Curate, connect, and discover
I hate the feeling that my mouth is too dry, the feeling that my tongue doesn't fit in my mouth. Being aware of my body, having a healthy nervous system is a blessing compared to not having control over my body. But the feeling that I AM my body, what I am made of, how chemical reactions work, feeling the weight of my brain, the awareness of wet bones, itchy skin, sweating in cold rooms. How my skin sticks to me... I probably should be grateful for a healthy body, but I'm kind of not. It is most likely part of growing up. If only I could be a cloud though..
At the same time I love the feeling of tummy filled with warm food for example tomato soup. I love tomato soup with rice! I like feeling the weigh of my cats when we cuddle. I live scent of the fresh air. I love hearing voice of my close ones. I enjoy satisfying feeling of cracking bones. I love being alive, I only need to adapt.
I even add a dot at the end of the sentence 🤓☝️
OH GOSH CONSCIOUSNESS