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"Heaven is the bronze horse statue you sat me on. i was young and you're smile shone brighter than the hot sun that soaked that horse for hours before we showed up. But i was young and i had so few memories where you were good to me, even now, so many years later. The burn on my thighs could never compare to the pride i had of making you happy, dad."
-guess who. again.
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haha... hey you guys... its been awhile huh? haha. anyways ive been thinking a lot about pedro pascal since hes my soulmate and the loml. also ive been thinking about how that might be tied to my relationship with my father, who i no longer speak to, so maybe someone can decipher that for me lol. i should probably make another account where i can shit post too because i have so many ideas that i dont really want to dedicate a whole post to. also there are things i wanna reblog but i dont want... i dont really want you guys thinking im some kind of degenerate freak
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"so, when i die, which i must do
could it shine down here with you?"
-mitski, my beloved<3
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just watched the exorcist believer and i am floored that they actually sent that little girl to hell, we watched her get dragged down to hell! they committed to her death! hilarious! loved when the priest got his head whipped around too those little girls looked so happy turning their heads lol.
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"Qué delicada manera de soñar tiene tu alma... Jamás me había topado con una tan pura como la tuya, pareciera que veo al cielo andar sobre la tierra, y es glorioso, majestuoso y tierno; todo eso eres tú."
-https://esuemmanuel.tumblr.com/page/3
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back to the one picture a day💪🏽 for some reason all day today ive been upset. i dont know at what or why but im just upset. i think reading fan fiction all night will heal me so im gonna grab a snack and do that. do some self care tonight ladies, you deserve it<3
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"Someone asked how I feel about Captain Crunch. I'm capable of eating an entire box of it without any milk. It is a sweet taste that is indescribable. Captain Crunch is its own flavour."
-my baby, my husband, my lover, Pedro Pascal
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you know, when i made that post about judge judy, i was really thinking about pedro pascal. ive been his fan since i was a child watching my mom watch law & order and buffy. i grew up thinking people on tv stayed that age (i didnt understand the concept of time) and i was utterly disappointed to find out that he did not wait for me (he didnt stop aging and wont sleep outside his age range, which i guess makes him a good person? but like cmon? its me? the literal love of your life?) if he would have me, i would take care of him in old age. change diapers, give medication, bathe him. i would remind him every day of who he was, every reason i love him, and any memory i could think of to remind him that hes human. that he deserves to be here just as much as anyone, else even in sickness.
now that ive basically wrote out my wet dream, bye! love you!!
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"'Suffering is a great grace' is spat over my small trembling body
and I think to myself, for fear of being given more,
'then I must be the greatest saint of all'
because why else would God curse me with pain so young?
to even bear witness to what I've gone through is enough to bring grown men to tears"
-me!! written on the fly because i had nothing prepared for tonight!
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i posted some tiktoks for the first time in like months. felt kinda hot for the first time in awhile (⌒_⌒;)
anyways thats its!! love you >///<
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"and I love Vermont, but it's the season of the sticks and I
saw your mom she forgot that I existed
and it's
half my fault, but I just like to play the victim"
-noah kahan!!! my beloved!!!
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hello again!!! i definitely have kept on track and missed no days!!! mother nature making us hivemind? so many things added together (loss of scopaesthesia due to phone use, opting for different choices then either supporting or vetoing each other until reaching a consensus, pheromones, etc.) make hivemind in nature, so us too?
answer plz help
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"i know i am no better than swine
i scream and squeal at the ground 'make me beautiful, in the image of the starry night sky!'
i carve, dirty hands in dirty soil, messages for the gods i may never lay eyes on 'make me perfect. make me feel love. make me.'
-the irony is pigs dont even know what stars look like! and im the pig!! get it? haha! get it????? im sad!!!
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i promise soon ill make happy poems, ive just been so moody lately! i went apple picking with a friend today, we also got pumpkins! sometimes i forget how nice it feels to dress up and play with friends :) sorry no haha funny post today, maybe tomorrow! OH also!! i was thinking about maybe on sunday nights posting "outfit inspo" collages!! so if that sounds cool maybe comment a little "yeah babe" or a "hey kiddo, its dad, i know we havent spoken much since, well really ever. but i wanted you know, im proud of you." to let me know youd like the collages :D!!!
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this is Garf's sunroom, bathroom, living room, and kitchen, respectively. my header image is his office! (sorry no poetry today :/)
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every day when i wake up i take a womans multivitamin and think "everyones divided on if these work or not, maybe i shouldnt even take them :(" and then proceed to say out loud "im not even a woman lol." i then grab my balls out of the saline solution i soak them in overnight, to keep them taught, and stick em back on me to continue my day! its so easy being green! or whatever the fuck that frog said!
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"i will never forgive myself for what i let happen to you but i know you will return to me your final night
to tell me you love me,
to sleep easy,
because you never cared much for staying in one place for very long"
-this one was about my favorite big stuffed dog that my real dog chewed up
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i was reading a fanfic today (ghost x reader obvi) where the author wrote "moaning and whining like a bitch in heat" and i had to stop, turn my phone off, and lay on my back to really process where im at in my life journey. 20 years old. college drop out. loser stoner. i sometimes forget how graphic yall get- like someone wrote about the white crust we get on our panties?! hello?! please yall please calm down im begging you T-T (dont. dont ever calm down. its hilarious and hot and sexy and funny and cool)
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"she laughs. she laughs hard. "'oh, my god, i know'" she says "'they're so big.'" we both laugh at our son's big balls."
-that fucking psycho colleen hoover
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tonights theme? lights & lamps. why? BECAUSE I SAID SO. i finally read a colleen hoover book for the first time, take a wild guess which one. ive been down this COD hyper fixation rabbit hole for the past month, lots and lots of fan fiction has been read, Ghost specifically. but i make exceptions for soap and konig (im equally in love with them all.) ive never played any of the games before but i sure do know all the lore so i think im better than any man, alive or dead.
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"no name could ever be so sweet to murmur as yours is
I find myself unable to stop sweetening my tongue"
-its me!! again!! can you tell im unrelentingly horny
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you know the justice tarot card? im her but instead of a scale and wand or whatever the fuck she holds, i hold a sparky pink dildo in one hand and doritos dinamita in the other.
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i relished being the one who made you cry"
-guess who...
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ooookay!!! so i technically missed a day of posting! so what! i was busy making a hinge account so i could fall in love in 24 days and then disappear on my trip or whatever. anyways i saw the most beautiful amazing woman today on a walk downtown and i stopped her to tell her how drop dead gorgeous she was and she went "ha." and walked away. i love her. so m uch! ok thats all for today i am very "eek! anxiety!" today :~(
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"i know two things that will make a person sin
the first is a truck driver without pen
and the second thing that will make you faint
is simply the word tain-"
-an old coworker of mine who never failed to steal giggles from me
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im currently reading Night Circus by Erin Morgenstern and its so fun. every review ive seen about it always says something along the lines of "no clue whats happening in it, love the vibes tho" and then they rate it like 10/10. so far yes 100% is so vibey, no clue what ive read so far but ughh!!! i may be doomed to only knowing what a loving relationship is from the outside; i fear one day ill wake up 70 years old in a cold bed with nothing to my name and a heavy, unrelenting addiction to Judge Judy. its such a fun read for the fall too!! it just fits so well with the season! i think the next book i wanna read tho will be some kind of sapphic love story. im tired of straight people! smooches<3
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"i know when you hear my name, your eyes quiver and your throat feels raw 
you can't help but seize at the idea of hearing my voice again
no one else can quell your parched tongue, as nothing would be more gratifying than me"
-i know i keep quoting my own poetry but ugh let me live >///<
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like any other genderfluid boss babe, i use tumblr to quench my thirst for smutty fan fiction. last night as i was perusing for my night cap i decided "hey, lets read about joel miller just absolutely going to town on my body!" BUT you perverse, fatherless (same lol) FREAKS! cant seem to write anything about that man without it being the most obvious father/daughter fantasy story. freud was so right, why would you let him be right? anyways go read @bageldaddy 's one shot called Sundown cause WOWIE WOAH MAMA! HUMMINA HUMMINA HUMMIMA BAZOOOOOOOOING! * EYES POP OUT * AROOOOOOOOGA! * JAW DROPS TONGUE ROLLS OUT * WOOF WOOF WOOF WOOF WOOF WOOF WOOF WOOF WOOF WOOF WOOF WOOF WOOF WOOF WOOF * TONGUE BURSTS OUT OF THE MOUTH UNCONTROLLABLY LEAKING FACE AND EVERYTHING IN REACH * WURBLWURBLWURBWURLBWURBLWURBLEWLURBWUBRLWURBWLWUBLR * TINY CUPID SHOOTS AN ARROW THROUGH HEART * AHHHHHHHHHHH ME LADY... * HEART IN THE SHAPE OF A HEART STARTS BEATING SO HARD YOU CAN SEE IT THROUGH SHIRT* BA-BUM BA-BUM BA-BUM BA-BUM BA-BUM * MILK TRUCK CRASHES INTO A BAKERY STORE IN THE BACKGROUND *
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"women do stupid things when they're in love. that's why i've been in business for twelve years"
- Judge Judy
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i have this guttural, almost euphoric, sense that i am the only other human being on this earth that really understands and is captivated by Judge Judy. like me and her? best of friends. lovers from another life. we know each other so deeply and intimately but we are sadly separated by time and space. one day Judy. one day.
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"I just knew the juice would run down my throat and cure me;
drip down my chin when I bite it again
as if in protest of it's own consumption"
-me (again lol)
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teehee so i have a trip planned for the holidays to visit my family in mexico for 3 months, i haven't seen them for almost 3 years, so i'm very excited!! since i'll be gone for so long, i'm tempted to start a whirlwind romance with someone off the street who i will then disappear on. i'll be leaving them to go through the process of grief, then finding another person to mend their heart, having children with their new partner and telling said children stories of their first real love (me), and lastly they find out (preferably on their deathbed) that i'm still alive. though sadly, one can only hope of becoming such an elusive figure :(
if you want to be apart of that whirlwind romance hit me up. smooches!
-mars<3
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"I wanted wings solely to reach the cleaner undisturbed air
Be told I was better for reaching so high
I now know I was destined for the bottom
Only those born of storks should ever touch clouds"
-me lol
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first post on this account!! on every post i'll have where i found whatever image and who posted it in the alt text, but please pretty please let me know if i miss any. like i said in my bio, i'm really only posting to make my own curated image board though i still want to give credit to where i find them! in these little sections i'm thinking of writing about my current read, tbr list, current fandoms, etc. i'll probably even make little diary entries :D sorry this has been long enough!
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I picked 1C 2C 3B 4B, and 5A
𝓲 𝓸𝓷𝓵𝔂 𝓮𝔁𝓲𝓼𝓽 𝓸𝓷𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓮₊˚⊹ ࿔
~🔮🌞🥀~
~i find raw emotions beautiful, the ‘uglier’ they are the more beautiful i think they are because its genuine. Im disgusted but also mesmerised by my own emotions. I only ever want to get worse. ive never had any wish to recover. It hurts but its the hurt that i feed off. if thst makes sense. time and time again i tend to imagine myself at the bottom of a tower thats like a prison, sprawled out on the floor. suffering because i’d finally let myself succumb to my mental illness. I dont know if any of this even makes sense.i i think its time for a cigarette🫶💖i dont wanna live(ldr reference) but atleast music is good~
𖦹₊ ⊹Anyway heres a poem~
how to never stop being sad
let the anguish fester inside of you,
let the chilling hands of this demon become your embodiment,
let the waterfall free from the imprisonment of your eyes,
drain yourself of the blood congested in your veins,
drench yourself in the crimson trickling into the crevices of your body,
as if swimming in the deepest body of water,
let yourself drown,
become the sorrows you fear,
depleted as you begin to embrace the void,
leave it free to poison your mind and body till your left an empty carcass,
walk through the simulation of life,
a living dead girl,
the void in your eyes so potent,
let the torment orchestrate your life.
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im not so sure whether i like the poem or not but its there to read anyway<3🫶💖
~𝜗𝜚
no one really cares for what i have to say, not even my ‘friends’.this blog is like my safe space idk.i spent ages trying to make this perfect.hopefully this post reaches the girls(and non girls) that get it!💖
⋆⭒˚.⋆if your reading this i love you ₊˚⊹ ᰔ
~𝜗𝜚
Song im listening to~
(i do this because i love music and im always listening to music and i like letting people know what im into)
I know - Fiona Apple
Must be the season of the witch
Sky above
Earth below
Peace within.
𝔓𝔬𝔭𝔲𝔩𝔞̈𝔯𝔢 𝔑𝔞𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔤𝔢𝔰𝔠𝔥𝔦𝔠𝔥𝔱𝔢 𝔡𝔢𝔯 𝔡𝔯𝔢𝔦 ℜ𝔢𝔦𝔠𝔥𝔢
𝔙𝔬𝔩. 1 ℨ𝔬𝔬𝔩𝔬𝔤𝔦𝔢
I do too! These are adorable!
Tiles! I want to have a kitchen wall full with different designs
I would love to be this mood board tbh ✨
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