Al when someone flirts with him:
Listen! Much as I do have a lot of strong negative feelings about the way Sam tends to behave under pressure, and the way he is behaving thus far in season eight, I think that the spn writers have done something incredibly real and true in the way Dean and Sam’s characters have been shaped as the older and younger children of an abusive parent.
Dean gets drunk, fucks up, gets mad, hurts people, but he doesn’t act out in the same way Sam does, because he’s never really had the safety of knowing he has someone to act out to.
Sam always has this baseline sense that he can be a massive dick if he wants. He can complain, he can say it’s just too hard and he doesn’t wanna, he can throw all his toys out of the pram and still basically know that someone who loves him will pick them back up again. That person, obviously, is Dean - most of the time in the story Dean functions as Sam’s father, not his older brother. Apart from the year that passes between seasons 7 and 8, he’s always been there to cushion Sam from life, to tell Sam he’s special, to get punched in the face (metaphorically and literally) so Sam isn’t hurt.
Dean, though, is always on the front lines and emotionally alone. There were good people in his life growing up - Bobby, Ellen - and I think he gets most of his very strong and mostly positive morality from them - but he’s missed out on the knowledge that there’s one constant presence for whom he comes first. And because he missed that, he will rip himself apart to take care of everyone he meets but he doesn’t believe for a second that he’s worthy of care himself. That’s why the moment in season 4 when Cas asks why he doesn’t think he’s worthy of being saved hits so hard, and why Dean is so fascinated by Cas from jump. He’s the one person who’s ever turned to Dean and said directly that he is important.
But of course Cas just saying it isn’t enough to flip a lifetime of learned behavior. Dean cannot even for a second allow himself to be the level of self-centred that Sam is on a regular basis. If Dean hit a dog he might not take it to the vet (because he baseline does not trust society) but he’d just quietly assume that he has a dog now, even if he doesn’t want one. Whereas Sam allows himself to yell and cry and say he doesn’t WANT a dog, actually!!
So maybe I don’t like Sam a huge amount, or condone the way he’s behaving, but at a deep level I think he works and makes sense as a human being. Yes, this is how he’d function if he was real!
Both Winchesters are facing intolerable shit all the time, but only one of them is emotionally able to articulate that, because only one of them has ever been told that he’s allowed to want more than intolerable shit every day for ever. Everyone should feel able to behave badly the way Sam does, and the central tragedy of the show is that Dean doesn’t ever feel safe enough to be a rotten little butthead once in a while.
So I know it can be hard to find aroace Alastor and Alastor/ platonic relationships content. But I have put together a list of Al bonding with the others platonically. (All are on AO3)
Escaped By A Hair by PurpleArrowandLeather
Alastor's retreat to lick his wounds nearly costs him his life. Thankfully, Charlie is worried enough to go looking for him.
Post Season One
Mother, Dearest by WritingSoupBowl
In Episode 6 instead of having a meeting Adam tries to kill Charlie and Vaggie. Trying to escape, they run into Al's mother.
You've Got A Face for Radio by ckret12
This one is specifically about how Alastor is Aroace and I love it.
"He's never wanted sex. He's never wanted love. He's never seen a problem with this.
It's taken about a century, but he's pleasantly surprised to discover that the rest of the world is finally starting to catch up with his perspective."
Staff Infection by ItAllStartedWithANightFuryLovingGirl
This one is adorable. Everyone gets sick and Al won't admit he needs rest.
To Make A Skirt by another_athena
This has to be one of my favorites in this list and it's longer. It focuses on Al and Angel a lot. It's incredibly clear that Alastor is Aroace in this one and I love it. Also boys wearing feminine clothes together. It's just adorable and it has some angst.
In sum: Angel is bored so Al teaches him how to sew.
(I love touch-averse Alastor so much)
Good Friends To the Second End by Neo_followthe whiterabbit
More platonic Al and Angel. It has a coming out scene with Al too and that's pretty good.
I love these two being friends.
Okay, those are all for now but I was wondering if anyone had any like these? I love reading stuff like these
FINALLY got this finished! BIG thanks to @reginamangala for the toast-tally perfect idea of Al briefly experimenting with modern technology. 🍞🔥🧵
Also borrowed her OC Amon for this! (Go check out her fic!)
In Marinette's eyes, the two cats might appear to overlap.
It's been 5 years since the release of Chat Blanc.
Please watch and like the original here and subscribe if you can, the owner deserves all the love and appreciation
Love this
thinking of comedic ways of how the hell that talk is gonna go
No Longer You waltzing animatic, this wasn't supposed to be a serious thing but oh well
vox and alastor when they first met maybe!!!!!
after this they formed a one sided close friendship and vox considered alastor a genuine companion (and wanted to do the occasional spit swapping) and so he's been craving his attention and approval ever since this!!!!!! (im crazy abt them)
Lit thinking that Apollo had missed his shot… only to be trampled by combat ostriches.
Meg crying and hugging Apollo while they fly away on griffins in TDP.
Nero “comforting” Meg as she looks at her father’s corpse.
Apollo begging for Meg’s life, even as he’s clinging to consciousness after his arm’s been crushed.
Apollo stepping in front of Piper after Jason is killed, in an effort to shield her from the pandai’s arrows.
Piper yelling at Apollo, saying that the gods don’t care, that he’s using them.
Medea collapsing forwards, revealing Piper behind her (that one would really be best as an animation though.)
Meg comforting Apollo at the end of the book while on the plane.
Trans, Aroace, He/Him, Autistic, Artist, Writer. Lover of one-sided ships
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