Midnight Ramblings - Blog Posts

Is this what it means to live?

To drink tea black only to cringe at the bitterness? To watch from the sidelines as your peers race towards success? To read a book unseeingly? To cry at the most beautiful landscapes because there is no colour? To sit in the driveway and stare at nothing while thinking of everything? To only feel seen when you have made a mistake? To ride a high to the very edge until you drop off the cliff at the end and fall into the black again?

Is this really what the poets write about? What do they see in this bleak world, other than shades of grey steadily getting darker. Will their last words be of praise or will they be of disappointment.

This life has left me behind to starve in the dust. Maybe there is a God above, but who’s to say They haven’t abandoned us? Abandoned me? Motivation runs in short supply, burning out before it leads me anywhere.

Maybe I just need sleep. But even there I dream of my shortcomings from past and future. Even there I can not escape the eyes.

Sitting on a rooftop, in the stillness of the late night, is only when I feel fulfilled. Is when I feel as though my life pivots around me and not them.

That’s where I will stay. Searching for meaning in the stars.

Those galaxies far away that have no idea I even exist. Those planets that continuously orbit even when the oppressive grip around my throat tightens. Those suns that give life no matter what task I fail.

They remind me that the world will keep going. The universe will still fill the emptiness.

My blood is a remnant of long dead stars. I feel their light scald my heart when a kitten chooses to sit on my lap. My eyes hold stardust upon seeing the sunset. My lungs are filled with their white heat when they fiddle with my hands. My feet, powered by reactive elements, carry me through clouds of regret. My arms lift with the strength of their gravity.

I guess living is more than saying the right things. More than playing by their restrictive rules.

It’s about knowing where you came from and the might you carry in your very bones.

Choi Han need tattos ヽ(~_~(・_・ )ゝ

I made a post about Cale's tattoos a while ago and I was wondering, "Does Choi Han have tattoos?" Σ(￣。￣ﾉ)

Literally his ancient powers are not complete, except for Abandoning your Life the Withe Radish has the other half of Sword of Disasters and Wyvern's Call so since they are not complete they should come with tattoos, right?

Just think about it, Choi Han with tattoos ヾ( ￣O￣)ツ

He would look incredibly cool, and could definitely make him more intimidating if they ever show up (o˘◡˘o)

I think he would look fabulous with a wybern on his back and a whole sleeve depicting different natural disasters.

Not only that, but I bet you that he could be completed perfectly with a black yong with white stars on his scales that starts on the shoulder where the sleeve is and extends to the back where he fights with the wybern.

Just imagine how cool he would look! (☆ω☆)

Cale Tattos

Why does nobody talk about Cale’s tattoos?! It’s canon that Cale has tattoos, and nobody mentions it! (＃＞＜)

Why didn’t Ron ask anything? It’s safe to say that Ron knows when the shield tattoo appeared because he helps Cale get dressed. So why didn’t he say anything when it’s obvious that Cale didn’t go to a tattoo shop? After all, if he had, the rumors would go wild (＾＾＃)

And when does the heart appear? And the swirls? And the lightning bolt?! With the latter, it’s obvious that they are ancient power marks, so why is it never mentioned? ＼＼٩(๑`^´๑)۶／／

I understand it’s for plot convenience and all, but how the hell does nobody comment on it even once? ヽ(`⌒´メ)ノ

Here’s a list of Cale’s canon tattoos up to chapter 1045:

Silver shield + Heart + Lightning bolt (disappeared after the battle at Mapple Castle and the appearance of the golems) over the heart.

Swirls on the ankles.

Eight water droplets on the collarbones (four on each side).

Well, well, I know it’s not much, but it’s still significant! (」°ロ°)」

I came across some photos of Nyakim Gatwech and remembering the images of Tasha in the manhwa that I saw, I was very disappointed, why doesn't she look anything like this angel of darkness? She is the definition of black pearl beauty! She is the most beautiful woman I have ever seen in my life! So why doesn't Tasha look anything alike?＼＼٩(๑`^´๑)۶／／