Keep Your Eyes On The Prize 💸💸

A woman’s descent into herself culminates in death. The old “her” must die in order for rebirth to occur. Her image of herself as victim must die. Her view of herself as wrong, damaged, worthless, unattractive, incompetent must die. Her callous apathy toward her own suffering must die.

-  Eating in the Light of the Moon: How Women Can Transform Their Relationship with Food Through Myths, Metaphors, and Storytelling, Anita Johnston

All men cheat so marry the richest one

men have always exploited women (and will continue to do so), so don´t feel bad about exploiting them for your own gain.

Word of advice

Never feel bad about using these men. Be ruthless, be fatale, be heartless, be manipulative. They never and will never feel bad about using you. They are liars. They are selfish and will tell you whatever they think you want to hear. They don’t truly, really care about you so always keep that in mind.

They are in it for their own self interest and you should be as well.

Honestly fuck this millennial pink pseudo wellness bullshit about being gentle to yourself and always practicing mindfulness and committing acts of self care by consuming Product™️, I’m gonna continue being that bitch faced waif in all black running around the city at ungodly hours with wads of cash and ritalin in a designer bag and a peppermint vape hanging out the side of my mouth, texting on two phones simultaneously.

there is no shame in this game

“Discipline is getting up at six A.M. in Hollywood when you’d rather be in New York waking at eleven. Discipline, too, is learning something new and strange or refusing a second piece of cinnamon toast. Discipline is not putting things off until tomorrow. If today is for buying spring clothes, you buy them. If now is the time to take singing lessons, you take them now, not next year. Next year you can take singing lessons, too, but they are next year’s lessons. There’s a time for everything.”

— Grace Kelly on self-discipline (Photoplay - February 1955)

Most people already know what they need to do in order to reach their goals and be successful. Putting the work in and staying consistent is the part where most of them fail and so they never reach their full potential. It´s okay if things don´t go perfect but the key is to keep going. Don´t give up and don´t let temporary emotions or laziness get in the way of your success.   You know what you need to do... now do it.

if you want a nice body, go get it. if you want to become a lawyer, study your ass off. if you want nice hair, pick a style and get it done. stop being afraid and motivate yourself. find yourself. find your happiness, because it’s out there waiting for you.

Men will lie to you, manipulate you, play the victim, cheat on you, gaslight you.. there are no exceptions. Even if you think you found a man who is different - in the end they all turn out to be like this.

This reminds me of people who give me compliments on my appearance and quickly add something like “well it´s easy for you - you are genetically blessed” or “I only have to look at food and gain weight.”.. something along those lines. You can explain your workout regime, strict diet, skincare routine or general lifestyle choices all you want - they just keep talking about genetics or they will start to look down on you for the effort you put into your looks. The truth is that they want all those things (being in good shape, having better skin, etc.) but they want it to be easy. These people don´t want to hear how much discipline it takes, how much time, energy and money you have to invest in order to maintain a certain look. Talking about how some people have it easier, because of money or genetics or whatever won´t get you anywhere. 

Not to be a total rude bitch tho… but I work out almost everyday, I limit if not abstain from junk food, I drink plenty of water, I only drink certain types of alcohol and absolutely no soda. I get my lips injected, I see a dermatologist, I’m planning on getting lipo + non invasion nose job + Botox jaw contouring soon. I have hair extensions, I get my lashes and eyebrows dyed and maintained every two weeks… I get my nails all jacked up every three. I go tanning. I literally spend thousands of dollars a year on hair, skin, nails and makeup. Not to mention the dancer wardrobe I’ve accumulated… and anyone who thinks I shouldn’t make more money after all this effort can literally suck my ass!