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Things worse than death

Summary: Izuku takes Kacchan up on his advice and takes a swan dive off the roof.

Warnings: References to suicide, if that’s triggering I wouldn’t read :)

Izuku stood above his own grave with a strange sense of apathy. It wasn’t to say he didn’t care that he was dead…it was the opposite in all honesty. It was his own fault. He took Katsuki’s advice. All Might left him there. What else was he supposed to do when presented the opportunity? That was how he ended up wandering the graveyard he had been buried in.

He felt a strong sense of guilt now, but the relief of responsibilities and ageing was incomparable to anything in his life. But so was the lack of drive. He had nothing to fight for anymore. Most of all, he missed his mother.

He saw her having to confirm that the body someone had reported was his own, seeing his bloody and mangled form contorted into all sorts of angles that they weren’t supposed to be. He only wished to hold her one last time, to apologise for everything he had put her through but she could finally live in peace, without being harrassed by anyone everytime they walked out of the house together. The stares and whispers would stop now that she didn’t have a child with red targets masking as shoes tugging on her hand. Most of all she could be friends with the Bakugou's again. He wasn’t putting pressure on her to stay away for his own sake. He had seen Mitsuki visit her at the scene and afterwards, comforting his mothers gut wrenching sobs in a way that he now couldn’t.

He was startled out of his reminiscing by the crunch of gravel beneath someone's feet, causing him to glance up. It was Kacchan.

In his hand was a bouquet, an array of lotus flowers, lavender and roses. It was a strange amalgamation and was expecting his ex best friend to walk straight past his grave and continue further into the cemetery. But he didn’t. He sat directly in front of Izuku and started speaking.

“I’m sorry I didn’t go to your funeral…my mom was there I know, I just…I couldn’t bring myself to see what happened. What I caused. I know it’s too late now to fix anything, but for what it’s worth…I miss you Izuku.”

It felt as though he was talking to the void. Izuku wanted to hold him and forgive him and scream at him all at the same time.

“I fucked up so badly. I was so insecure I pushed it all onto you. You were the only one of those extras who actually cared. I should never have abandoned you. And now this is all my fault. I’m so sorry Izuku…”

As much as the ghost wanted tears to gather in his eyes, they wouldn’t. The familiar burning sensation behind his eyes came but the blurring of his eyes as a film of tears should cover them never did. He missed crying. He and his mother were connected through the famous ‘Midoriya tears’ as Auntie Mitsuki used to joke. But now that was dead and gone, along with him.

“Izuku. It feels strange to call you that now. I called you Deku for so long. God I’m so sorry Izu, if I had realised sooner…if I had done things differently maybe you’d still be here. You could get all the support items you could want…we could’ve been a team, pro heroes together…like we always dreamed when we were kids.”

It was gut wrenching to see the once arrogant and strong willed person that Katsuki once was pour his heart out. His emotions were normally concealed under indifference and agitation, it was unnerving to see him so vulnerable, so open. Izuku did the only thing he knew how to do. He attempted to wrap his arms around him in a cold embrace.

“It’s okay Kacchan. It was my own fault. Don’t blame yourself…I would never have been able to become a hero, go on with your life. Forget about the useless Deku who held you back. Be the best hero you can be for the both of us.”

Bakugou seemed to shiver slightly at the touch and glance up, straight through him, closing his eyes and letting the tears fall was strange. The old Katsuki would never allow such weakness to show.

“It’s getting cold so I should probably head off soon, my therapist said that sitting at your grave and talking to you might help me. It feels like you’re actually here, Zuku. I know it’s probably my mind playing tricks on me, but please, if you’re there…I’m so sorry. I don’t deserve to be a hero for what I did to you. I wish there was a way to take it all back, to make everything right again. You were always my Zuku, you were the only person in that shitty middle school who would’ve given a shit about me if my quirk wasn’t powerful, and I became one of them. I- I should’ve seen what was happening. I’m so sorry Izu.”

“Kacchan…I AM here, I need you to see me and hear me! I forgive you! It was my choice, a stupid one and I regret it! I want to be back with you! We could be heroes together. I’m so sorry I was the one who left…”

The burning sensation was mack and if he squeezed his eyes shut tightly enough he could imagine rivers of tears that would never come falling. He tearlessly sobbed for what could have been and what he lost and now what was found, even if it was too late.

“It feels like your arms are around me right now, god, I wish they actually were, you were always cold though, you and your scrawny ass was always cold…I remember when we were kids I’d always give you my scarf when it was cold. I miss you so much Zuku.”

“I am hugging you! I’m here! I miss you too! I’m so sorry.”

“I should get going…More training for UA…I’ve practically lived at the gym since…Ya know. I love you Izuku, I’ll be back to visit soon I promise.”

Izuku smiled softly, patting the spiky hair and giving him a kiss on the cheek. “I love you Kacchan. I’ll be here waiting for you.” The smile turned bitter as he watched his best friend walk away from him, the only thing he left was the flowers that sat atop his grave. “Be a good hero for me.”

Thanks for reading! <3

new hori art

Since tiktok is down I’m gonna try out also posting art on here and insta (jhob1308) even tho these were meant to be browsing and personal accounts lol

Toya bday art

My goat

gave femzuku her girlfriend bcs i’m insufferable

katsuki’s hair is in a bun/ponytail thing DONT say it looks shit

i like how i drew him

holy shit is that spiderman

some warmup pen sketches of the bird boy

howdy i watched my hero for the first time- i like the bird boys :) i think tokoyami is my favorite character :))

I HATE THIS FUCK ASS SCARF SO MUCH UGH

made this for a tiktok a while back, still hate the way it turned out i was trying to draw in my old style still so it turned out shitty

New art? WHOAAAA!!! Here’s my oc Katsuo Akashi! He’s my mha oc! You’ll probably see more of him in the future…. Maybe

Gonna try posting here more yippee

It’s that time again

I’ve been on an mha binge and now I’m here to tell you why I believe Katsuki Bakugou is neurodivergent >:)

Number 1!

Look at this man. You can’t handle the uber instincts of his uber autism

2. He DESPISES being touched. Like to the ENTH degree he will either avoid it or squirm

3. He’s very blunt. Always says what he’s thinking no matter if it’s rude or not. He does not consider ANYONE ELSES opinion but his own. Like when the Todoroki siblings invited him and Midoriya for dinner and talked about family drama, dude did NOT let that slide (good for him)

3. Bro is ass at communicating. Even though he’s a very skilled fighter, he doesn’t tell what he’s doing until it’s done most of the time unless he really needs the other students to work with him.

4. When things don’t go his way, he freaks out. One of the most prominent moments this happens is season 1 where he was facing Midoriya and lost. Man had a PANIC ATTACK from that.

5. He’s an All Might NERRRRRD /hj

6. His relationship with Kirishima is very unique compared to the others. It’s giving off “comfort person” vibes. I personally think they’re boyfriends but take that as you will!

That’s all I have for now! If I left out anything feel free to comment :D until next time!

Edit from like a year later lol:

Something I forgot to mention is that neurodivergence is a spectrum and can be presented in many different ways! Everyone is different!

Also specifying I’m neurodivergent and I still very much stand by the fact that Bakugou is in some way neurodivergent, but I don’t want to cause any harmful views of people who are neurodivergent. No one has called me out or anything but I’m oh so paranoid and want to be sure I’m representing my community well!

I’ve been back and forth with taking this post down, but have decided to just reword some things that came off in a way I didn’t intend. If I caused any harm by this post please let me know and I’ll be sure to take action to correct it 🙏

Thank you for coming to my ted talk, hope you have a wonderful day 🫶

katsuki refusing to leave shouto behind and shouto being like “but why are you still here, bakugou 🥺” lives in my head rent free

rip denki kaminari, you would’ve loved saying “that’s tuff”

i’m fucking crying

did he call her "Spike" or "Mom"?

ref to this

Associated fic: Nurture My Nature

Wasn't sure if I was going to post any art for this fic given that the subject matter is extreme, however since it's not gooner shit... If you do decide to read this fic: PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD READ THE TAGS.

i don't think spinner thought tomura was being honest about kissing him...

Wait. If All for One can see his vestiges all the time does that mean that his mom was still able to take care of him? Obviously she wasn’t physical but was she the one who taught him to speak, to read, to write, so that he could teach Yoichi all of these skills? Did she scold him when he fought with his brother? Was she standing over his shoulder telling him what trash was safe to eat? To stay away from the used needles that littered the concrete, to stay away from the bitter tasting liquor that she’d lived off of. Did she warn him when the anti-meta soldiers were coming? Did she love him, even as he used her ability to kill countless people? Did she cry when she realized her baby lived longer than she did, laced with more suffering than she’d ever know?

Or did she stay silent and watchful, wondering what creature she had released upon the world?

Seven of Lord All for One's elite employees, from Hurt Me Like I Deserve.

The Takami Thief, Takami Kettie, Lieutenant of All for One. S-ranking. Has killed over a hundred people, including twenty-six heroes. Weapon trafficker.

Charybdis, Mokuto Tomie, Sergeant of Typhon. Was one of the best informants around- a decade ago.

The Bone-Breaking Vulture, Takami Mukuro, Lieutenant of All for One. S-ranking. Has killed over a hundred people, including seventeen heroes.

Three Feathers, Jackpot!, Takami Hanare, Loyal Mercenary. Has made a name for himself anywhere assassinations are fair game.

Orak Zubotrova, Lieutenant of All for One. Has cleaned and laundered over a billion dollars. Makes medical equipment for illegal hospitals across the world.

Hell's Judge, Takami Kyouna, Lieutenant of All for One. Drug and sex trafficker.

Takami Umitori, Sergeant of Sunshine. Responsible for over seventy-five cases of missing and dead children, including notable cases like Todoroki Touya, Shimura Hana, and Chisaki Kai.

i don't think horikoshi has ever seen a reptile cause why the hell does spinner look like that

anyways i based him on an anole instead of a gecko because anoles are very very good at climbing and imo spinner looks more like an anole than a gecko

Dad for one crumbs in the last chapter

Unless this is yoichi than it’s Izuku’s true quirk coming in!!

Shiggy <3333

my little design for shigaraki

he's just a baby,,,

imagine making baby izuku whump

he's waiting for his mom to pick him up from the park :)

they get along great

Reference to my fanfiction, The Hero's Complex!

a stain letter saying he is secretly alive and hiding from authorities

I know you sent this as a joke ( @ch33s3mam - my IRL friend) but I couldn't help and write something small since I'm up anyways ♪⁠～⁠(⁠´⁠ε⁠｀⁠ ⁠) I decided to be nice to you today ᕦ⁠ʕ⁠ ⁠•⁠ᴥ⁠•⁠ʔ⁠ᕤ

[MHA Letter Event - Ask for a letter from your favorite character!]

Anime fans when you ask them how they felt abt the War Arc

aizawa watching izuku enter the staffroom as his coworker

When my naruto hyperfixation scampers away I WILL be back on my “toga and monoma are siblings” agenda TRUST