I’ve Always Been Told

i’ve always been told

that 3am is some haunted hour

where your subconscious thoughts

claw their way into reality

but 4am is the true evil

it’s the unbearable silence

when the monsters in my head

stand at the edges of my vision

to watch me toss and turn

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may 13, 2025

people tell me i will survive. that i won’t be able to remember this one day. that i will get over it. and maybe i will. but i will not forget. my blood, and my bones, and my cells, and my sprint won’t let me. they will never let me recover from you.

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alizahawthorne

4 months ago

january 2, 2025

my worst nightmare is being stuck in this terribly boring town doing something mediocre.

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alizahawthorne

1 month ago

may 15, 2025

when i see you now you look very bit like the man i knew years ago except for your eyes. your eyes carry a millennia of pain, passion, and everything in between.

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alizahawthorne

11 months ago

you’re a melody

that is ingrained in

my head

but i cant quite remember

how the last part goes

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alizahawthorne

4 months ago

february 11, 2025

nothing. i feel nothing.

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alizahawthorne

6 months ago

december 14, 2024

i love my brothers. it doesn’t matter that we come from different parents. they would give up anything to be there for me.

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alizahawthorne

7 months ago

november 17, 2024

peace is white like my dress. i just wish my dress didn’t have those horrific blood stains.

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alizahawthorne

4 months ago

january 22, 2025

i have this terrible longing hiding inside my chest.

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alizahawthorne

4 months ago

february 16, 2025

i take a deep breath in the mirror and think about how different i am now.

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alizahawthorne

1 month ago

april 23, 2025

i think i hate hospitals, and the stinky hand soap, and a nurse’s fake smile, and the overhead lighting, and the quiet doctors, and the cold tile floors, and the cheap tissues, and the bland food, and the way you’ll never be the same.

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