the undeniable, deep-rooted urge to call them some sort of title, some sort of ranking.
because they’re simply better than me, and i must address them as such. correct?
Thats, reassuring at least. I think I can maybe get away with saying that I am a mw fictive, Im just not the one in your tags.. I am also very mentally ill in general. Do you have any guesses as to who I might be, my lovely captain? I believe you are smart enough to figure it out, youre are amazing like that. -⛓
i’m assuming a fictive of anya?
perhaps you may not be in the tags. that does not mean i don’t care for you. i care deeply for all of my crew.
thank you for the compliments, however. it’s endearing.
Im sorry for disapearing.. You guessed right and i got scared.. Im sorry if my cowardice is disapointment, Im spineless, pathetic, and weak.. If it bothers you, I can leave you alone.. -⛓
who said it bothers me?
i’m still not sure which system from, so you still have that anonymity. you’re safe, dear.
i dislike cowards, yes. but that doesn’t mean you’ve disappointed me. you are not spineless, pathetic, or weak.
do tell, though. why scares?
how could i not think highly of you? to my knowledge you have never done anything with intentions to hurt me -⛓
maybe i haven’t, but you have to understand. i am not a good person. at least, i don’t think i am.
i like knowing you'll be there, without fail. i like seeing you sulk about it. it's endearing.
– ✘
it is not endearing. i’m not just some stupid dog, jimmy.
a scalding hot shower, the warmth pelting my raw skin, sounds appropriate for not being able to handle an entire hour.
you cant just say stuff like that, ill cry /wet cat -⛓
oh, well. i don’t mean to make you cry !
ive slowly been making less and less of an effort to hide things i think would give me away ^^' i have faith you will figure it out before i have the confidence to reveal myself hehehe -⛓
i have only the inkling of an idea.
force me to tell you my fears.
i prefer to check up on people. it makes me feel good when everyone else feels good!
i’m scared that if i end it all, no one will notice. and everyone who does notice will simply move on.
i like when people remember the small things about me! it makes me feel special.
no one knows what my favorite color is.
i like to think that everybody is a friend!
i get so, so deeply fearful when i’m unliked.