Me Taking Forever To Reply To Both My Crush And The Toxic Person I Hate

My mood about the new tour ♪♪

literally my team in genshin

It makes them look better at least

James: Who ate my leftovers?!

Sirius: Who ate my brother’s ass?

James, blushing: ...Okay. *Leaves quickly*

some people are so tall and beautiful and here I sit, 5′4 and resembling a shrunken mountain troll

getting closer to my ‘gray day’ and i keep pretending i’m ok when really i’m this close to burst into tears :’)

(’gray day’: posted a year ago)

bear with me

i was left in this dark place

alone and scared, crying, looking for a way out, for some light somewhere

but the only light i can find is showing me the faces of the monsters that put me here, tortured me

abused me

they live within me

i’m left here again, in the dark

i tried to run away but they always come back

they always find their way back to me, i can feel them getting closer to get me

i should be running away, find an escape

an escape?

but it’s all in my head

no, no.. it can’t be

they destroyed everything here and left their demons

they won’t leave me

it’s dark, i can’t get out

an escape?

there’s no escape

please, bear with me

or else i might find my way out, out of my head

and it’ll be too late

but you’ll be safe

the demons’ll be dead

i’ll keep you safe

i keep having nightmares where he comes back and finds me and hurts me and no one tries to help me

It’d be cool if there was something like a rock band in Hogwarts like a group of students that wanted to play music or something because they all look too serious honestly

Pls

my crush just sent me a very sweet and supportive voice message

i think it’s the healthiest crush i’ve ever had

am happy