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2 years ago

okay, clearing eyes rant i've had in my notes app for months that i'm finally posting to tumblr

okay. snake of clearing eyes. me ga saeru hebi. this fucker. word vomiting here since i've had these thoughts for So Long and i need to put them all somewhere.

clearing is obviously the villain of the story. he is the sole cause of everything bad happening in kagepro. he also represents trauma itself to the mekakushi dan and azami. i believe he is more supposed to be perceived as not a solid character like azami for example, but rather a force.

jin intentionally doesn't really give him a defined personality, same goes with the other snakes. they act upon their namesakes and clearing is no exception. his name, "clearing eyes", is supposed to mean he has more awareness, more sentience, than others. makes sense as he serves as azami's intelligence. due to this, he believes he is "above" the other snakes despite not really being too different from the others. he acts upon his namesake like them. he still serves azami just like them. he doesn't really stand out, which may be why he tries to gain autonomy.

clearing represents everything wrong with the dan and azami, he was born from azami's trauma, he was born from a lack of love, therefore he cannot quite understand it and deems it as a useless human emotion. he doesn't feel love towards azami, it's more devotion. he was created to serve azami as with the other snakes. azami technically is a mother to him as she "gave birth" to him, but he does not view her as such. he only views her as his master. his reason for his actions throughout the story is for the sole purpose of fulfilling the wish that azami made that brought him into existence. he is devoted to this, he is devoted to azami regardless of who else he's serving (ex. kenjiro or marry) and he holds no love for anyone.

clearing really isn't supposed to be viewed as a character like azami or the dan. jin shows this with how he writes clearing, even clearing himself is aware of this. he knows his place in the narrative, he acts exactly how you'd imagine a monster to act. how he *thinks* a monster should act, like having a disregard for the lives and emotions of humans or causing tragedy wherever he goes. his true role is to basically make azami remember her roots, bring her back to her lonely and sorrowful existence as a monster because it's how *he* thinks a monster should live. applying all these human characteristics to a character that intentionally lacks these things is where things tend to go wrong. when you do this with clearing, it takes away from his character, in my opinion. it literally goes against his character.


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2 years ago

saeru is so funny to me because like. he Could technically attempt to actually Live as he seemingly wants to do, but instead he chooses to subject himself and everybody else to despair because "Mom Ignored Me That One Time 😢😢"


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txt ☆ˎˊ˗ kagepro snake of clearing eyes saeru like does no one think about how if marry resets everything to the Very Beginning saeru knowingly makes himself go through the entire Azami Thing over and over again “I don't want to let go of this despair because it's all I've ever known” vibes. Man. so self destructive still I honestly I don't think he realises how miserable he makes himself because to him Just “living” is “good enough” the state itself rather than the quality or what you make of it he never thinks about the quality of the life he's extending because in his head he's under constant attack not from the mekadan or anything like that but by the virtue of his very existence he doesn't really understand what “living” and “free will” actually mean though and so perhaps unknowingly he very rigidly sticks to the idea of the “monster” that's been ascribed to him he's invested a lot of time and energy into being right about the world and the way it works and seeing people like marry people who are ostensibly Like Him but find happiness in the world anyway makes him Mad I think “you're not supposed to have that. We're Not Supposed To Have That” “isn't it fantastic to be like a monster?” no it isn't and you know it but you're too scared of being wrong about the impermanence of happiness and human worth to try being anything else kind of ironic considering the whole possession thing actually. “I can pretend to be anyone else but I refuse to stray from this arbitrary “self”” why does he put so much stock into the qualities Humans assigned to him I'll never know I mean. I Do Know but still
3 years ago
*disappears For Months*

*disappears for Months*

*returns with this*

*leaves without elaborating*


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