I’m A Sick, Sick Man, Aren’t I.

i’m needy. i’m disgusting. i’m useless.

i cry when you leave me alone for too long.

i cry when you praise me, because i don’t deserve it.

i cry when you degrade me, because i feel useless.

i’m such a stupid fucking mutt.

small world, huh, captain? 'm sure you could connect the dots. use that pretty head of yers.

...looks like you've picked up after yourself these days. wonder if you're still as easy as you used to be.

– ✘

easy? what ever do you mean? “picked up after myself”? connect the dots?

oh, now i’m more curious then ever.

I can’t let him see how ugly I get

call me your pretty boy.

your angel, your darling, your slut.

i don’t care, as long as i’m yours.

I'm always fucking up everything, no matter who I talk to and no matter what I do. I'm sick of this.. Can someone please just bash my head already?

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how fun !!

Honestly it probably isn’t that far off from one considering how often i’m stalking your account/hj but enough about that. Do you have any favorite people? Can I pretty please be one?

-🌀

i suppose you could.

and awe, you stalk my accounts? i’m flattered.

Hi again captain! how’s your day been? I thought about saying something sooner but i figured you’d want a little time between me and your other anons. I’ve been thinking about you just about all night and this morning, can’t seem to get you outta my head :3

-🌀

hello, anon.

it’s been quite busy. i’m working on redoing this account, fixing up my spotify, etc etc. lots of digital organization.

i don’t mind the inbox spam, i almost prefer it! it’s nice to talk to people.

all night and this morning? that’s impressive, anon. i must be taking up a lot of space in your mind, hm?

i wonder where the ⛓️ anon went . . .

i’m still so deeply curious as to who it is.

Its ok to make me cry.. Im just not used to feeling special like this... but the more i talk to you the worse my feeling get.. -⛓

would you rather stop talking?

i’m still so intrigued to know exactly who you are.

but you are special. everyone is, in their own way. every single person is special and worthy of love.