You Act Like I Don't Know These Things About You, Grant. As For My Mood Shift, Maybe I Lighten Up Seeing

i’m just not important to you , i guess . i’ll never mean anything to you .

i like knowing you'll be there, without fail. i like seeing you sulk about it. it's endearing.

– ✘

it is not endearing. i’m not just some stupid dog, jimmy.

I need to put my hands around your neck and squeeze until you whine. You know who this is, Curly.

let’s be completely honest with ourselves, now. it wouldn’t take that much pressure.

you could be seeing red and all you'll stay being is needy. that's your issue, angel.

– ✘

my issue ? my issue?

why don’t you say these things to my face, jimmy. why are you so intent on making me humiliate myself, more than i already have?

I’ll never be enough for anyone

i’m needy. i’m disgusting. i’m useless.

i cry when you leave me alone for too long.

i cry when you praise me, because i don’t deserve it.

i cry when you degrade me, because i feel useless.

i’m such a stupid fucking mutt.

Im sorry for disapearing.. You guessed right and i got scared.. Im sorry if my cowardice is disapointment, Im spineless, pathetic, and weak.. If it bothers you, I can leave you alone.. -⛓

who said it bothers me?

i’m still not sure which system from, so you still have that anonymity. you’re safe, dear.

i dislike cowards, yes. but that doesn’t mean you’ve disappointed me. you are not spineless, pathetic, or weak.

do tell, though. why scares?

i want to be loved in the same amount that i love.

not as sweet as you. ^^

did you know someone once told me if they werent the one to hurt me you would do it. im ashamed of the fact i blushed, i just hope i hid it from that person well enough. -⛓

oh, that’s quite interesting.

are you saying you want me to hurt you, anon?

and here i thought you were more of the innocent, quiet type.

well of course you’re taking up space, you’re all i’ve been thinking about lately. but on another note, i do have a question.

do you have a favorite anon? if so who? and could it be me?

-🌀

i don’t pick favorites, dear anon.

and i’m all you’ve been thinking about lately? well, you certainly know how to boost a man’s ego.