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He's starting to understand my feelings towards him texting his ex. I know its my fault, but ive dropped every guy that had ever dated, even if they were my friends before this. I don't think he knows this but i don't ever want him to know. I don't want him to compare me to her. I don't want to seem like another 'her'. Oh man i wish it wasn't so goddamn hot in room so i could self harm. Or i might just go to the bathroom for a bit. Take a bath ya?
Ill make sure he never finds the cuts.