Tw Suicide Mention - Blog Posts

I'm thinking of getting the book Dear Evan Hansen. I was test reading it online, and I wanna share the first page.

It mentions suicide, so scroll if not comfortable.

It's interesting to read from Connor's POV.

I don't think I am going to read it, since I get second hand embarrassment when Evan digs himself a deeper hole.

tw for suicide mention

(let me know if i missed any tags)

I love AllEraserMic as much as the next guy, but I also think the idea of Eraser fumbling the bag twice and having them end up together is the funniest thing in the world.

TW Self-harm, mentioning suicide. Manga spoilers too!

I’ve thought about the last idea a lot and Im gonna sAY SOME CAUSE I CANT HELP MYSELF!

One of my favourite Aizawa lines in the show has got to be when he outlines that there is a clear difference between self-sacrifice and suicide. The show already uses the two of them to outline differences and Aizawa’s already sacrificed so much so like chile-

SECONDLY! So we’re all in agreement that Hizashi is going through survivors guilt, even moreso considering the lack of injuries he sustained in the war arc. Going back to one of my HCs Hizashi starts to try to make up for the lack of pain he felt and put onto others. It just looks like he's become more reckless when he’s really just- harming himself on purpose while fighting but it doesn’t look suspicious to the outside cause he's a hero. It’s considered brave. The perfect outlet for him to keep his slipping mask of a persona on while he continues to shatter! And people are celebrating it, cause they don’t know, which only breaks him further. Course Aizawa notices but it’s the usual excuse after excuse after excuse after excuse

Absolute bangers and I’m in tears :D!

Things I might draw nebulous things for in the future but need to say out loud before I blow up

-shōta often has that air around hizashi where he’s like “god he’s loud. Wish he’d be more quiet” and hizashi just brushes it off. but after the whole recent fiasco, when shōta says those things, hizashi actually just stops talking for a while. And shōta is starting to get really worried about it.

-hizashi becoming much more protective to the point of it being self destructive. He slips into a “no more harm is going to come to the people I love no matter what” and you know I’m a sucker for “zashi gets seriously hurt trying to protect shō” content lol

My last prompt on late @sasori-mini-bang​

Day 3

“Mythology AU”

Before we begin I want to add that it was very plesant experience to be a part of this event; thank you from the bottom of my heart for letting me take part in this. I truly appreciate that and I love all of the works other people did.

Going back to my work - it’s the longest one and in the same time the least unique text I wrote. I just hope I hadn’t written any of the characters too ooc. Hope you’ll have fun anyway (pic and pronounciation of one word at the end of the text).

Czytaj dalej

My late entry on @sasori-mini-bang​

Day 2

Free day

Forgive me for any mistakes in writting. Being non-native speaker gives a lot of insecurities while doing this.

I’ll keep things under the cut because as it turned out I’ve written much more than intended. If you are just for picture it’s at the end of the cutted text

Czytaj dalej

Bake no Hana

(My English Version)

What’s with that look? That look I knew you’d give (Nani sono me yappa sono me)

It’s not the first time I’ve seen it (Hajimemashite janai ne)

What’s with that look? Just stop it already (Nani sono me mou yamete)

Sure it’s cute, but it still tastes like sin (Kawaii dake nano ni tsumi no aji)

I’m slipping, slipping and collapsing (Zureru zureru kuzureru)

Slipping and losing my mind (Zureru ki ga fureru)

One secret slips and it all falls apart (Himitsu hitotsu de kuzureru)

I’m breaking down, forgive me (Kowareru, gomen)

Don’t look, it’s not like you’d grasp it, right? (Minaide rikai dekinai deshou?)

It’s like a monstrous flower has finally bloomed (Marude saite shimatta bake no hana)

Nothing I say can make it pass from sight (Nani mo ienai kakikesena)

No matter how hard my makeup attunes (Donna ni minikuku utsuru keshou)

Don’t look, it’s not like you’d grasp it, right? (Minaide rikai dekinai deshou?)

It’s like a monstrous flower has finally bloomed (Marude saite shimatta bake no hana)

I can no longer go back to being a bud (Tsubomi ni wa mou modorenai)

What’s with that look? That look I knew you’d give (Nani sono me yappa sono me)

If this is how it is then everyone should go away (Dattara kiete minna inaku nare)

Please go away, please go away (Inaku nare inaku nare)

Please go away, stay by my side (Inaku nare soba ni ite)

Don’t look, it’s not like you’d grasp it, right? (Minaide rikai dekinai deshou?)

It’s like a monstrous flower has finally bloomed (Marude saite shimatta bake no hana)

Nothing I say can make it pass from sight (Nani mo ienai kakikesena)

No matter how hard my makeup attunes (Donna ni minikuku utsuru keshou)

If you won’t understand in the future (Mirai de rikai sarenai nara)

Then this monstrous flower will swiftly evanesce (Koko de sassa to kiete bake no hana)

To end my punishment of being born (Umareta batsu o owarasu you ni)

I’ll stop breathing (Kokyuu o tomete)

I’ve had enough (Aa mou ii ya)

Chat, do you think I’m a cutie?

Do you think I’m a cuuuutie, Chat?

…

“No, go krill yourself-”

*THUD*

MATE, YOU DON’T THINK I’VE TRIED?!

*chat conversation under read more*

Who’s Who

Happy_Noodle777 - Johnny “Nny” C (Johnny the Homicidal Maniac)

TheBestByFar - Mihael “Mello” Keehl (Death Note)

Moon_Light - Light Yagami (Death Note)

Jeff_Der_K1ller - Jeffrey “Jeff the Killer” Woods (Creepypasta)

Matsuda78 - Touta Matsuda (Death Note)

xX_mmy_Xx - Jimmy “Mmy” (Johnny the Homicidal Maniac)

Chat

Happy_Noodle777: plz change the song. I'm going to commit crimes if I hear this shit one more time

TheBestByFar: You should play dress to impress

Moon_Light: Elden Ring?

Jeff_Der_K1ller: DRESS TO IMPRESS DRESS TO IMPRESS DRESS TO IMPRESS DRESS TO IMPRESS DRESS TO IMPRESS DRESS TO IMPRESS

Matsuda78: DRESS TO IMPRESS!

Happy_Noodle777: NO!!! DON'T PLAY THAT SHITTY ROBLOX GAME!!!

Happy_Noodle777: PLAY POSTAL INSTEAD

Matsuda78: Of course you're pretty! ^-^

Moon_Light: You're cute

Moon_Light: No homo

Jeff_Der_K1ller: No XD

TheBestByFar: ig

Happy_Noodle777: SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!!!!!!

Jeff_Der_K1ller: u look stinky

Happy_Noodle777: GO KRILL YOURSELF

Jeff_Der_Killer: stinky bastard man

xX_mmy_Xx: f@ggot

Moon_Light: This is why you need mods

Happy_Noodle777: @xX_mmy_Xx SHUT THE FUCK UP!!! YOU ABSOLUTE PIECE OF SHIT!!!!!!!! NO ONE FUCKING LOVES YOU!!!!!!!

Matsuda78: I can mod for you! ^_^

xX_mmy_Xx: @Happy_Noodle777 sorry

Jeff_Der_KIller: LMAOOOOO

TheBestByFar: HOLY SHIT

Matsuda78: O_O

Moon_Light: What's that poster in the back?

Jeff_Der_K1ller: LMFAOOOOO

xX_mmy_Xx: clipped

TheBestByFar: Jesus Christ

Moon_Light: Calm down!

Happy_Noodle777: Me too, you're not special

Jeff_Der_K1ller: KRILL YOURSELF KRILL YOURSELF KRILL YOURSELF KRILL YOURSELF KRILL YOURSELF KRILL YOURSELF KRILL YOURSELF KRILL YOURSELF KRILL YOURSELF