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4 weeks ago

"It’s ok, mon petit lapin, you did so well planning your escape. Come lay here with me, I can tell you why you failed. "

For a moment, I had to dedicate the one shot to this magnificent note:

The way Johan subtly enters halfway to escape and kindly describes how my possibility of freedom has failed miserable, all as long as he takes me back to stop if I was an innocent child who accidentally broke something because I didn't hear the warning of parents would make me feel completely powerless from my existence. His manipulative technique to make someone question his own intelligence, ability, and even his life purpose as he was an naive person who barely knows the world who lives empathically and smoothly would be sharper than mocking and insulting an attempt to self -defense and punishing it soon after. All this, while Johan has that damn smile and staunch and haunmently sweet.

"Your ability to observe and patience in calculating the moment and the most appropriate place to get out of my domain really surprised me, which makes me feel happy to see that your reasoning has evolved with the short time that we are together." Her gentle and carefully descriptive speech gives the impression that he was really proud of myself that he was used against him, because even if my better intelligence would never reach the level of a man with an intellectually calm and merciless mind that is constantly used to take the life of several dark and silent nights like that of now, and of course, with the same strategy, using welcoming and his lines soft and deeply descriptive. "I see that the small discussions and the books we read during the afternoon tea helped a lot, Mon Cher"

He guided holding my hand carefully, but firm, as his mother was a mother taking her child back to bed because she was afraid to go to the bathroom alone, as soon as he helped me lie back to bed, the feeling of insufficiency consumed my mind to the point of not being able to reveal, just feel the thick and warm blanket cover me to the shoulders and observe the opaque moonlight through the high window.

"Now, Mon Lapin, let me make me tea for us and then tell you about the little mistakes you have made on your escape as soon as I join you in bed and give you all the love you need so you don't have to think of a new misleading escape plan." Soon, a maternal kiss on the forehead.

Haha c’est pas grave, chérie ! French is a very romantic language, we all know. So, I believe that Johan (or Anna for that matter) might use this to catch off guard their Darling with French terms of endearment. They are multi-lingual after all. 

Alors, La Première Leçon: Termes d’Affection ! 

Mon Cher/ Ma Chére- My dear (we all know this, very classic)

Mon cœur - My heart (You consume them, you are their most vital organ.)

Mon beau/ Ma belle - My beautiful (perhaps too superficial for Johan and Anna, but you are the most beautiful thing they have ever seen, especially when you have tears in your eyes.)

Mon Chouchou - My pet, my sweet (derives from the term for cabbage or pastry, do not let that fool you ! It means you are so sweet and delicious they could devour you !) 

Mon lapin - My rabbit (you can run, but they will always find you.) 

Ma moitié - My half (this speaks for itself, no ? You complete them of course.) 

So Johan might say « It’s ok, mon petit lapin, you did so well planning your escape. Come lay here with me, I can tell you why you failed. »

anon... anon. why is it like I'm the one that got rizzed up here. are we- a-are we about to kiss? 😳?

BUT WAHHH THANK YOU ANON ALL OF THESE ARE SOOOO GOOD. LIKE SO DEAHTLY GOOD I CAN'T WAIT TO USE THESE THANK YOUUU!!!!

I think Johan would be an avid fan of mon cœur and mon chouchou!!! ah the mon chouchou one is so perfect!! As if I haven't written enough about johan just biting his darling's cheeks out of nowhere. His personal pastry.

" It’s ok, mon petit lapin, you did so well planning your escape. Come lay here with me, I can tell you why you failed. " SHITTT ANONN YOU ATE THAT. I GO INSANE OVER THAT SOFT YANDERE KINDA CHARACTERIZATION FOR HIM FHAJKSFHJ. NOT HIM ASKING YOU TO LAY WITH HIM IM CRYINGGGG THIS IS SO GOOD.

It's so infuriating because he'd think of you escaping him as an almost recreational activity for your benefit? Like he'd be leaving small "clues" and hints at times on concocting the perfect escape plan. Not that he genuinely wants you to escape, but he treats you escaping him as seriously as one would treat a cute bonding activity like solving a jigsaw puzzle together <3. Which makes you feel all the more insulted and somehow it feels demeaning in a way— not that he meant for it, he really does think it's a lighthearted activity— but he'd see how disheartened you'd feel ,that it's as if he's insulting your intellect then, he'd stop leaving game hints after or advice on how to plan a better escape. He doesn't mean to make you feel discouraged, he's just trying to be supportive of your favourite"past-time activity" :( he thought you knew that there would be no true escape and that you trying to escape is just a small way of having fun.

(and also it's his way of knowing if you'll start trying out new methods he won't expect. like let's say one day you genuinely vanish and were able to stay on the low for a few days, he'd be slightly wary after that, and just calmly make it sound like it's a light discussion so that you can have a friendly banter and chat about how you escaped him this time. That way he can take note and mentally catalogue it.)

"MON LAPIN" WITH ANNA THOUGH................ MUCH THOUGHTS. SO MUCH THOUGHTS TO LINGER ON ACTUALLY.......

I defnitely think Anna has a predator/prey kink. Unlike johan who reiterates that you will not escape him, I bet anna likes to actually make you believe you have a REAL chance at escaping every once in a while. Only because she finds it funny how crestfallen you'll be once you realise that your "serious" escape attempt wasn't even close at all, and that you only got that far because she let you. Though I will say as much as she admires your tears and almost genuine fear, if you choose to escape from her one day and she sees you laughing? smiling and almost having fun? and that you only ran out because you expected her to chase after you? She might just fall in love all over again.


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