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Fuck, marry, kill- Ratliff edition

If you have to choose one of the Ratliff men for each action above, what would it be?

Here are my choices:

Fuck Tim. I mean, take a look at this dandified wealthy daddy- can't forget his nice cock. Besides, I think that man needs to unload a lot of pain, sorrow and tension into something. Or someone. And don't give this man a gun!

Marry Saxon. For me it's clear as sun because he's the most attractive one. Also, after his brotherly trauma he might finally get his shit together. Maybe fixing his dad's finances will make him the cast-iron bum Alpha he should be. So yeah, I want these family jewels next to me.

Kill Lochlan. No doubt he is cute, kind and sensitive, but drugs or no drugs- you shouldn't have sex with your siblings! I know that family got issues but no monk will help him with his beyond the pale sexual desires. Sorry but once you eat the forbidden fruit you get punished.

Feel free to comment your choices :)

- from episode 1

SAME SPIRITS, NEW FORMS.

It's been a week since the third season of THE WHITE LOTUS came up. More than on any previous season- I felt immediate strangeness and mystery. So we have a disfunctional white family, a fake friendship triangle, a mismatched couple and Belinda from Hawaii season.

My big appreciation to the show is for the breathtaking Thai location! Greg Hunt re-appears too, I wonder what that sh**head does there after his scheme to kill Tanya McQuoid RIP. But I'm here to talk also about Saxon Ratliff (aka Schwarzenegger jr)- the firstborn loser-ish, pervert sibling who sex-bullies his sister and wants his brother to get laid.

The episode took us to a peculiar yet sexy scene during which he gets up from bed next to his lil bro, fully naked- to jerk off in the bathroom. And what nice jewels this Schwarzenegger has! I watched Patrick here n there and I would say he has an impressive appearance. I'm curious about what happens next and who dies... Oh and more nudity please.

Why do they call my brother a genius, when he cannot comprehend kindness? When his tongue is tied in any conversation but his own?

Why is the emotional intellect of the women in the room discarded? So often shamed out of me any desire to share myself, my thoughts, upsetting my family feels like embers landing on every inch of skin searing me to silence. The boy gets to be a boy his entire life. The girl has to be a woman the moment he enters the room.

gender is weird, my gender is weird

I'm trans in the sense I was born without a gender so whatever gender I experience will be trans

but because I wasn't born with a gender the gender I live in will not have changed from something else so I'm also cis

but I'm not cisgender or transgender. I've lived and do live the life of both but I am neither

I'm also not a human, my species doesn't have a concept of gender. My gender is barely hanging on as a man but is still a man, a man through wildness and being untamed, the best way I could present myself in the society I live in

my gender is funky, like I don't feel like there was really anything there when I was born (gender wise), but because I'm also physically not a human, my gender is like a man who doesn't know what a man is and is really trying but is still confused, just trying to fit in but sometimes I find things that make me feel really good about being a man

that's basically what manhood is to me