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"Don't call me Odasaku"
REASONS NOT TO END IT ALL:
1) all the unreleased songs from your favourite artist
2) all the dogs and cats waiting to be loved by you
3) GOTTA OUTLIVE THE HATERS
4) THE HATERS GONNA BE HAPPY IF YOU DIE
5) potatoes. boil them, mash them, fry them up till golden and crispy
6) we got 2 more fnaf movies to go
7) dr. pepper
8) you have so many hugs left to give and get
9) you might eat your favourite meal tomorrow
10) keep telling yourself “not today.” one day you won’t have to.
please, REBLOG + ADD MORE REASONS!
I recently discovered that if you initially draw a picture in a sketchbook, and then finish it from a computer, it turns out quite well.
Idk i was experimented with my style (again sigh😔) but i don't know i like it or not
Corridor
I love drawing dark Dazai and alcohol
I've been experimenting with my style (again)
Terrible night
I wasn't sure if I liked this old art of mine, but I'll leave it up to you
They bumped foreheads
I keep continue Disco Elysium/bsd vibe
Glowing lungs as a metaphor for Chuuya's nobility? EASY
They have a date.
Something not change
Dazai is a disco dancer
In my mind he and Harry seems very similar so i often draw Dazai like this
Idk this idea look good for me
I was once a fierce fan of my chemical romance and since then my love for vampires has not faded
They came out of the same noir movie
gin doodle yay
sigmsadjkss,s
meep
Posting this wip of Nikolai before the new chapter comes out
Honestly I miss my gay clown ૧(ꂹີωꂹີૂ)
(Also hi I'm back)
From the moment I started watching Bungo Stray Dogs, I felt a huge connection to and related a lot to Atsushi, and it’s the reason he is still one of my favorite characters to this day. But reading other people’s analysis of Atsushi, though they are wonderful, I didn’t feel like they quite captured how I connected to him. So I am posting this in the hope someone will feel similarly to me and be able to relate! :D
starting with episode 1, the first scene that struck me was Atsushi’s flashbacks:
I did not grow up in an orphanage, and my past is nowhere near as terrible as Atsushi’s, but a parental figure (the ‘headmaster’ in my life) had spoken to me like this in the past, and their words continued to haunt me almost everyday, or when something triggered them. What shook me was that Atsushi’s flashbacks were almost identical to the words that would attack me often in my head.
“You’re useless.”
“Worthless.”
“Stupid.”
“You should just die.” “It would be better if you were dead.” (If you relate to this, I’m sending you the biggest virtual hug <3 no one deserves to think these thoughts, and they are so wrong.)
2. The way Atsushi hugged his legs when he was upset was exactly how I sat when I was upset.
3. The test to join the Armed Detective Agency
To save everyone from the bomb, Atsushi covered it with his own body, thinking it would kill him but protect everyone else.
At the time I watched BSD for the first time, I genuinely believed my life was worth less than others’. Therefore, as a logical choice, I would have done exactly the same thing as Atsushi. If my life was worth less than others’, then I was the logical sacrifice.
4. The worth of Atsushi’s Life
in the episode when Atsushi fights Kyouka, we find out the belief that the headmaster instilled in Atsushi: that Inconveniencing/not benefitting others means he doesn’t deserve to live, while saving (or helping) others means he deserves to live.
Simply put, Atsushi believes the worth of his life comes from how much he helps and benefits others.
and that is exactly the same belief my parental figure taught me.
By trying to save/help others, Atsushi seeks the permission to live, to exist. Maybe, if he helps just one more person, if he has a big enough impact on someone, then he’ll finally be free of the guilt he feels for existing. But it is a never ending cycle, because there’s no finish line for his race. How many people, exactly, does he have to “save” for him to be worthy of existing? He lives in never ending guilt, never ending fear, that the amount he has helped is not enough for him to live. The truth is, the number of people he saves will never be enough until he confronts his twisted belief.
5. Atsushi vs Akutagawa
this is the moment Atsushi confronts the belief he was taught that how much he helps others determines his right to live. He realizes through the injustice of Kyouka’s situation that others don’t get to decide if someone is worthy of living. Because everyone is worthy of life, including Kyouka, and so including Atsushi as well.
And watching this, I realized it with him. The ‘headmaster’ in my life didn’t get to decide how much I deserved to live. No one did. Everyone has the same right to live.
so if you related to this post, you deserve to live too. Not because you help others, because your life is valuable and precious, without you doing anything at all. <3
have a photo of my Atsushi plushie cuz I love him sm <3 thanks for reading!
(Кажется с рок гитарой его ещё не рисовали, по крайней мере таковых артов я не нашла..)
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При создании образа и процессе рисования, вдохновлялась песнями Нирваны (Nirvana), включая себе записи их концертов. Эта группа была, есть, и будет одной из самых любимых у меня — Их песни никогда не перестают зажигать огонь в моём сердце, даже когда я точно уверена что потухла..)
Да, я знаю что ни у кого из группы никогда не было такой одежды.. Но... "Я художник - я так вижу!"
Просто нарисовала то, что увидела закрыв глаза и перенаправив всё своё сознание в музыку ^^♡
Кстати, изначально я хотела нарисовать очки белыми, и другими по форме, прямо как те легендарные у Курта Кобейна. Но в последний момент передумала, так как они не вписывались.. ಥ_ಥ
А идея огня на сцене, догадаться не сложно, была взята из клипа Рамштайн (Rammstein) — «Feuer Frei!»
Ну, теперь вы знаете..
I have an unhealthy obsession with this fanart OH MY LORD
I’m thinking ima do fyodor next…..what do y’all think?