"I wish we met sooner" is such a gentle sentiment. I love you so much I not only want you in my future, but in my past too. I want to have known you when we were small stupid kids, have held hands together as we played outside. I want to have stressed out over exams together, nudging a mug of still steaming hot chocolate against your elbow to get you to focus. I want to have told you I love you before I did anyone else. I want to have held you in my arms when all those sad memories you describe to me were still fresh wounds. I want my past to have been full of you, and full of meaningful memories with you. I want my past lives to have been spent with you, whether as two lovers, or two housecats cuddling by the fireplace on a snowy day, or two flowers that just happened to bloom on the same day, next to each other. I want to have consumed your existence and intertwined it with my own since my birth, never to be separated from you for a moment. I want to have loved you throughout it all, for all time.
this might come as a surprise but I might have issues not sure tho
how to cope with the fact that you’re a burden that no one will ever love question mark
does anybody know what’s wrong with me
why must i be so hard to be around?
How to Disappear Completely - Radiohead
"that there that's not me i go where i please
i walk through walls i float down the Liffey i'm not here this isn't happening i'm not here i'm not here
in a little while i'll be gone the moment's already passed yeah, it's gone and I'm not here this isn't happening i'm not here i'm not here
strobe lights and blown speakers fireworks and hurricanes i'm not here this isn't happening i'm not here i'm not here"
I wish I could sleep through my whole life and never wake up.
ok guys, you can stop making me feel like my existence absolutely has no meaning, the joke is over, i’m not laughing anymore
i like speaking nonsense. i find things there sometimes.
☆ he/they - minor - queer ☆☆ just a silly guy doing silly things ☆
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