idek, some sort of vent.
god, i wonder what i look like in your mind. it surely won’t match up to me, right?
this body is not me. and i hate looking in the mirror and seeing that.
i don’t have a fucking cunt, of all things. i don’t have tits. i don’t have sinewy arms and soft hands.
the person in the mirror is not me.
will you still like me, even if i don’t match up to your expectations?
i love making pretty tags, im just terrible at using them. i like playing with the pretty symbols hehe. -⛓
as do i! it’s quite fun, deciding what goes with what.
If you saw how much you might be a little more concerned than flattered, but i can’t complain.
And yay! I love it when my obsessions acknowledge me tehe
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who said i wouldn’t be even more flattered?
the want to reveal myself vs. the anxiety that you will be disappointed to find out who i am. fight/ref (i might be getting in my head about it again) -⛓
well, don’t go getting too deep in your head, now.
i won’t be disappointed, i promise.
you act like i don't know these things about you, grant. as for my mood shift, maybe i lighten up seeing you try to defend yourself.
what's got you in a mood?
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i’m in no such mood.
and i apologize for assuming. that was quite silly of me, considering how long we’ve been friends!
in all honesty my preference leans towards not getting hurt, but that doesnt mean much to me as long as i get to have you, be yours in whatever way you desire. as far as i am aware most people that interact with blogs like this are just parasocial and obsessive but i want so much more then that.. -⛓
want to be more that parasocial and obsessive? i’m afraid i can’t give that to you without knowing your identity, anon.
in “whatever way i desire”? you sound like you’re truly in the throughs of obsession, anon. it’s enough to make a guy hot around the collar.
well of course you’re taking up space, you’re all i’ve been thinking about lately. but on another note, i do have a question.
do you have a favorite anon? if so who? and could it be me?
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i don’t pick favorites, dear anon.
and i’m all you’ve been thinking about lately? well, you certainly know how to boost a man’s ego.
best friends forever.
what's with the ribbing? what don't i want other people thinking? real cold, curly. not something a best friend would assume about their other half.
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we are best friends, jimmy.
but last i remember, you were utterly terrified of people even daring to think i was better than you.
which i always thought was ridiculous. we’ve always been on equal footing.
i am not cold.