Not Diagnosed - Blog Posts

rereading homestuck for the first time since i was 16 and now my mental landscape (headspace? idk we just call it da narrative) has changed drastically. i think? actually it feels like it shed some light onto the more obscure corners and returned language to me.

the effects from the epilogues and BC are astounding though.

autism disphoria, where you're having such good fun at an event but when you see picture of yourself you were just :| the whole damn fucking time (as illustrated below)

I got a new safe food :DDDDD

Went to Freddy’s for the first time and their food is so easy to eat for me. I was able to eat a large amount without feeling gross, and my stomach is only hurting a little bit. It’s very bearable, and didn’t happen right away it happened like a few minutes after leaving the restaurant. I also didn’t under eat either. I am still a little hungry but I ate the whole burger and lots of fires. And a drink and milkshake. Now I have 2 safe foods, and one that isn’t a rare time thing cause it’s expensive