that feeling when she is so close but never close enough, that feeling that you can touch her but can never really feel her, that feeling of longing that is only reciprocated in fleeting glances..
my mom for some reason thinks i need to be on some sort of suicide watch rn and it's the most annoying thing ever
last night i dreamed of you and we weren't even kissing or talking or anything, i was just caressing your waist as i held you. you were cold but i was warm. your skin was so soft and you were like you always are, distant but pleased. i've never been that peaceful before, and i never will be.
"Ooh Pride and Prejudice invented enemies to lovers-" Mr. Darcy and Elizabeth wish they had what Beatrice and Benedick have.
dpr ian try not to put food in your song titles challenge
Have you ever been shitting and bleeding and throwing up at the same time? Because I have
a big cheers to everyone who has been showing up for themselves even though obstacles in life were trying to hold you down, showing up in moments where you were contemplating if anything was even worth it anymore, showing up on the verge of a mental breakdown without anyone knowing just how close you are to loosing your marbles, showing up tired, showing up sad, showing up feeling not that well physically…i am so proud of you. discipline can be very hard but you made it anyway, and even if you are not there yet but you are trying i believe in you and i hope you do too.
hyperfixation sucks I think just a little too hard about a guy who isn't even real and I could start crying any second
there's nothing quite like a girl's relationship with control, power, and autonomy
Thinking about vampiric lesbianism
i have a love-hate relationship with pathetic men. because on one hand, it's very entertaining to watch them and our relationship is not unlike a queen watching her jester suffer for her own enjoyment. on the other hand, I don't like men.