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Sooooooooo....what I'm about to say might be super random. It's late and my ADHD brain conjured up this thing. MY BRAIN WONT LET ME SLEEP, SEND HELP! It's 3 am....I have work tomorrow, please have mercy. So here's the thing...my brain decided I won't be able to sleep up until if figured out the perfect Playlist for this.

So here's the vibe; set in 80's/90's, teenagers stuck in a campy slasher type movie meets Ghostbusters and paranormal investigators, but make it fun. I know for sure that Thriller by Micheal Jackson, The Rocky Horror Picture Show soundtrack and/or the Goosebumps theme, is in there somewhere on that Playlist. Yes there is some Gorillaz songs on there, Pork Soda and un-ironicaly the scooby-doo theme (sue me). Like fun, but spooky.

I'm talking running in a scooby-esque style in a badly drawn cemetery while being chased by bad CGI ghost. I want to feel like I'm from those OG Horror Comedy movies, like Scary Movie or A Haunted House vibes with Looney Tunes like expressions. Ya feel me ? And I can't for the life of me find music that gives this specific vibes. If you have a similar brain as mine...please send music (or playlist on spotify) recommendations while I try not to die during this insomnia streak.

Okay I have a legitimate request for advice/help???

So yesterday I had an idea for an animation for song that's like 2 minutes 20 seconds long

Anyone who animates knows that's a relatively long animation for an amateur artist

Anyway

Yesterday I like REALLY hyperfixated on this animation

This happens to me sometimes when I'm drawing

I have an idea and I HAVE to draw it, I can't draw anything else or take breaks other than quick stops for the bathroom or to eat something

And it's usually easily manageable because the drawings only take a few hours or something

But like

Okay this was pretty intense. I spent all of yesterday pretty much animating the whole thing

A lot of it is still very sketch-like

And I want to color it

And I'm struggling. The problem is that I really want to finish this animation enough to show people/enough that I'm satisfied. I just want to be done!

But like, I'm EXHAUSTED. I didn't get much sleep for hyperfixating on this, I am actually already sick, and I'm also having really bad period cramps.

It feels like the easy answer should be just take a break, right?

WRONG.

I CANNOT sleep, I CANNOT sit still, I CANNOT function I need to work on this. Trust me, if I could sleep or work on another project I WOULD. But like I can't even focus, all I do is think about how much work I need to do and what things to fix and -oh I need to draw another frame for this one scene,,,

I would really appreciate ANY advice, ANY recommendations, PLEASE send help I'm dying here

how i'm getting though college and waking up at 5:30 am for my baking labs

Well if this ain't me then, well then I guess it ain't me, but it is so mleh

Me: *gets anxiety making a phone call* Also me: *feels completely at ease and downright cheerful wandering around unfamiliar city with only vague knowledge of how to get to where I’m going*

The struggle is real 😔

i will guzzle his balls

Catching a taxi to work cause my bloody train was late so I missed my bus. My own fault for working like 40 minutes away ig, lmaoo

I got an early morning class. This sucks

Death, pounding at my door: IT’S ALLERGY SEASON, GIRLKISSER

Me, taking as many allergy meds as I can without killing myself, armed with a box of tissues: YOU’RE STILL NOT TAKING MY SOUL!

The narrator that lives in my brain: She would in fact not die, but she would sound like it every time she coughed.

Gentle reminder worthy to share here as well ✨️🧡

Transatlantic travel is hell, actually. I've been awake for over 20 hours, it's been day for all but four of them, and I've been sitting this whole gods damned time. Also being trans in an airport isn't fun

I'm just like Ango, not because I'm a super intelligent spy or something, but because I too...

Im gonna lose it, its almost been a full day and the trailer STILL aint out

GUYS!!!!

Ao3 isn't working for me!!!

I fear that it's...

Down!

I HAVE to know what is happening. I was just about to read my before bad fanfic,

I CAN'T SLEEP WITHOUT IT!!!!

Please tell me if it works for you

I am not usually one to post but I just need to rant about the teen wolf movie. *spoiler alert*

They did everyone but Scott dirty. And I know the ending was about how great Derek was and how he is the best person ever. They are not wrong but his son has so many problems with him and when they finally start to get along. DEREK DIES!!! Like what the heck. And how they only mentioned stiles like 3 times and they carefully edited him out of important sense and yes I know that was partly because of Dylan O’Brien and legal issues but still. And how easily sterek could have been cannon. Like all Eli had to do was call the sheriff grandpa and there sterek. They already had a grandpa-grandson relationship. I mean the sheriff came to threaten and this fool went “oh it’s just you” like buddy. And Derek and the sheriff had a father son relationship. And also how Eli is basically a mini stiles.

Scott is such a bad alpha. Like why would he leave his territory like that. He didn’t even tell his mom he was coming back. Didn’t even try to help with Eli only at the end. Like the first three season he only cares about Allison and everyone else can go fuck themselves. Love Allison but still.

Not to mention all the plot holes. Like who’s Eli’s mother? What up with stiles? Why bring back Allison but not Aiden? Who is the girl with Liam? Where were they at the beginning of the movie? Why do they have the nogitsune and why is it not with Chris or the hale vaults? Are the sheriff and Melissa together?

And how Harris doesn’t tie in with the whole thing. Like what.

There are so so so SO many other things but I won’t. I just feel like screaming, it was so bad.

Thank you for listening to my Ted talk. Have a nice night.

is it just me or....

I'm so obsessed whith pkna right now

Ok i will cry you win vivziepop

VIVZIEPOP IM TIRED!!!! 😭😭😭

does anyone have any idea how i can slow down my brain? i need to sleep but the voices are too loud