Her sister texted her and let her know that she was parked right outside and sure enough, she was. I walked her outside to make sure she got into her sister’s car safely when I saw a familiar side profile on the passenger seat, that perfect nose was unmistakable

Park Sunghoon.

What was he doing there? He was probably friends with Lucía’s sister but I couldn’t recognize her. She was wearing a cap paired with the darkest sunglasses I had ever seen and before I could take a closer look, Lucía had already closed the car door and the unknown sister roared the engines from her gorgeous car back to life and the last thing I saw was Lucía’s and Sunghoon’s arms waving goodbye as the car drove down the streets. 

Huh.

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This was my routine for almost a week until Lucía texted me and told me that she couldn’t make it to the café for whatever reason and politely asked me if I was comfortable enough to just go to her house instead. I had absolutely no reason to decline the offer so after school, I waited for her outside school and once together, we made our way to her house making small talk on our way there.

I expected her to live in a similar situation as mine, by that I mean a comfortable household where they didn’t exactly need anything but would appreciate it if they won the lottery some random day. That kind of family where both parents would work full-time jobs, arriving home at 6pm wishing they didn’t have work in something like finances or banking and had instead chased their dreams of acting or singing, or maybe even becoming well renowned painters. 

I was wrong.

I was oh so very wrong.

She lived in a mansion

A FUCKING MANSION FOR FUCKS SAKE OH MY. I did not expect her to be…rich, I mean she looked the part but I was always taught to not assume things about someone based on appearance but shit. The house was gorgeous, it was minimalistic but it didn’t seem dead, you could tell a happy family lived here or at least that’s what it seemed like. 

After my short paralyzation, Lucía took me upstairs to her bedroom. We passed many rooms on our way there and I’m sure I wouldn’t be able to go back on my own. It was like a maze and it may have been my imagination but she mentioned at least six bathrooms and about ten bedrooms. When we reached hers I noticed that it looked as clean and pristine as she did but it did have small decorations hinting at what she liked, I’m pretty sure I saw a Gojo figurine on a shelf. She had two candy wrappers on her bedside table and one half-empty glass of water. 

“You should do that too, you know?” She said out of the blue after catching me looking all over her room. 

“Do what?” I questioned.

“Keep a glass of water on your bedside table throughout the night, it’s supposed to absorb demons and bad entities, you have to flush it in the morning after you wake up though, I’ll do that now, be right back.” She cleared up as if it was the most normal thing in the world to have some cold demon tea every morning waiting for you. She didn’t seem like the superstitious type but then again, don’t judge a book by its cover.

After she came back with the now demon-less cup, she placed it on her nightstand and made her way to where I was sitting on her desk. She took a stool from somewhere in her room to take a seat and just like that we continued with the writing in hopes of finishing that very same day. We worked hard and long, when I thought my creativity was running low, Lucía came in clutch and suggested great ideas for the story and before we knew it, we were done.

“Where do you get all these ideas?” I asked, genuinely curious. I wanted to know.

“I used to read a lot before and my sister writes as a hobby. Sometimes when she’s in a slump she asks for help and we work it out together. It helps both of us honestly. I used to only value book-smart people but after understanding what it takes to be a creative person I now know that it takes just as much effort to come up with a good story or piece of art as to solve an equation. It just takes different skills and not everyone is gifted with them, some people, like me for example, think maths is the easiest subject at school but I’ve failed history twice. My sister is the complete opposite, she aces every history test she has ever done, same with english, but you give her one biology textbook and she crumbles. I think it’s important to acknowledge those types of differences for us to find something we’re good at and something that we like as well. Wow, I’m sorry I didn’t mean to ramble on like that. You should’ve stopped me Jake.”  Well that was a speech! but it was nice to hear her be so passionate about something like that for once, never thought she would open up to me like that ever. From this I can only assume her sister was criticized for this, I can only imagine how that impacted her and Lucía.

“Don’t even worry about it. You two must be pretty close then.” I calmed her nerves and pointed out hoping I hadn’t crossed any boundaries especially knowing we weren’t exactly close.

“Yeah, we are. We used to be closer before though, we’re still close don’t get me wrong but, she’s kind of letting herself go at this point. I don’t know why I’m telling you this, sorry if I'm making you uncomfortable.” She explained her sister’s situation.

“It’s okay, I’m here to listen. I do have one question though, who’s your sister?” I asked out of pure curiosity.

Lucía opened her mouth to say her sister’s name. Just as she produced one single vibration on her bottom lip with her top teeth the door burst open and in came the smell of that cheap perfume I'm a bit too familiar with and the one and only, my future heartbreaker and my past lover.

Victoria.

Fucking Victoria,I should have guessed as soon as I saw that one Gorillaz shirt I saw her wear yesterday peeking out of the door from one of the many rooms we passed. I should have guessed when I saw the bunny eras she wore once on her Instagram hanging from Lucía’s door. How didn’t I?

“Sim? Hi. Lucía, you know what mom says about boys or girls in the bedroom. Keep the door open please, I don’t wanna deal with her temper tantrums again. Also, why is the teacher’s pet here?” She acknowledged me first but she wasn’t… rude? I always expected her to be mean or something, for now she only seemed a bit cold but not as much as her sister.

The sisters engaged in conversation, Lucía answering all her questions and assuring she wouldn’t have to deal with their mom. They fell into a nice chit-chat about their day speaking in Spanglish, them making that silent agreement so that I wouldn’t assume they were speaking ill of me in a different language. 

“Sim, don’t ignore me like you did today again please, I was pretty embarrassed and I just wanted help with the physics homework. Do you think you can help me out? Don’t worry if you can’t.” She admitted, she seemed so genuine and she may have been but I’m pretty sure this was the last truth she ever told me.

“Yeah! Yeah sure, I’ll help you out.” I replied a little too enthusiastically for my liking and I’m pretty sure it didn’t go unnoticed by the two sisters. Now that I think about it and see them standing close to each other, they look really similar. They did have differences though, Victoria’s nose was slightly more up-turned that Lucía’s but it lacked the ‘button’ effect that Lucías nose had. Lucía’s dark circles under her eyes were not nearly as dark and prominent as Victoria’s and she had ‘cleaner’ makeup than her. Victoria’s eyes were slightly lighter too but the redness of them made this go unnoticed. 

I said goodbye to Lucía, thanking her for putting up with me and helping me out that week and I made sure to make a mental note to give her something in return. When Victoria and I made our way to her room, a loud silence fell upon us but Victoria made sure to quickly turn it down by talking about what exactly she was struggling with. We arrived at her room and she quickly got her things out, I never would have imagined she worried about having decent grades. As she got her things ready, I looked around her room and saw that it was much more decorated than Lucías room and it wasn’t subtle or minimalistic at all, it was also definitely messier than Lucías too. Her walls were covered with posters ranging from band posters to animation one, some even being Playboy magazine covers. They were very different.

She sat down on her bed and invited me to do the same and I immediately realized that her notebooks weren’t color-coordinated, some even being the same color. The edges of the pages being folded over each other by how carelessly they were treated but Victoria didn’t seem to mind. All her notes were taken with the same blue colored pen. no highlighter, no pretty lettering, no clean handwriting and no decorations. 

When I finished with my analysis of her, I fell into my tutor act and started hearing her out and helping her to the best of my abilities. Mid-way through our study session she asked me if I wanted to smoke, I declined of course, I didn’t smoke back then and just the mere thought of how dark and dirty someone’s lungs could get scared me shitless. Just as abruptly as we started, we were done. She was a fast learner and was willing to do her part of the work just fine. 

Getting to know this nice side of her made me realize that maybe, being friends wouldn’t be that bad, of course I was wrong but how did you expect 18 year-old Jake to know that? I was just an innocent kid.

We agreed that I would tutor her every week for some money in exchange, she persisted in paying me even after I reassured her it was fine.

As you can imagine, we continued to meet up. We started talking at school and honestly, it was all fine, it was all great even. Victoria introduced me to her group of friends Sunghoon and Jiung, who I mentioned before, Jongseob, Yeonjun, Ryujin, Yuna, Karina and Chaeryeong, there were probably more but those are who I remember the most, some were even younger than me. They all had the same vibe to them but I knew most, if not all, of them were heavily involved with music. When I was friends with them I got to hear a couple of their songs and they were pretty good, even if we’re not close anymore I hope someday they’ll make it into the industry, they were nice to me. 

We started meeting up after school, I started to fall back in all my schoolwork and my parents started to worry. They talked to me and told me that they were there for me if I ever needed their support, that made me so fucking sad, I was dissapointed at myself for worrying my parents but… I didn’t stop.

I started drinking with Victoria, just the two of us but she made me feel safe. I knew I wasn’t at risk if I got drunk with her by my side, she promised to take care of me and she did, for a while at least. After I got used to drinking she convinced me to try smoking, I have no idea how she did that, she’s just so charming and persuasive, she was so dangerous but I never listened to my own body. My body was telling me to stop, all this was getting too much. I developed some very ugly coughing that lasted for a while. My parents insisted on getting me checked but I tried my best at lying to them and telling them it was just allergies and that the coughing would eventually fade. My coughs drew blood from my throat more times than I cared to admit but I did it for her.

I didn’t want her to leave me because I didn’t drink, because I was boring or because I asked her not to smoke when I was around. I don’t know why I stayed. You know what? Scratch that, I do. I was madly madly in love with this girl, so much so that I compromised my future for her, I sacrificed my health for her. I let myself go and for what? We weren’t even together. She didn’t even like me like that. 

I was tired of waiting for her to hint at me that she liked me back or at least reciprocated the tiniest bit of my neverending unconditional love for her. I was sick and tired of waiting. I was sick of seeing her flirt with everyone at the party but me. I was tired of seeing her all lovey-dovey with Chaeryeong, for fucks sake she probably had more feelings for her than for me but I was too blinded by what I had seen before to see that. 

This reminds me of a conversation I had with Jay when he noticed I was slipping.

“Dude, you gotta open your eyes. Look around! What good does Victoria bring you? And don’t give me some bullshit excuse, not again.” He reproached me as a good and worried best friend. That’s the thing I regret the most, taking Jay for granted.

“She brings me happiness Jay! I love her, I truly do and it’s not my fault you don’t understand that.” I shouted back much more aggressively than him but I was getting tired of this, of all of this. 

“She’s using you.”

“She’s not.” I corrected.

“She is! Everyone knows she likes that bimbo from class H.” 

“She doesn’t Jay! Why can’t you understand? I’ve never seen them interact before in my life and even if they had, what Victoria and I have is mutual.” I kept lying to myself, I knew damn well Jay saw them together all the time, they did have French together after all. Hell, I wasn’t even sure what bimbo out of all the ones I knew he was talking about. 

“Jake please, I don’t want you getting hurt.” Jay pleaded with me, he was desperate for his friend. He didn’t want me getting hurt but I just saw this as a selfish action. I thought he was just jealous of me, how could I be so blind?

“You haven’t seen what I’ve seen.” I croaked out, my voice shaky at this point and my throat raw from the screaming and back and forth arguing.

“AND YOU DON’T FUCKING SEE WHAT I SEE JAKE! LOOK IN THE MIRROR, LOOK AT YOUR TEACHER, LOOK AT YOU FUCKING PARENTS FOR FUCKS SAKE. I’VE BEEN TRYING TO GET SOME SENSE THROUGH YOUR THAT THICK SKULL OF YOURS BUT YOU JUST WON'T LISTEN!” He fell silent. “Please, please Jake. Get out of there.”

“No.”

“No?”

“No, It’s not my problem no one wants to be with you. It’s not my problem you’re jealous of me. It’s not my problem that no one fucking likes you. Fuck you Jay.” I could barely get these words out. I knew what I was saying was the worst thing he ever heard from me. I hurt my best friend and not slightly, I carved into his beating heart and brain that no one loves him. It was as If his eyes held his heart at that very moment, I swear I saw his heart break through his eyes and I saw the tears build up on them before my own vision became too blurry to even distinguish the doorframe. 

Even after this, I continued seein Victoria and I could proudly say we were in an official exclusive couple. I was happy. The girl that I devoted my entire being to accepted my love confession and agreed to be with me but that feeling very deep in my heart didn't let me be happy. I knew it was wrong and that I hurt people in the way but I had spent so much time on her that I couldn’t bring myself to turn back, not then. 

As I’m sure it won’t surprise you, I found out she was only with me because she felt terribly sorry about me, how did she fucking dare? I gave her everything. She somehow found out about my fight with Jay and she felt pity toward me. While she was with me, she continued to date around. The only thing is she was extra careful that I wouldn’t find out and it worked, she successfully cheated on me with multiple people for two years. She didn’t see our relationship as a romantic one, she saw it as some type of charity work as if she was helping me out in some way. I gave her my all. She was my first everything, if I ever tried something for the first time, it would be because of her, hell she even got me to try Mary Jane once. I hate her for it, I really do. She took advantage of me in so many ways and she jsut acted all stupid and oblivious about it. She broke me but didn’t even bother to but my pieces close to each other, she left me broken all over the floor, stepping over me and on me whenever she could.

I wished she had just stayed as a hallway crush. I wish Riki had never asked me what was wrong. I wish I had never gone to Lucías house. I really fucking wish I had never said those things to Jay. I wish I had told my parents the truth and I really wish I had a genie to grant all these wishes.

Some years have passed but the heartbreak and regret remain. Amazingly, my grades were good enough for the college I wanted and the first day of classes I saw Jay. I explained everything you just read and apologized profusely, I still apologize to this day but we are closer than ever. Riki told me Lucía went back to her native country, Chile, he told me she missed it there but he also told me Victoria got into some big trouble for messing with something… I can’t say what it was though. I’m pretty sure Jiung and Jongseob are pursuing careers in music. 

I will never forget Victoria in the worst way possible. I hate her with all my heart and I will always always resent her for too many things. I know a lot of the responsibility is on me but still, spare me some slack, I was eighteen and I had never had any female contact in my life. I’m happy I can somewhat joke about it now. It still hurts but I have to move on and that’s what I’m working on right now. 

Well, that was the story, a bit boring if you ask me but it’s my life. I would have added a star wars and harry potter crossover but apparently that is “not credible” and “stupid” acording to some Park Jongseong.

I always thought I would fall in love with someone like me, a stereotypical “good person”, responsible, sporty, preppy, smart, clean, put together, basically Lucía. All the girls I had ever been interested in before were like her, granted, I was never in love before but the possiblity of me being attracted to the complete opposite of me seemed very unlikely. 

Of course the universe had to prove me wrong.

Sincerely,

Sim Jaeyun.

“We’ll see about that” Part 4

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Fandom: Enhypen

Member: Jay x reader

Genre: fluff, angst

Reader’s gender: female, she/her pronouns

AU: idol!au (reader is in a rookie girl group, made up names of the other members, Jay is an idol in Enhypen)

Trigger warning: jealous Jay, verbal fights (Reader x Jay, Jay x Sunghoon), cursing, very very brief mention of drinking. Let me know if there’s anything I missed!

Summary: Jay starts to notice that Sunghoon, one of his closest friends, has been getting very friendly with his crush, only problem is that he can’t tell him to back off because they’re not together, plus both groups have a dating ban so it’s not like he can act upon his feelings anyways

Word count: 2,215

A/N: Hello!!! I’m backkkk!!! I’m sorry for the very late update but i had a very shitty mental health period but i think i’m feeling better? idrk but here is the update at last. AGAIN IM VERY SORRY 

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What?

What is this?

You just woke up and the first thing you see on your phone is a... unusual text message from the Park Sunghoon but, you can’t possibly know what is usual for him, you have never texted him in your life but after all he is know to be an introvert, that’s why the text message surprised you to say the least.

From: Hoonie <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

“I really liked talking to you today:) do you think we can hang out soon? I miss you”

This text... it’s odd? Your confusion is justifiable. What were supposed to reply to this? Why did he even send this in the first place? Did he really want to hang out with you? Should you say yes to him knowing you have a preference towards his bandmate that just so happens to be the crown asshole of the year? Should you give Sunghoon, the sweetest boy you’ve met recently, a chance?

You didn’t know what to do with all these questions, you had no answers and no one around to help you so you went to look for someone you knew could help even if it meant years of bullying to come.

“JIN-AE!” You shouted, in hopes she hadn’t gone out on an early morning run like usual and to your surprise, she hadn’t hence the scream she let out after yours.

“WHAT DO YOU WANT SO EARLY IN THE MORNING Y/N?!” Jin-Ae yelled back, knowing that everyone else was awake and getting ready for the day.

“I need your help with something real quick” you replied, hoping she wouldn’t dismiss your request.

“Fine, give me a minute I’ll be right there, let me finish cooking breakfast.” she exclaimed.

“I’ll help you out.” you said in hopes you could talk to her sooner.

You made your way to the kitchen and as you passed the rooms of your friends, you saw them all getting ready for whatever event you had to attend but forgot about, you shrugged it off. Whatever it was, it could wait. 

You all had separate rooms, your company had told you that it was to avoid fights between the members of a newly debuted group but if you ever wanted to share rooms in the future, they could easily move your dorms and sort out the sleeping arrangements but you were all doing just fine with your own personal space.

“Oh wow it smells nice, what are you cooking?” You asked once you entered the kitchen where Jin-Ae was waiting for you.

“Just some toast with whatever leftovers I found in the fridge.” she replied mindlessly.

“Okay, what can I help you with?” you asked to be of help to your leader.

“Can you put the bread in the toaster and get the coffee maker started?” Jin-Ae requested.

“Yeah sure.” you said, so you started with it. You got the bread out of the bag it came in and started putting it in the toaster but your toaster only fit four bread slices so you couldn’t do it all at once.

“What was the thing you wanted to ask me about?” Jin-Ae questioned once she remembered why you were helping in the first place.

“Oh right, so Sunghoon texted me last night when I was asleep but he asked me to hang out soon, what do I do?” You asked her in hopes that she had an answer.

“But how did he ask you? That’s important, show me the text.” So that’s what you did, you showed her the text and by the way her eyebrows went to her forehead and her eyes almost popped out of her skull, you assumed it was a little out there.

“Okay, definitely not what I expected. ‘I miss you’? really? he literally met you yesterday bro” Jin-Ae said in disbelief at Sunghoon’s boldness.

“Maybe he was drunk texting? I don’t think he drinks though” You tried to understand his behavior while waiting for the toasts to be done so you can put more bread in the toaster.

“I highly, highly doubt it. Hey, who knows? Maybe you charmed your way into the Ice Prince’s heart.” Jin-Ae said, back to her usual teasing tone.

“Well he is a nice guy, he’s sweet and funny too” you pointed out.

“There you go, tell him you’re free on Saturday or something and go out with him. He’s Jin-Ae approved, far better than that ass Jay.” Your leader said while rolling her eyes at the American's name.

“Okay, okay I will, let’s finish breakfast first though” You said and Jin-Ae agreed, telling you that you only had to agree if you wanted to and that she wasn’t pressuring you into going out with him but you already knew that, still, you appreciate that she told you so.

You both fell into a comfortable silence while preparing breakfast for the rest of the members, both of you doing different things and just humming softly to whatever song came up on your leaders playlist

“Ahh it smells nice here” Naoko said, her voice being soft and dreaming, she sounded like what you thought a mermaid would sound like if they were real, your fans always pointed out that that was one of her many charms. “What are you guys doing? Oh, you’re making breakfast” She pointed out once she saw Jin-Ae making scrambled eggs. “Do you need help with anything?” She asked, wanting to help even if she was still half asleep but you just told her she could go and wake the rest of the members up since neither you nor Jin-Ae needed help with your tasks.

After Naoko came back to the kitchen with the rest of the members trailing behind her, Soo-Yun suggested they helped set the table up while you and the oldest of your group finished preparing breakfast and they all agreed excitedly with the exception of a groggy and sleepy Jun that half-heartedly started clearing up the kitchen island for all your to seat.

Just when your group was done setting up the table, Jin-Ae finished heating up the foos and the last two pieces of toast popped up from the toaster, you placed the fresh toast on a plate and took them to where your members were sitting at, when the girls saw this, they stood up and helped Jin-Ae take everything to the kitchen island so they could all eat at the same time.

“Thank you for the food!” You all said in unison once you all sat down and placed what you were going to eat on your plates, and just like that the kitchen filled up with the quiet chit-chat from you and the noise of your knives and chopsticks clanking against the ceramic of your plates.

Once you were done eating, you each loaded up the dishwasher with the plates and utensils each of you used and later went into your rooms to get ready for the day.

You were the first to shower because you wanted to go out on your own today to walk around the city. You stepped out of the shower, wrapped the towel around your body and brushed your teeth. Once you were done, you made your way to your room to get dressed for the day. You decided on simple and comfortable clothes, adding a cap to hide your face in case dispatch was around and decided it was alright to invade your alone time. Once you were all dressed up and ready to go, you gathered your things, keys, phone, earphones, hand sanitizer, etc, and made your way to the door of your dorm.

“I’M GOING ON A WALK! IF YOU NEED ANYTHING JUST TEXT OR CALL, BYE” You shouted in hopes that at least one of your members heard so that they wouldn’t be worried. Just as you were about to close the door, Jin-Ae ran to it to hold it open.

“Hey, don’t forget to text Sunghoon back, I think he might really be interested.” Jin-Ae reminded you knowing you had already probably forgotten.

“Oh yeah! I won’t, don’t worry about it. I’m looking forward to seeing him.” You said, reassuring your leader. With that said Jin-Ae gave you a nod and waved you goodbye as she closed the door so you could be on your way.

It’s a busy day at the city apparently, there was a lot of people walking on the street, more that you expected but it didn’t bother you because they were not interrupting your plans and, most importantly, no one seemed to notice you or follow you around which relieved you, it made your day more enjoyable. You noticed that the weather was on the colder side, it was winter after all but you didn’t mind it one bit, it was one of your favorite seasons.

Winter.

Winter.

Coats.

Cold.

Snow.

Ice.

Ice Prince.

Sunghoon.

Sunghoon!

Right! I have to reply to his text! But what are you supposed to reply to that? He told you he missed you but you had only met him once. You thought about it for a while until you decided on what to say back to him.

To: Hoonie <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

“heyy! I really liked hanging out with you too honestly and we can defo hang out soon, just tell me when you’re free and I’ll check my schedule :)”

You pressed send and immediately put your phone away so as not to stress over your poor choice of words. Just as you were looking back up, you spotted a cafe, specifically one that Ava would not stop talking about since the first time she went so you, naturally, decided to go in and give it a try. The decoration was lovely, it felt romantic but not in an obnoxious “red hearts and chocolates” kind of romantic, more like a classic kind of romantic, it felt like the kind of romance you read about in old books, it felt like the love that Mr. Darcy had for Elizabeth and you loved it, someone could fall in love here.

You got to the counter to see what they had on the menu, it all looked amazing but you settled on an orange cake and a tea, nothing too heavy because you just had breakfast and you weren’t really that hungry. You chose a seat by the back of the cafe, you didn’t want to be spotted. You had to wait for your food and drink so in the meantime, you took out your phone and you saw that you had a notification from Sunghoon and it was from six minutes ago, he was a fast replier.

From: Hoonie <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

“I’m free today actually, but if it’s too soon don’t worry about i have other days off that can work too”

You should reply, he does seem excited to hang out.

To: Hoonie <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

“today works! I have a day off and i was planning on taking a walk around the city, you can join me if you want”

That should be good, right?

Apparently it was because not even a minute later Sunghoon responded.

From: Hoonie <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

“&%7r3″#0¿¡”

“Sorry about that, my hand slipped”

“And yes! I wanna join you! Our dorm is a little hectic and I would love the calm that you bring”

“I mean the calm that being away from the dorm brings not you”

“But you too don’t get me wrong I love being with you”

“No, not love sorry I don’t love you”

“Wait that sounded so bad let me just- 🚊🚶🏻‍♂️"

To: Hoonie <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

“hoon, you’re rambling”

“just shut up and get over here, I wanna see you already”

“I’m at the Greenhouse Café”

“don’t forget to bring something to hide your face”

From: Hoonie <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

“Oh, I’m pretty close, I’ll be there in like ten”

“Wait for me please :)”

And so you did, you waited for Sunghoon and for your food to get to you. You liked Sunghoon but you knew he wasn’t that comfortable with you just yet because the Sunghoon you have seen is not the same Sunghoon you see in every new episode of “En O’clock” but you really wished you got to see that first hand some time in the future, he’s just naturally funny and charming, you loved it.

While you were stuck in your own thoughts, the staff of the cafe had their eyes stuck on a young gentleman that looked like a prince, how could they see him? Well, he was not wearing a cap, not even sunglasses and his beauty is not something you can just look away from, so naturally, they followed him with his eyes, he was looking for you. That’s when you looked up and saw him standing in all his glory, the fist thing you noticed was how good he looked, the second thing you noticed was that he looked too good in that navy blue shirt you’re sure he stole from Jay, and the third thing you noticed was his lack of camouflage.

“Sunghoon! Are you stupid?” And that was the first thing you said to him, you were about to take it back but couldn't when the widest smile spread across his face and then he made his way towards you.

Tags?: @imliterallyhighrn

“We’ll see about that” Part 3.5

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Fandom: Enhypen

Member: Jay x reader

Genre: fluff, angst

Reader’s gender: female, she/her pronouns

AU: idol!au (reader is in a rookie girl group, made up names of the other members, Jay is an idol in Enhypen)

Trigger warning: jealous Jay, verbal fights (Reader x Jay, Jay x Sunghoon), cursing, very very brief mention of drinking. Let me know if there’s anything I missed!

Summary: Jay starts to notice that Sunghoon, one of his closest friends, has been getting very friendly with his crush, only problem is that he can’t tell him to back off because they’re not together, plus both groups have a dating ban so it’s not like he can act upon his feelings anyways

Word count: -

A/N: Hello! you’re probably wondering what this is, so I’ll explain. Basically this week has been very very rough and my mental health is not doing good so I wasn’t capable of writing a new chapter but I didn’t want to leave you with nothing so I decided to do a couple of fake twitter interaction of the fans and how they reacted to reader and sunghoon interactions. This is very last minute and I’ve never done this before. THIS IS NOT GOING TO TURN INTO A SMAU, it’s just something i put together last minute. Let me know of you like it or absolutely hate it to come up with something new if this ever ever happens again<3<3<3

“We’ll see about that” Part 3

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Fandom: Enhypen

Member: Jay x reader

Genre: fluff, angst

Reader’s gender: female, she/her pronouns

AU: idol!au (reader is in a rookie girl group, made up names of the other members, Jay is an idol in Enhypen)

Trigger warning: jealous Jay, verbal fights (Reader x Jay, Jay x Sunghoon), cursing, let me know if there’s anything I missed!

Summary: Jay starts to notice that Sunghoon, one of his closest friends, has been getting very friendly with his crush, only problem is that he can’t tell him to back off because they’re not together, plus both groups have a dating ban so it’s not like he can act upon his feelings anyways

Word count: 3,220

A/N: Heyyy I just wanted to thank you for the support on this series. It's been really fun tysmmm!!! Also, I got the roommates of of twitter so idk if those are right

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Jay Park was staring directly at Sunghoon and you, he had this analyzing stare combined with furrowed eyebrows, you always thought his eyebrows were a very distinctive feature of his but right now, the only thing that they were achieving was making you feel small at his intense stare. He looked annoyed but, of course you didn’t know if that was true or he just looked like that when waiting. Finally, you were snapped out of your thoughts by Jay yelling something.

“Sunghoon! hurry up, the others are waiting for us.” Jay said in a rather loud voice because of the distance between him and Sunghoon. 

“I’m coming, I’m coming, wait a minute.”

This made your friends look at the scene behind them and they were all surprised at what they saw. You being in direct eyesight of Jay was not something that they thought they were going to see soon. That’s when Jay acknowledged your presence.

“Hey” Jay said, this time referring to you.

You’re not someone that fazes easily, and you didn’t want to seem like one of those girls in the books that freeze when their crush talks to them, so you talked back immediately.

“Hi, I’m y/n” You introduced yourself because that’s what you thought was fitting to do when you meet someone new but apparently you were wrong cause the only thing Jay did was give you a half-assed nod and you were just standing there with a blank expression on your face just processing what just happened and that’s when it hit you

The embarrassment.

You shouldn’t feel embarrassed about this cause it’s not your fault but you just know that your friends are cringing at this moment, you were already preparing yourself mentally to bear with their teasing that you knew was going to happen after being almost entirely ignored by your crush, if you can even call him that, while Sunghoon just stood there completely oblivious of your small interaction with his team member, he was busy with your phone. A couple seconds passed by and Sunghoon finally spoke to you.

“Okay, here’s your phone.” He said with a small smile decorating his face. “Don’t check what I saved myself as ‘til I leave.” he added when he saw you were turning your phone on to do just that.

“Fine I won’t check it if that's what you want” you promised.

“Alright I really have to go now, it was really nice meeting you, I’m really looking forward to hanging out again sometime in the future if you’re up for it” He admitted.

“It was nice meeting you too and sure, let’s hang out some day” You gave him a small smile to indicate that you did, in fact, want to hang out with him.

“I’ll text you then”

“Sure”

And with that being the last words of your conversation, he made his way towards your friend group and made sure to politely say goodbye to them. When he was done with that, he walked towards the car that Jay was driving and as he was opening the passengers door right behind Jay, he turned around and waved at you for the last time that day and you returned the gesture with a smile slowly creeping it’s way to your face and just like that, Sunghoon got in the car, closed the door, and Jay drove off without sparing you a glance. Huh, you wondered if that was his car he was driving, or was it a company car? You’ll never know.

When Jay’s car was finally out of sight, your friends ran up so fast, you barely had time to register the fact that they were even moving toward you in the first place.

“Y/n, I’m so sorry but that was so embarrassing for you” Soo-Yun giggled, barely being able to hold in her laughter.

“Please, I was trying so hard not to laugh when he completely ignored you.” Jun added, making your ears heat up from the embarrassment but it didn’t go unnoticed by Naoko and Mi-Sun.

“Awe y/n, you got embarrassed? Don’t worry, it’s not your fault your bias is kind of an asshole.” Naoko tried reassuring you even though she knew you didn’t care about their light teasing because, let’s be honest, if it was another one of your members in your place you would be laughing in their face.

“Yeah, take me for example, I got completely ignored by Wonyoung today.” Mi-Sun blurted out trying to sympathize with you as best as she could even though she knew that your situation was way worse because Wonyoung wasn’t rude at all, she just didn’t notice Mi-Sun.

“It’s not a big deal honestly, I’m not gonna be butt hurt because some idiotic gobling didn’t bother to open his stupid ass mouth to utter simple words.” when you finished your sentence you realized you did, in fact, sound butt hurt but who can blame you? It is your bias we’re talking about. “Plus, I did end up winning in some way today.” you added to distract the rest from what you just said.

“What do you mean by that?” Jin-Ae asked not really understanding what you were saying but she did assume that it had to do something with Sunghoon having your phone in his hands a couple minutes ago, and she was right.

“I got Sunghoon’s number!” you exclaimed, smiling so hard that your cheeks started to hurt, you couldn’t help it, you were genuinely happy about it.

“No way! I don’t believe it! Show me, show me!” Ava almost shouted from the excitement, she seemed more ecstatic about it than you. You passed her your phone so that she could see his contact number for herself, but you forgot one little detail; you hadn’t checked what he had saved himself as but it was too late now, they were all gathered around your phone as if they had never seen one before.

“Hoonie? with how many hearts?” Jun started counting under her breath and you could faintly hear her in the silence that had built itself from the shock that your members had given themselves from Sunghoon’s contact name. “…nine, ten, eleven, twelve- TWELVE? REALLY Y/N? you just met him, give him three days at least.” Jun finished, rolling her eyes, and failing to keep her serious expression as she laughed at her sarcasm.

“And the hearts with the number three at that, not even emojis” Naoko laughed at that.

“Guys, I promise I didn’t do it, I haven’t even seen it yet.” you said in a desperate effort to save yourself from even more embarrassment.

“Yeah sure, sure, convince yourself of that if that makes you happy” Jin-Ae teased as she gave you your phone back and sure enough, there it was displayed on your screen the following:

“Hoonie <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3″

You weren’t planning on changing it anytime soon though and your friends knew that.

Just then, when you were going to defend yourself some more, one of the chauffeur's from the company came to pick you up and that was all it took for you to leave whatever you were going to say behind as you all got inside of the car.

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“What were you talking about with y/n?” Jay questioned Sunghoon looking at him through the rear-view mirror.

“Huh?” Sunghoon uttered, not having been paying attention to Jay, being much more occupied typing and deleting a text for a certain someone that he had met today, not sure how to start a conversation with you.

“Y/n, you were talking to her when I went to pick you up” At this, Sunghoon looked up at the back of Jay’s head. The mention of your name made him grin, but Jay didn’t notice, he was too busy looking at the road.

“Oh yeah, I met her today, her group was invited to Music Bank, and she was really nice.” Sunghoon grinned, Jay could hear the smile on his voice. annoying, he thought.

“Why didn’t you tell me that she was a guest at Music Bank?” Jay asked with his eyebrows furrowed and his lips, is that a small pout forming on his lips?

“Well, honestly I didn’t know, I didn’t bother reading the papers that Music Bank gave me and I didn’t really know who y/n was when I saw her. Why do you ask though? Wait, how do you even know her?” The self-called ‘Hoonie’ interrogated his team member.

“Pfft, are you really asking me that?” Jay incredulously asked.

“Yeah?”

“Picture Perfect is all Sunoo has been talking to us about, did you forget?”

“No, not at all, but I just didn’t really realize that the group from my paper and the group Sunoo talks about all the time were the same so I just-” he got cut off.

“You assumed I wasn’t gonna associate it either? Believe me Sunghoon, y/n is a very hard face to forget.” Jay interjected in an almost hostile tone and chuckled dryly. “And Sunoo never shuts up about her either '' He added playfully so that Sunghoon wouldn’t think he’s mad at him.

Before either of them noticed, they had already arrived at the grilled meat place they had agreed to meet that morning to celebrate one of their many award show wins of the year. They both got out of the car once Jay had found a place to park. When they entered the restaurant, the hostess asked them if they had a reservation.

“Uhh yeah actually we’re here with them” Jay replied when his eyes landed on various colorful heads.

Once the hostess, who’s name they learned was Kyung-Mi, realized who they were pointing at she guided them to the table with the rest of the members and left to give them some time to decide what they wanted to order.

“Hey guys” the eldest, Heeseung, greeted the newcomers, being the first one to acknowledge their presence. After that, an echo of various greetings could be heard amongst the boys.

“How was shopping, Jay? Did you buy anything?” Jungwon asked Jay wanting to know about his day.

“Yeah, actually I found that jacket I was telling you guys I wanted the other day, remember?” Jay questioned.

“The blue one?”

“No.”

“The green one?”

“No,”

“Oh, the red one, right?”

“No.”

“Ahhh the purple one!”

“Yeah, that one!” Jay exclaimed, happy that Jake had finally guessed the right color.

“Ohh yeah I remember that one.” Sunoo assured, knowing full well he had no idea what purple jacket Jay and Jake were talking about. “Did you buy me the sweater I asked for by any chance?” Sunoo asked Jay, curious as to whether he had found the sweater he had seen the last time he went to the mall but couldn’t get.

Jay only nodded in confirmation, being too busy with the menu that Kyung-Mi gave him.

Once Sunghoon and he had decided what to order, they called a waitress over so that she could take all their orders. Sunghoon thought it was very nice of them to have waited for them to order. Once the waitress was done writing everything down, she politely excused herself and left to give their orders to the kitchen. At this, Ni-ki thought he was going to start some small talk.

“Sunghoon, how was Music Bank today? Did you have guests today or was it a performance with Wonyoung?”

“Oh, Music Bank was great today, I was actually gonna tell you about this, but don’t freak out, Sunoo I’m looking at you” Sunghoon said, giving Sunoo a pointed look.

“Why would I? You’re acting suspicious, Hoon” Sunoo chuckled.

“Believe me, you will freak out” Jay said with a knowing smirk and at this Sunoo gave him an uneasy look.

“Ok so basically, I didn’t really know who was gonna be today’s guest cause I didn’t really inform myself about it. I arrived on set, and I saw TXT and thought ‘ok cool, it’s just our friends’ but then Kai told me that another group was there that he had really liked but he didn’t have time to elaborate ‘cause they called us, we were gonna start filming. So, we walked there and guess who I saw there?” Sunghoon started recalling his day to his members.

“ITZY?” Heeseung asked.

“No stupid it has to be someone Sunoo really likes.” Ni-ki playfully shoved his elder.

“Kep1er? I really like Kep1er, they just debuted and Bahiyyih is Kai’s sister so it would make sense, right?” Sunoo guessed.

“I like your logic but no”

“Wait, wait, wait, it’s a group Sunoo likes, and they have to be promoting to be on Music Bank, right?” Jungwon looked at Sunghoon for confirmation.

“Yeah, that’s right.” He affirmed.

“Wouldn’t that be Picture Perfect? The ones that just debuted?” Jungwon said, proving his smarts.

“NO WAY! DID YOU MEET PICTURE PERFECT BEFORE ME?!” Sunoo almost yelled which caused some of the members to shush him while the others were laughing at his exaggerated reaction.

“I did” Sunghoon mocks Sunoo by sticking his tongue out.

“No fair, I’m the one that stans them. You barely paid attention when I put their videos on the tv back at the dorm” Sunoo pouted.

“I know but I have to admit that they’re really talented. I hadn’t really seen their performances but when I was in the car, I watched a couple and their stage presence is amazing, especially y/n’s” Sunghoon expressed his admiration toward the group, more specifically, you.

“Don’t tell me you have a crush on y/n,” Heeseung said dreadfully. “We all know how your last crush ended” He continued.

“Hey! At least she didn’t reject me for my personality, she just doesn’t like men so you can’t blame me for that one, she would’ve rejected all of you.” Sunghoon defended himself.

“Sill, your misery that week was embarrassing.” Heeseung argued.

“It’s not like I like her, like her. I just think she’s pretty and nice.”

“That’s what they all say,” Jake joked. “But yeah, I believe you, I mean, you just met her today and you’re not one to rush into things like that.”

“Thank you, Jake” Sunghoon jokingly said.

“Do you have her number?” Jungwon asked, having this gut feeling that he did have your number.

“Shit! I forgot! I do! I have to text her”

“You have her number too?! unbelievable” Sunoo exasperated.

“She asked me first though so don’t hate me for that one.”

“Did she?” Jay questioned, speaking up for the first time since the beginning of the conversation about you.

“Yeah, I don’t know why, not complaining though.” 

“Maybe she just wanted it for... future references or something” Jay added, trying to convince himself of that but failing.

“What do you mean?” Sunghoon asked, confused.

“Ugh ignore him, he’s probably just jealous that you got the phone number of his bias” Sunoo dismissed Jay’s annoyed comments.

“I didn’t know she’s your bias, I’m sorry Jay. I wouldn’t have given her my number if I knew you liked her”

“I don’t like her though, she’s just that, a bias, nothing more and nothing less. It’s really not that deep so don’t worry about it.” Jay tried hiding his slight annoyance, key word: tried. Sunoo, Ni-ki and Jungwon could see right through it.

Ni-ki, being very well aware of the tension between Sunghoon and Jay, decided to change the topic drastically by mentioning that their manager told him that they would be filming a new episode of ‘En-O’clock’ that week, that seemed to be enough to steer the conversation away from you and the members started speculating on what crazy or weird thing they were going to film, that was something they always looked forward to. Before they knew it, their food had arrived and Jay started grilling the meat, everyone was enjoying that night leaving the tension behind and celebrating their success so far, they were all proud of themselves and each other.

When they were all done eating, they gathered their things, paid for the food and left after saying goodbye to the hostess. They decided to walk on the streets during the night, they walked for a couple minutes when they came across an ice cream shop, even though it was 10:24pm and it was 10°C they still chose to get some ice cream as dessert, they deserved it.

The first one to order was Ni-ki and he decided on strawberry, Heeseung was next and he chose Chocolate Marshmallow, next was Sunoo who obviously chose Mint Chocolate and Sunghoon did not fail to make a disgusted face towards his choice of ice cream. Sunghoon ordered next and he told the man behind the counter that he wanted Coffee, which seemed fitting. Jungwon was next and his choice was some good old plain vanilla, it’s never wrong. Jake wanted something a bit more refreshing, so he went for Lemon Sorbet and Jay, after a good five minutes of contemplating, chose Pistachio

When they all had their ice creams, they decided to go to a park nearby to eat them sitting down so they wouldn’t accidentally drop them. When they all arrived at the park, they all sat down on some benches that were positioned in a circle. Perfect.

They started with small talk, but they ended up talking about their days in I-Land. They reminisce about the fun moments, the sad ones and the scary ones, the nostalgia filled the night air, but this is what the members enjoyed, relaxing, and talking amongst themselves. Being able to have free time was something they greatly appreciated because they didn’t get moments like this very often.

12:00am eventually rolled around and they decided it was time to go back to their dorms, all very satisfied with their night. They took turns in the bathroom to shower, wash their faces and brush their teeth, it was a routine they have familiarized themselves with from all the times they’ve done it.

Once they were done, they all went to their rooms to get some sleep so they wouldn’t feel too tired the next day. 

Sunghoon was the last to lay on his bed amongst his roommates Jungwon, Sunoo and Ni-ki. He picked up his from where he had left it when they arrived from their night out and checked the time. It was already 12:47am so he decided that it would be for the best to try to fall asleep right away, so he got started on that. Whenever he wasn’t feeling tired or sleepy, he would start imagining hypothetical scenarios in his head to distract himself from his thoughts so he could rest so that’s what he started doing, only thing is that this time it did not work. His thoughts started drifting more and more until they landed in one thing, or, more precisely, one person.

You.

Sunghoon couldn’t sleep because of you. That was when he remembered that he had been meaning to text you earlier, but he didn’t want to distract himself from the quality time with his best friends, so that’s what he did, he texted you and because he was tired, he really didn’t think too deeply on what to say and he just pressed ‘SEND’ and immediately fell asleep with a soft smile decorating his lips.

“We’ll see about that” Part 2

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Fandom: Enhypen

Member: Jay x reader

Genre: fluff, angst

Reader’s gender: female, she/her pronouns

AU: idol!au (reader is in a rookie girl group, made up names of the other members, Jay is an idol in Enhypen)

Trigger warning: jealous Jay, verbal fights (Reader x Jay, Jay x Sunghoon), cursing, let me know if there’s anything I missed!

Summary: Jay starts to notice that Sunghoon, one of his closest friends, has been getting very friendly with his crush, only problem is that he can’t tell him to back off because they’re not together, plus both groups have a dating ban so it’s not like he can act upon his feelings anyways

Word count: 2,763

A/N: Hello!! Thank you for reading the first part. I really hope you enjoyed it. I know that this part is late but I’m currently with covid and I haven’t been feeling my best but I’m slowly getting better yayy :). Anyway, what I wanted to say is that I know Jin-Ae teases the reader a lot but it’s never serious it’s just how their dynamic is and boundaries have been set beforehand so Jin-Ae knows what and what not to say, reader also teases Jin-Ae but we’re gonna see that later on. Ok that’s it, I hope you like this part!!!

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“Oh, sorry I just got a little nervous that’s all” you replied looking down at your feet.

Sunghoon chuckled lowly 

“I make you nervous?” he asked with a smug grin planted.

“What?!” you exclaimed, taken aback. “No that’s not what I meant I-” you got cut off.

“No? Then what did you mean by that?” he asked, still with his grin that was starting to annoy you, since when is he so cocky?

I- never mind that now, Wonyoung told me you were looking for me and here I am, now tell me what’s up” you said with an air of confidence that Sunghoon was not expecting after your rambling from a couple sentences ago.

“Uhm sorry” he cleared his throat “I just wanted to congratulate you on your debut and all your stages so far, I’ve been watching them, and you guys really have something” he complimented your hard work, but you were still confused about something.

“Well thank you I really appreciate it but why are you talking to me and not Jin-Ae or everybody?” You asked, curious as to what he was going to say.

“Why Jin-Ae?” he seemed genuinely confused.

“Cause she’s the leader?”

“Oh well it’s just...” he put his hand behind his neck rubbing it nervously, trying to think of a response and you just waited in complete silence. “I just thought- well you stood out to me from the rest of your members, don’t get me wrong, you are all great but there is just something about you that caught my attention and I can’t tell what it is, I mean i can but I won’t tell cause that would be embara-” he was grinning down at the ground with the last sentence but you cut him off before he could finish.

“Sunghoon?”

“Yeah?”

“You’re rambling” and it was your turn to give him a smug smile.

“Eish!” you both started laughing and that’s what finally broke the tension between you two, it was Sunghoon the one that started talking.

“I’m sorry for acting like a douchebag earlier, I just wanted to seem cooler like Jake” he confessed, and you giggled at that. “He carries himself like that, you know?”

“What do you mean? You’re already great, you don’t have to act like Jake to seem cool, no, scratch that, you don’t have to act like anyone but yourself. You are already really appealing, for real. Your personality is amazing, and I personally think it’s what makes you, uhm approachable.” You hesitated at the last sentence because you didn’t quite know what to call him. In reality you wanted to say that his personality was one of the main things that made him attractive but, you thought that maybe, just maybe, it was a little too soon for that yet, you didn’t want to seem too forward but maybe in the future you would find yourself telling everything that, for now, remain unsaid.

“What?! My personality is what makes me approachable? Not my good looks?” he gasped, acting shocked as if you had just told him that he was the most repulsive creature you had ever seen in your lifetime.

“BRO NO I DIDN’T SAY THAT OMG” you shouted at him with a playful laugh. “I’m just saying that you being attractive is intimidating and you’re hard to approach, that’s all” you continued, lifting your hands in surrender.

“Ok you just bro-zoned and called me attractive in the same sentence, you are so confusing, bro” he said with an incredulous smile, with his head looking down at the floor.

You both smiled at each other for a while, for you, it lasted for hours though you knew it had been only a couple minutes. What broke the silence between you two was your phone ringing. You took it out of your pocket to see the caller ID and it was none other than Ava. You, being fluent in English and her being from the USA, you picked up in English, also, you didn’t want Sunghoon to hear your conversation like you had done with his.

“Hello Ava? What’s up?” You asked, curious as to why she was calling you so suddenly.

“Hey y/n, the girls and I were just wondering where you were, we’re all ready and we’re supposed to be leaving in five minutes”

“Oh, I’m still with Sunghoon but I’ll be leaving now, sorry about that” you replied with a sheepish smile even though Ava couldn’t see you from the other side of the big studio where Music Bank was filmed at.

“No don’t worry, I’ll tell everyone that you’re on your way” she said, ready to end the phone call so she could see you as soon as possible to get all the details from your talk with Sunghoon.

“Okay, okay, I’ll see you in a minute, bye” You finalized.

You placed your phone back in your designated pocket which you, years ago, deemed appropriate that your right back pocket of your pants would be the only place you would put your phone away, and if that option wasn’t available because you were wearing a skirt, you would put it in the right front pocket of said skirt, and if that wasn’t an option either then you would put it in whatever pocket you had available at that point.

“Hoon I’m sorry but I have to leave now, my friends are calling me to leave” you said with a tired smile, the fatigue of your long week had just started to kick in.

“Hoon? We’re already on a nickname basis? I’ll take it, I’ll take it, sweetheart” he replied, emphasizing the last word in his sentence.

“Please never call me that again” you said with an evident cringe shown on your face.

“You got it, Princess”

“Sunghoon, I swear-”

“Okay, Okay no more I promise” he said with a very satisfied, smug smile.

"Alright, if you say so. I have to go now Sunghoon, but it was a pleasure meeting. I hope we see each other soon" you said, wearing a polite smile across your face.

"Bye y/n, it was a pleasure for me too" he reciprocated and that's when you bowed so you could make your way towards your friends as soon as possible. When you arrived at the changing rooms, you were immediately quizzed on what Sunghoon wanted. Why did he want to see you?

“So? How did it go with Prince Charming?” Soo Yun questioned you.

“Mmmh, don’t you mean Ice Prince?” Jun corrected Soo Yun. You were grateful that their questions were not being as invasive as you expected them to be, so you made sure to silently thank her, of course, your gratefulness, only lasted a couple of seconds because your one and only leader had to come and ruin the tranquility as always, she assured everyone that it was one of her charming points but you weren’t too sure yourself.

“I bet he confessed his undying love to her and then claimed that they were soulmates meant to be together for eternity.” Jin-Ae teased, all in good fun.

“Yeah, he did actually” you said in a very sarcastic tone but your dear friends were not bright enough to catch it. At this point you didn’t care what your friends were saying because you knew no one was gonna hear them as a result of that you were all alone in the changing rooms, so you just let them have their fun for a while.

“WHAT?!” they all exclaimed in unison. That startled you to say the least.

“Omg guys?! No need to shout, wow” you said, very stunned to say anything more.

“Okay okay but, what do you mean? Did he really confess?” Jun asked, very curious as to what you were going to say.

“Guys It was just sarcasm, of course he didn’t confess his ‘undying love’ for me but, I have to admit that some of the things he said were... suspicious I guess.” You said in lack of a better word.

“Suspicious? Nah you’re gonna have to elaborate on that one, pretty girl” Mi-Sun said, speaking for the first time since you arrived but you had noticed that she had been silently paying attention, huh, your love life may be more interesting than you thought.

“Alright so basically, Sunghoon told me that he wanted to congratulate all of us on our debut and stages blah blah blah, but it was weird at first cause when I walked up to him he was on his phone and I didn’t want to interrupt him so I just waited for him to notice me but that was a bad idea cause he got a call, from Sunoo might I add, and then I really didn’t want to interrupt him so I may or may not have heard literally half of the conversation and the only thing that Sunghoon was talking was about some girl he met that was really pretty apparently? I don’t even know at this point but, anyway, long story short, he noticed me and hung up and said the debut thing, but, AND HEAR ME OUT ON THIS ONE I PROMISE I’M NOT A DELULU” you were talking very fast, and the last sentence made your friends cackle, laughing at your exasperation rightfully so. “It was weird, as I was saying before, cause like, he was acting all cocky and flirty and we all know he’s too much of an introvert and a shy person at first to just act like that when he’s meeting someone for the first time so I kind of called him out on it very subtly and-”

“Bro you can’t call out someone like that when they’re trying to act cool in front of someone, especially if that someone is someone they may be interested in, that’s a total blow to the ego” Mi-Sun said. “Plus, I don’t blame him for trying to act cool in front of someone as pretty as you,” She added with a reminiscing smirk.

“Okay I get it, but it was throwing me off and after that he started acting like the Sunghoon I had seen before on their videos and everything. After that he told me that he wanted to seem more like Jay and I was sooo confused as to why, so I obviously complimented his personality but then he started getting really playful and, this is the delulu part, I’m not stupid, I know that was his attempt at flirting cause then he called me confusing? if that’s not the confusing part I don’t know what is. Then, no no wait” You stopped Soo-Yun before she talked so you could finish your explanation. “I accidentally called him Hoon and in response he called me SWEETHEART AND PRINCESS LIKE, WHAT IS THAT BUT AN ATTEMPT AT FLIRTING?” you were exasperated at the end of your explanation because you had not had time to really process what had happened with Sunghoon and now that you laid it out, you realized how suspicious Sunghoon had been acting.

“Okay yeah definitely not delulu but maybe he thought you were gonna be ugly and then he saw you and was shocked at you being pretty? I mean that’s what happened to me when I first saw you” Mi-Sun said while she was slouching on the chair she was supposed to be sitting on.

“Or maybe he’s a fan and you’re his bias?” Soo-Yun questioned.

“He doesn’t really seem like a girl group stan though” Jun said with an analyzing face, she was deep in thought.

“No, he looks like he secretly is but the only one that knows is Sunoo” Naoko affirmed. “He looks like he stans ITZY, damn I love ITZY so much I wanna meet them so bad.” And everyone agreed with both sentences because they were both very true.

“Back to the point y/n, I’m sure if you give, whatever this mess is, sometime everything will be solved and sorted out sooner or later, don’t stress too much about this and, might I add, that we all know you prefer Jay anyway.” Jin-Ae said, giving you good advice. One thing that Jin-Ae never fails to be is a good leader, she will always be there to guide you through anything, and you really appreciate everything she has ever done for you so that you would tolerate all the teasing that comes with being friends with her because you would never exchange her for anything.

“Yes, I do, Jay is my bias after all, but he doesn’t even know I exist, ugh that was not even the point but whatever, we’ll just see what happens I guess” you said, ending the discussion. When you all agreed on that, Ava told you that the driver was outside to take you back to the dorms, so you all made your way to the exit. Once you were all outside, you saw Sunghoon wearing a jacket that you had only ever seen before on his twitter posts, waiting for someone, probably his driver, you thought. 

“Oh look, who’s there y/n” Ava pointed out Sunghoon’s presence. “Did you get his number so you can contact him later on?” She asked just to make sure you hadn’t forgotten to do something as important as that.

“Oh, no actually, should I go ask him?” 

“Yes, you dumbass, how are you gonna ask him on a date if you don’t even talk to each other” Naoko said, laughing at your obliviousness.

So, you took Naoko’s advice and walked up to Sunghoon.

“Hey Sunghoon, sorry to bother you on coming onto you like this but I was wondering if I could maybe get your number? It’s ok if you don’t want to though.” you said shyly but very straight forward anyway,

“Yeah, no, yeah, for sure!” He said very excitedly with his eyes wide open and nodding excessively, maybe the effect of one of the prettiest girls he had ever seen asking for his number but regardless, you got taken aback at his eagerness. He shoved his phone into your hand so you could put your number in. While you were typing in the number, Sunghoon got a text notification, and you couldn’t help but read it by accident. The notification was from Jay, you obviously knew who Jay was and you didn’t second guess it either; the text read ‘omw’, on his way? To where? Was he planning on hanging out with Sunghoon? No, it’s none of your business, don’t dwell on it, you’re not going to reach an answer either way so why waste brain cells? You finished typing your number onto Sunghoon’s phone and when you were done you texted yourself so you could save his number as soon as possible so you didn’t have to go through the brief scare you get when a random number texts you. You gave Sunghoon his phone back and told him to save you with whatever name he wanted, at the same time you pulled out your phone from the right back pocket of your jeans to check the text and passed him your phone this time.

“Here” you said, giving him your phone. In return he gave you a puzzled look so you explained further.

“Save yourself in my contacts, choose whatever name you want” You instructed him as a wide grin appeared on his face while realization hit.

“Whatever I want?” he asked again just to make sure he didn´t misheard you.

“Yes, whatever you want”

“Okay” he said with a smile looking down at your phone. You thought those smiles where so cute on him, he looked so happy and shy whenever he smiled like that

You could see how he hesitated ever so slightly before giving an affirming nod and typing whatever name he had come up with as his contact’s name on your phone.

Your phone.

He liked that he has your number, he likes it a lot.

Just when he was about to say something to you, a car pulled up on the street right in front of where you were standing very close to Sunghoon. That made Sunghoon look at the car and his grin fell from his face because it was his ride, if his ride was here that meant that he had to leave and he didn’t want to leave you just yet, but it couldn’t be helped when whoever was on the driver’s seat, lowered his window and looked directly at you two and that’s when you saw him

Jay

Jay Park.

“We’ll see about that” Part 1

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Fandom: Enhypen

Member: Jay x reader

Genre: fluff, angst

Reader’s gender: female, she/her pronouns

AU: idol!au (reader is in a rookie girl group, made up names of the other members, Jay is an idol in Enhypen)

Trigger warning: jealous Jay, verbal fights (Reader x Jay, Jay x Sunghoon), let me know if there’s anything I missed!

Summary: Jay starts to notice that Sunghoon, one of his closest friends, has been getting very friendly with his crush, only problem is that he can’t tell him to back off because they’re not together, plus both groups have a dating ban so it’s not like he can act upon his feelings anyways

Word count: 3,067

A/N: hi! so this is my first fic ever, I thought I could start my blog with an actual writing instead of waiting for a request cause that would take too long lol. If there’s any feedback that you want to give me, please do. I would really appreciate it cause I want to improve as much as possible and if you feel like there’s something wrong or offensive with the fic, please let me know and I’ll do better next time. I had the idea for the fic last night, but I was too lazy to turn on my computer but here it is, hope you like it!  (also please keep in mind that all the group members of the reader are made up and are not modeled after anyone in specific and they don’t have any face claims. Reader is the third oldest. Jin-Ae, Soo-Yun and Jun are Korean while Naoko and Mi-Sun are Japanese and Ava is American. Reader is from wherever you want her to be. Also the group name was made with a random word generator :) that’s it, enjoy!!)

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You were getting ready for the third interview of the week, you had debuted two weeks ago alongside six other girls that you would consider your sisters. Their names were: Jin-Ae, Soo-Yun, Jun, Naoko, Mi-Sun and Ava with Jin-Ae being the oldest and Ava the youngest. 

You have always seemed to be closest to Soo-Yun and Jun cause you three share the same age and you met in the auditions, you instantly bonded over the nerves that you were feeling at that moment because there were a lot of people watching the auditions and you really, really didn't want to mess up. Once you passed the auditions, you met Ava, she was really shy and wouldn’t talk to you unless you spoke to her first but one day you were assigned as dance partners for some work as a trainee and that’s when you started getting close cause you would see each other almost every day and then you introduced Ava to Soo-Yun and Jun and you three almost adopted her, she was very lonely, she was far away from her home and she didn’t have anyone to go to when things got hard so, you three made a promise to take care of Ava all the time and treat her as family.

You met Naoko, Mi-Sun and Jin-Ae when you were told you were going to debut, you had seen the girls around but never had had a proper conversation with them, so you were really hoping they were nice and got along with everyone else, and they did. You had to do a couple of chemistry exercises where you would bond because your company really wanted your group to be successful and they knew they wouldn’t get that if there was any bad blood between the members. The exercises worked wonders and before you knew it you were performing your debut stage, hundreds of lights shining on your face with big screens behind you decorating and illuminating the dance floor. You were all sweating a lot from dancing and singing and, might as well add you weren’t used to all the cameras pointing at you, especially the one that was recording your fancam because it would definitely capture all your mistakes. 

After the debut stage, your group and new had to mentally prepare yourself for all the promotion that you had to do, that meant Mnet stages, Inkigayo interviews, KBS presentations and other things you didn’t even want to think about. That brings you here, to Music Bank, where Wonyoung from IVE and Sunghoon from Enhypen where currently MCing, you were so excited to meet Sunghoon cause he’s part of one of your favorite groups ever and you have always admired him for being able to choose between being an idol or a figure skater which seems so hard cause he put years of effort into figure skating only to realize he wanted to be an idol. Admirable in your opinion. 

“Hey y/n, what selcas should I post tomorrow? The ones from the day at the park or the ones that I took just now?” Naoko asked you absentmindedly, snapping you out from your thoughts.

“Huh? Oh! I think you should post the ones from Music Bank when it airs and the ones from the park today when we get out of work” you replied, still a little dazed from the interruption. 

“I think you should just post the ones from Music Bank today, that’s what Stray Kids do all the time, they just post their pictures before the interviews air” Mi-Sun says as she overhears the conversation, chuckling lightly at her own example. “That way you can save the other pictures and post them when we’re on a break from work” she adds 

“Yeah, yeah you’re right, I’m gonna do that” she concludes in a pensive tone.

“Ok everyone! Be ready in 10 please, we start recording in 20 and we need you all on set by then!” said, very loudly, some lady that you can only guess is the producer or some sort of assistant. 

“Alright guys, move your butts and let’s get going, we don’t wanna make a bad first impression,” groaned Jin-Ae as she rose from her seat for the first time in an hour. “Especially not you y/n, judging by the fact that it’s Sunghoon we’re meeting,” she said in a sly tone.

A choir of “oohs” and “aahs” echoed across the room, everyone inside, except for the hair and makeup ladies, who were tidying up their things, knew what was going on.

“Oh, come on Jin-Ae, you told me you weren’t gonna mention it today, plus, it’s not like I have a crush on the guy, I just think he’s cute” you muttered lowly the last part, but it didn’t go unnoticed by Ava though she chose to keep quiet cause she knew how much you didn’t like talking about these kind of things in public.

“Yeah, yeah whatever you say” Jin-Ae said, wearing a smirk, in a dismissive but playful tone. “Now let’s get going or we’re really gonna be late” she added seriously 

And just like that, you were on your way to the first segment of the show, the first thing you were going to record was the interview part on those little stairs with another group, but you didn’t know what group you would be with, so you were eager to find out. You had your suspicions that it had to be a rookie group too.

“Treasure?” You thought “No, I’m pretty sure they haven’t debuted yet. Maybe TRENDZ? But didn’t they come here not that long ago? Ugh this is so nerve wracking” You started thinking about all the possibilities, who could be here? What other groups are promoting? do they even have to be promoting to be here?

“Hello! It’s really nice to meet you all!” you heard a high-pitched voice say, you had been looking down at the floor thinking about what group you were going to record with, so you immediately looked up to not seem disrespectful. When you focus your vision on whoever the voice belonged to, you realized that it came from none other than the MC herself, Jang Wonyoung. You had never really paid attention to her, but you realized she was as pretty as the tabloids said and you were in awe at that.

“Hi! Nice to meet you too!” you all said in unison. “I’m Jin-Ae, the leader of Picture Perfect, it’s truly a pleasure to be here” she said genuinely. “Thank you so much for having us.” you added in a grateful but composed voice.

“That’s very nice of you,” Wonyoung replied with a beautiful smile that would make anyone stumble over their words. “I’ve been watching your stages and I’m really amazed at them, you guys are so coordinated, it’s truly incredible to see, and your concept is so different from what we usually see in girl groups, very refreshing and bold really.” She rambles on and on about how much she enjoys your music and content in general and you can’t help but feel much more confident than what you did before talking to Wonyoung, you really needed this conversation. 

“Wonyoung you’re so sweet, thank you so much, it really means a lot coming from someone as experienced as you” Jun replies.

“No need to thank me, I’m just saying what everyone is thinking.” she says with a grin. “Anyway, we’re just waiting for Sunghoon to finish with hair and makeup and when he’s done with that, he’ll bring TXT with them” she adds but is quickly interrupted.

“Sorry, what? Did I hear that right? TXT?” Ava asked wide-eyed from the information she just heard.

“Uhm yes? Are you ok?” asked Wonyoung, genuinely concerned and confused at Ava’s reaction.

“YES-” she clears her throat, composes herself and tries again. “Yes, I’m okay, I’m just a very big fan of Tomorrow x Together and I didn’t know they were coming here today” Ava chuckles nervously towards the end of her sentence.

“Oh that’s okay, no need to be nervous, they are some of the sweetest most humble guys you’ll ever meet, and I might as well add that they were very excited to be here today with all of you cause they’ve seen and heard so much from you that they can’t wait to see it all live themselves” Wonyoung added in an effort to calm Ava down but it failed seeing that Ava started freaking out even more when she saw the infamous kpop group, walking on the hallway on her direction.

“Hi, it’s a pleasure to meet you everyone, I’m Ava and I’m the maknae from Picture Perfect, I don’t know if you know me or us, but I’m really excited to be meeting you, I’ve been a fan of your work since pre-debut...” And Ava went on and on rambling about how much she loved them, but she grew quiet once she noticed that all eyes were on her and that she hadn’t introduced herself to Sunghoon yet. “I’m sorry” she said bashfully.

“No don’t apologize it’s ok, I’m really glad you like us cause, personally, I’ve been checking out your work and it’s really good, especially for rookies, like I’m sure that if you had more exposure, you would be topping the charts already” Soobin complimented Ava to show his gratitude towards her dedication.

Ava was speechless at that, she didn’t know how to react and so you, being one of her closest friends, decided to step in. 

“Uhh thank you Soobin and hi! to everyone!” you chuckled awkwardly. “It’s nice to finally meet you all and hi Sunghoon, thank you for having us here” you added.

Sunghoon froze, he didn’t know what to say, he was speechless and rightfully so cause you were one of the prettiest girls he had ever seen. Granted, as an MC, he should have informed himself a little about who was going to come to the show but truthfully, he had been having a very busy week with all the projects he had been working on so he didn't have the time to look anything up, he just saw the name “Picture Perfect” and “Tomorrow x Together” on the papers he had been given followed by a list of names of all the members that he had to learn but, of course he didn’t bother with the names of TXT cause he obviously already knew them. 

“Sunghoon? Don’t just stare at her, talk, don’t be creepy” Wonyoung whispered so as to not embarrass her friend.

Sunghoon shook his head, as if that would help him clear up his thoughts.

“Umm hi, hi hello, pleasure to meet you” Sunghoon mumbled with a shy smile painting his beautifully blushed lips.

“Okay guys, we need you all on the stage, we start rolling in two minutes” The same lady that was in the dressing rooms before exclaimed.

And so, you all made your way to the designated set where the interview was going to take place, the two MCs were reviewing the questions that they had to ask and the lines they had to say, especially Sunghoon, who was very lost with all that. Once you were all placed where you had to be, the lady started yelling commands again to some of the crew members and when she made sure everything was in place, she directed her voice towards you.

“Alright, we’re on in 3,” she started counting down and you could see Wonyoung and Sunghoon fixing up their hair, Wonyoung was next to TXT while Sunghoon was next to your group. “2, 1...”

“The guests we are going to meet today photograph really well,” exclaimed Sunghoon with a small smile.

“And we also have here with us fourth generation leaders that we’re sure you know and love,” added Wonyoung with her beautiful eye smile.

“Picture Perfect and Tomorrow x Together, welcome!” said the two in unison

And the interview went on for three minutes where your group explained your name and your concept in a simple way and TXT talked about an upcoming project of theirs. When you were all done you said your thank you’s and retired backstage to get into more comfortable clothes so that you could go back home.

“Well, this was fun, sucks that we couldn’t do a stage though” Naoko groaned, exhausted from the week that was finally coming to an end.

“Honestly? I’m low-key glad we didn’t have to perform” You confessed 

“Why? Did Sunghoon make you that nervous?” Jin-Ae questioned you with a smirk dancing on her face.

“Please! Do you really think some guy would make our ace nervous? Y/n is better than that” Soo-Yun assured Jin-Ae.

Just when those words left her mouth, a knock on the door of the girls dressing room could be heard and everyone stopped what they were doing because they weren’t expecting anyone, but it was Mi-Sun who walked up to the door to answer it.

“Oh, Wonyoung hi, what are you doing here? Is everything alright?” Mi-Sun stammered from the surprise of seeing Wonyoung on the doorway.

“Hi, I’m actually looking for y/n? They told me she would be here” Wonyoung replies without noticing how Mi-Sun’s grin falters slightly.

“Yeah, she’s here,” Mi- Sun replies. “Y/n, Wonyoung is looking for you” she uttered, directing her voice towards the inside of the dressing room.

You walk up to the doorway while Mi-Sun retracts from it, mumbling a quiet “Bye” to Wonyoung.

As you passed her on your way to Wonyoung, you gave her a weird stare cause it’s not often she does things like this, so you made a mental note to ask her later when you two were back at your dorms alone.

“Hey y/n sorry to bother you but I just wanted to let you know that Sunghoon was looking at you- for you, i meant he was looking for you, yeah” she informed you, tripping over her words because she wasn’t quite sure what she wanted to say

“Why?” you inquired.

“I really don’t know, he just told me to tell you that he will be waiting outside the studio waiting for you when you get out, he told me he has to tell you something important” Wonyoung went on to explain. “He didn’t want to barge in here” she added so that you could understand the reasoning behind him waiting for you and it not being in a creepy sort of way.

“Oh sure, I’ll be on my way in like ten minutes or so, thanks for letting me know.” you gulped, still wary of the situation but not doubting that Wonyoung had good intentions.

“Good! I’ll text Sunghoon to let him know you’re going, goodbye! rest well!”

“Thank you! You too!”

“What did Wonyoung want you for?” asked Jun curiously.

“She wanted to let me know that Sunghoon was looking for me” you stated but it came out sounding more like a question than an answer

“Sounds like the Ice Prince has a crush” Jin-Ae playfully commented knowing it ticked you off.

“Oh, come on Jin-Ae cut it off already, you know he doesn’t want anything like that, he probably just wants to know about us as a group” you replied, mildly annoyed at her.

“If he wanted to know about our group it would have made more sense that he was looking for Jin-Ae though” Soo-Yun added her input to the conversation, and you could hear other members agreeing with her.

“Well, I don’t know, we’ll see what he wants when I’m done with him. Now, if you’ll excuse me, I have somewhere to be” you finalized with a soft smile on your face so that the rest of the girls didn’t think you were mad at them.

With that said, you were on your way to the exit, where you were told Sunghoon would be waiting for you and sure enough, there he was in all of his bleached-blonde platinum haired glory that reflected a green hue because of the “EXIT” sign hanging up above his head, he looked gorgeous looking down at his phone, so gorgeous that you couldn’t help but freeze so you could admire him a bit longer. You stood there, contemplating his beauty, his posture, his grin, everything, but you had to admit that you did prefer him with his dark hair, it looked softer, but you still imagined what it would feel like to run your hands down his fried hair, even if it wasn’t a pleasant feeling, you wanted to know.

You were stirred out of your trance by the sound of a phone ringing, more specifically, Sunghoon’s phone ringing. You saw how his eyebrows furrowed from the unexpected phone call but they immediately softened up once his brain processed the caller ID.

“Sunoo?” you heard Sunghoon question.

Sunoo? As in Kim Sunoo? Of course, it’s Kim Sunoo you dummy, he’s Sunghoon’s group member. 

“What’s up? Why did you call? You don’t usually call so randomly” You observed how he was looking down while walking slow steps without a destination. You decided you were going to walk up to him once he was done with his phone call.

“Huh? How did you know? I didn’t even know that much” He sounded confused, and you wondered why.

“Yeah, I get it now she’s great, plus she’s pretty like, really pretty. I understand the fuss around her” Sunghoon chuckled to himself and you could hear a very faint “I KNOW” from the other side of the call you couldn’t help but giggle lowly but apparently it was not low enough, that caused Sunghoon to turn around quickly and he immediately met your eyes, you were making eye contact, at that point Sunghoon was completely ignoring what Sunoo was saying and he quickly interrupted him with a swift “I have to go, I’ll call you back” and he hung up, all while looking intently at you. You were the first to speak.

“I’m sorry I didn’t mean to eavesdrop, I just didn’t want to interrupt your conversation, it looked important” You lied. “You see, Wonyoung told me that you were looking for me and that you were waiting here but that must have been a mistake I-” you chattered 

“Y/n” Sunghoon interrupted you with an almost cocky grin.

“Yes?”

“You’re rambling” 

a/n: hiii, so this is my first fic ever and as you could tell by the title, it’s gonna have multiple part. I know this part is a little boring but it’s basically an introduction to the characters so you could get to know them a little and I promise the drama will start soon :))))

ok so i’m currently writing a jealous jayxreader fic and it’s getting soooo long idk whether to split it up or just do it all in one part i’m so confused this fic writing thing is so hard props to the writers out there

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Started: 01/11/22

Updated: 01/11/22

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KPOP:

Tomorrow x Together

Stray Kids

P1Harmony

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BTS

TRENDZ

Twice

ITZY

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Kep1er

ANIME:

Avatar: The Last Airbender

Naruto

Attack on Titan

Haikyuu!!

Cowboy Bebop

Jujutsu Kaisen

Demon Slayer

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Marvel (MCU)

Harry Potter

Fantastic Beasts

BANDS:

Queen

The Beatles

It’s important to point out that i write for girls and guys so pleaaase ask for whatever you want to see and, as long as it’s not one of the things listed below, i’ll write it for you.

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What I won’t write for

Incest

Ped0philia 

Romanticized abuse

Descriptions of r@pe

Beastiality 

Smut

Please keep in mind that i’ve never done writing requests so this is a first, please be nice :) Also, i’m new to tumblr so i’m still trying to get used to how this works, sorry if i’m slow but this blog is my little summer project to improve my writing so I would love for you guys to participate :] Everyone is welcomed in my blog and no hate towards others will be tolerated. tysm everyonee!

Should I make a comeback to this account or nah? I’ll literally thinking of wrong a story and plan it out in my head and then never write it. You guys have no idea how many ideas I’ve came up with and never write them, lately my head is filled to the brim with ideas though. Seems lately I’ve been looking for fics and no one is write the very specific one I have in my mind so I might have to start doing it myself.

If you have any other suggestions drop them in the comments. I’m really into stray kids and enhypen right now. So, I’ll mainly try to focus on that but if you have others besides them maybe I can depending on the person.

hello!

do you think you can do enemies to lovers head cannons for jake? i love him sm 😭😭 ty!

MISTAKE — 심재윤

in which. you and sim jaeyun’s mutual hate turns out to be.. mutual pining

genre(s). fluff, enemies to lovers, angst (if you squint) pairing. sim jaeyun x reader trigger warnings. profanity, pet names

a/n. anon, are you stalking me?? i was actually going to make smth like this before you requested it- HOW’D YOU KNOW?? ahem, anyways, hope you enjoy! p.s. JAKEY IS SAUR CUTEESJAJA p.p.s. for the quotes, bold is jake and regular is you + ‘—‘ in italics are thoughts

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i feel like you guys would tease each other a lot— i think JAKE would definitely be a flirty ass tease

“stop calling me that.” “what, love?” “that.”

he is such a(n adorable) menace

he secretly enjoys seeing you get all worked up from his flirt- i mean teasing (which is kind of the main reason why he does it)

“you want to kiss me sooo baaad” “i’d rather kiss the floor”

the members are so tired and done just waiting for you two to kiss

(more under the cut !)

one time you and the members all went on a hiking trip, but they really just set you up and left you with jake

“if you don’t care, why are you holding my hand??” “so i can drag you down with me if we fall from this cliff.”

always gives you that adorable grin with his puppy eyes whenever he has the last word, leaving you to glare because you hate that you love it (as in the grin)

and then that incident happened. you kissed him (on accident apparently).

you and jake were having your daily bickering and teasing, until you started getting annoyed and kissed him to shut him up

jake literally started malfunctioning for a few seconds and both of you were processing what you just did

“.. why did you do that?” “.. why did you kiss back?” “i didn’t.” “..you did.”

then it was just this really awkward silence so you decided to run off out of embarrassment and confusion

‘why did i like that??’

you’d start ignoring and avoiding him at all costs and was scared that he now hates you more once you realized you liked him

jake would get really upset by you until he one day just drags you away to somewhere with no people

and then he would kiss you

after you two start dating, your interactions would probably be the same but less harsh and more out of love<33

he would be so clingy and WILL NOT let you go once you’re in his arms

he is still a literal menace (would ruffle and mess up your hair, etc.)

all in all, he would just be super teasing and annoying but you still love him

hello!

do you think you can do enemies to lovers head cannons for jake? i love him sm 😭😭 ty!

MISTAKE — 심재윤

in which. you and sim jaeyun’s mutual hate turns out to be.. mutual pining

genre(s). fluff, enemies to lovers, angst (if you squint) pairing. sim jaeyun x reader trigger warnings. profanity, pet names

a/n. anon, are you stalking me?? i was actually going to make smth like this before you requested it- HOW’D YOU KNOW?? ahem, anyways, hope you enjoy! p.s. JAKEY IS SAUR CUTEESJAJA p.p.s. for the quotes, bold is jake and regular is you + ‘—‘ in italics are thoughts

navigation. masterlist request guidelines enhypen masterlist

i feel like you guys would tease each other a lot— i think JAKE would definitely be a flirty ass tease

“stop calling me that.” “what, love?” “that.”

he is such a(n adorable) menace

he secretly enjoys seeing you get all worked up from his flirt- i mean teasing (which is kind of the main reason why he does it)

“you want to kiss me sooo baaad” “i’d rather kiss the floor”

the members are so tired and done just waiting for you two to kiss

(more under the cut !)

one time you and the members all went on a hiking trip, but they really just set you up and left you with jake

“if you don’t care, why are you holding my hand??” “so i can drag you down with me if we fall from this cliff.”

always gives you that adorable grin with his puppy eyes whenever he has the last word, leaving you to glare because you hate that you love it (as in the grin)

and then that incident happened. you kissed him (on accident apparently).

you and jake were having your daily bickering and teasing, until you started getting annoyed and kissed him to shut him up

jake literally started malfunctioning for a few seconds and both of you were processing what you just did

“.. why did you do that?” “.. why did you kiss back?” “i didn’t.” “..you did.”

then it was just this really awkward silence so you decided to run off out of embarrassment and confusion

‘why did i like that??’

you’d start ignoring and avoiding him at all costs and was scared that he now hates you more once you realized you liked him

jake would get really upset by you until he one day just drags you away to somewhere with no people

and then he would kiss you

after you two start dating, your interactions would probably be the same but less harsh and more out of love<33

he would be so clingy and WILL NOT let you go once you’re in his arms

he is still a literal menace (would ruffle and mess up your hair, etc.)

all in all, he would just be super teasing and annoying but you still love him

bye tf HOW ARE THEY SO DAMN HOT AHHSHAJAJSJSAAAA

laughs hysterically in I’m going to enha’s may concert on fri 😝🥹💕