T4t Yearning - Blog Posts

I hope the lonely winter season passes quickly for you 🫂

thank u...imma need it....

ugh

im yearning again.........

even after i concluded that dating isnt for me

i guess the appeal of being loved won't go away even though the thought of loving someone sounds so tiring

like man

heartbreak gets exhausting after a while

yknow

somebody be in love with me now

yknow i hate pda because not only is it just simply kinda awkward and uncomfortable for those around to witness it but i also just kinda hate seeing people put things on public display that i dont have

i need annoy the life out of somebody

i want to have such an impact on someone's life to where theyre thinking of me 24/7

i want to hold them down and never let them go

HE WAS WALKIN AROUND WITH A LOADED SHOTGUN

READY TO FIRE ME A HIT ONE

IT WENT BANG, BANG, BANG

STRAIGHT THROUGH MY HEAAAAAARRRRTTTTT

this image is so me . i love gift giving cuz as fucking insane and deranged i can be for a person on the inside, its one of the few ways i can actually like. Express my care and love for a person. because i suck at being vulnerable and shit

only problem is im broke

"i love loser men!!!"

"i love yappers!!"

"i love emo boys!!"

"i love trans men!!"

IM RIGHT HEREEEEEEEEEE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

BEFORE VALENTINES DAY WHO WANTS TO ADMIT THEY HAVE A CRUSH ON ME🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 (delusional man)

i like appreciation posts that are catered to me . like thank u for liking my brown eyes . thats very nice that you like them

also lord have mercy im starting to document my every thought and post it

i want 2 bite somebody

but not too hard

wouldn't want it to hurt

just bite bite bite bite

yknow lowkey

learning to be unfiltered and unabashedly yourself is great

like the pathetic loser is radiating off of me

itd kill you if it were a gas

and i dont mind that

well kind of

i just like being myself

this has nothing to do with yearning im just writing shit

GRAAAAAH I WANNA LAY ON A MANS BACK AND HOLD HIM CLOSE TO MEEEEEE AND NEVER LET HIM GOOOOOO GRAAAAAH (im a loser)

bro im partially going insane in real time. im about to become one of those stupidass alpha males that get overly protective of their lovers and shit (except i dont have a lover but thats besides the point)

like highkey i am in desperate need to be possessive over somebody. i wanna latch onto someone like a damn leech and never let them go. i want to make sure that a person never needs anything else except for me. just me, me, me, me, me. pay attention to me

idk where these feelings really came from, but i guess after being abandoned (again) in my last relationship, a switch kinda went off in my brain and now i want to ensure im never left alone ever again

now i just want to make sure that a person doesnt love anyone else romantically except for me

i want to make sure my partner loves me and is as head over heels for me as i am for them

i want them to love me just as much as the day they fell for me

i want their love for me to be just as intense

like bro im already picturing myself physically grabbing my lover and holding them close to me so they cant get up to leave

i mean obviously he would have to get up eventually but bruh for the time being i need you With Me and i never want you going Anywhere Else except for right here . with me

me me me me me

me

these feelings are so intense im tearing up

even though im not upset or sad

fuck this is weird

no one could ever love you like i do

posting under these tags is my equivalent of putting myself out there

date me immediately

lowkey ive never given two shits about tumblr but my main motivation for posting like i have no common sense is so maybe one day some guy will show up and talk to me and then we become friends to lovers and then i get to have that person for the rest of my life until i am Dead

hi guys

hookup culture is for nerds

lets develop long lasting connections that go beyond just lust fr

lust is lame

and companionship is awesome

uhhhh what do guys like

do guys like possessive dudes

except the possession in question is mostly kept to himself because he wouldnt wanna sabotage the relationship with irrational fears and feelings

because if so HEEEEEEY HAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIII (spontaneously combusts)

i need somebody who'll let me spam their notifications with my random ass dumbass thoughts and ideas

somebody that doesn't mind walls of text......

who up bein gay and yearnin

how down bad am i for a relationship if im looking at ships i like and wishing i had that

am i cooked

i am sooo jealous of close relationships bro cuz im witnessing other people have things that i dont ☠️

like bro wheres the part where im loved and dont get inevitably betrayed and abandoned like 100 times before

whens that happenin for me

never wouldve guessed that simply just not wanting to be hurt in a relationship would be so damn difficult to find

is it even worth it anymore

augh

uhhh something something i like men

men should go out with me

i need to cuddle with a guy immediately

i gotta find those people that like flaws on the human body . those people that like stretch marks or discolored skin....where r them folks at im right here

i like men

i love men

i wanna date a man

yeah that's it

how nice itd be to be loved for who you are

to not be abandoned

to actually be cared about

to be cherished despite your flaws

i need that so bad bruh