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so sorry for inactive i just finished my finals but we are so back now š¤
This Chuuya is A Pin !!
(Featuring: Dazai !)
š¦š·ā¤ļø!!! pins of my sons have arrived!!!
stormbringers fucking insane for using rimlaine as a contrast to skk. these two couldnt trust each other fully and rimbaud only believed he could help verlaine feel human, not truly be so, and still considered him Other, however much he believed them to be equals, verlaines humanity only existed in rimbauds eyes because he gave it to him. verlaines inability to accept his own humanity or even really that rimbauds feelings for him were genuine because he, alone, singular, monstrously set apart from humanity, should be incapable of receiving anything resembling affection or genuine understanding, such that it left him betraying his partner. and then they cannot exist as two beings working seamlessly together. rimbaud and verlaine in fact cannot exist as two beings at all, only as one conjoined entity. verlaine kept alive with rimbauds skill, and rimbaud, long dead and refusing that reality until he can find his partner, existing only as an extension of verlaine. while skk who do trust each other blindly, who do see humanity in each other enough to look past when they doubt it in themselves, who see humanity not as a defined be or be not, but as a set of values, as a do or do not. they are able to exist as one act in two parts. interdependent, always, even down to their skills, but still functioning as one unit in two separate cogs made to fit together.
someone on twitter proposed this question, specifically referencing this scene*:
this scene is so interesting because Dazai is pretending he doesnāt care about what Shibusawa is doing. heās pretending he does care about reaching executive. heās pretending he doesnāt have a plan.
everything he does in this scene is intentional, to set Chuuya on track for his plan to take down Shibusawa⦠which includes riling him up.
yes, Chuuya believes Dazai is humanā thatās precisely why itās such a sensitive subject for Chuuya. he projects onto Dazai what heās scared of becoming because Dazai is a mirror for Chuuya. when Chuuya looks at Dazai, he sees parts of himself that he tries to ignore staring back at him. (the same is true for Dazaiā Chuuya is his mirror)
so Dazai sees this topic as an easy way to get Chuuya madā to storm off & leave him alone for a few days so that Dazai can go get himself captured (so that Chuuya will have to come save him, putting him in the perfect position to use Corruption & end the conflict once and for all).
but when Chuuya realizes Dazaiās plan (like he always does), he sees through Dazaiās front. honestly part of the reason heās always so annoyed when he gets to Dazai is probably in part because Dazai keeps pretending to be heartless when heās really not. Chuuya doesnāt understand why Dazai lets people think heās ābadā when, in reality, heās doing something good.
so actually, Chuuya is one of the few people who sees and knows that Dazai isnāt heartless.
he does care.
he is human.
Chuuyaās own projection just gets in the way of him remembering that most of the time (which is totally understandable considering his backstory & the fact that heās only a kid).
*just for reference, the official translationās version of those panels reads:
āWell, that was mean of you. Iām human too, you know?ā
āLike anyone believes that. Just be glad I didnāt kill you.ā
Soukoku!
Soukoku but small
Just so you know it's actually two persons(?) In use of this account
People joke about Dazai and Chuuya being romantically experienced or whatever, but I think it's the opposite. Chuuya doesn't know what that stuff is because Mori thinks it's funny
Chuuyaās outfit makes me think so many thoughts. (Not that way, you dirty bastards.)
First of all. The way the colours slowly get darker with each layer, signifying that underneath it all, heās got a pure heart. Good intent. But tries to keep it hidden, probably for self preservation reasons.
The neck cross shows how guarded he is.
The collar is to show his loyalty, just like a dogā¦
The gloves, while also having a physical purpose, symbolise his need to separate himself with the blood on his hands. It barely ever reaches his hands so he tells himself itās alright.
And the hat, definitely for height purposes. I donāt have another reason for the hat, but google says possibly for status. If so, itās probably another self preservation attempt.
YANKING. Is the correct word.
yall always wanna talk about dazai pulling chuuya up by his choker, but have we considered chuuya yanking dazai down by his bolo tie? because I think we should
LMAO DAZAI JUST STARTS FREAKING THE GUCK OUT
chuuya "i won't elaborate" nakahara
i can't take this anymore aaAA
always love this soukoku thing
First halloween except it's not Halloween yetšš (dazai picked the costumes) (chuuya is not happy)
"I think your aim has gotten worse over the years, maybe try covering your stupid eye again, mackerel..."
"Wake up, Osamu..."
Someone is this a fic yet??
If not make one
If it is..
Link pwease š„ŗ
Remember you from Adventure Time but its an alternate universe where Arahabaki slowly starts stealing Chuuya's control over his mind and body with every time he uses it, and knowing that he's too weak to stop it he writes one final letter to Dazai before its too late.
A few months to years after, Chuuya completely looses himself, slipping into an ability induced coma as the only way to prevent arahabaki from completely destroying him.
Mori gives the letter to Dazai, as per Chuuya's request which by this point, five years since Chuuya slipped into a coma, has been perfectly preserved save for a few tears from late nights Dazai spent researching every possible way to save him, that letter being his only source of sorrowful comfort in this dire situation
Havenāt finished any art this month so more wips and doodles :))
15 Dazai and Chuuya chibis from an assignment :))
Bsd is like an addiction. I'm not even a fan at this point. I'm actively being victimized.
Heyy, heres a no reference, done from memory sketch of 15!Soukoku~
Sorry that Chuuya kinda doesn't look like Chuuya :/
Going to read The Poems of Nakahara Chuuya just to understand him, his perception & why he was put with Dazai
do they want me dead bro stop looking at eo so lovingly
i forgor other image naurrr
once my exams end i'm gonna brainrot over my skk AUs again and YOU 𫵠will suffer with me
however i did make a playlist for my upcoming AU because i couldn't resist </3
Guy who is touch starved but emotionally repressed goading you into punching him for completely normal reasons