Apollo will fall. But Apollo must rise again.
Penelope: (sleeping peacefully in bed after some of the best sex of her life) (wakes up to some strange mumbling beside her)
Penelope: (looks over at her husband, who is dead to the world, but also-)
Odysseus: (cuddled up to her) mnnngnhmhhh mmhhhgmppmm… ‘mm the monster rawrrr rawr rawrr
Penelope: …
Odysseus: raaawwwrrrrrr
I didn't get to doing anything proper for this day, but Autistic Ranpo is featured heavily on Day 7, so keep an eye out for that. (this can sort of be read as the background for that post if you want to know what my personal interpretation is.)
Instead let's talk about some of my Autistic Ranpo Headcanons! (ft. Poe and emotional support animal Karl)
(these are my personal hcs based on my autistic experience and is not reflective of everyone's interpretation and experience of autism <3)
I think Ranpo went undiagnosed until several months of living with Fukuzawa. Because of Ranpo's intellect, no one ever really questioned the things he struggled with until Fukuzawa.
The first time Fukuzawa started thinking there might be something actually up (rather than Ranpo just being Ranpo) was the first time he properly got lost trying to navigate the subway. Ranpo ended up going missing for serval hours 4 towns over and Fukuzawa finally found him curled up on a bench having a meltdown.
Another thing that clued him in was food. Fukuzawa, trying to be the Responsible Adult™️, pushed a little too hard about not having so many sweets. It wasn't until there was a big blow-up fight about it that Fukuzawa understood that Ranpo wasn't just being picky.
It took a little time, but the two of them fell into a rhythm and Fukuzawa became a safe space for Ranpo.
Before the agency was set up properly, Fukuzawa kept stim toys and earplugs in his sleeves for whenever Ranpo needed them. (now he keeps them in his desk drawer)
After getting a diagnosis and settling into the agency, Ranpo manages his autism much better. The agency always has someone there to help him navigate, everyone respects him in spite of his childish demeanor, and he has a very set routine.
When things do get overwhelming, he still has places within the agency to calm down. Fukuzawa will always let him join him for tea in his office. Having made a bit of an adoptive sister in Yosano she let's him chill out in his office if he ever needs any down time (everyone's too scared of her to bother him when he's in there.)
The rest of the agency is good at accommodating him too. Kunikida has no problem using his ability to make stim toys or aids for him whenever they're out on a case. Dazai, while kind of a pain in the ass, gives him some good intellectual stimulation when they hang out that's hard for him to get elsewhere (they're besties you can't convince me otherwise). Atsushi carries around snacks for him. And everyone regardless of who they are will help him navigate transportation.
Eventually he also has Poe who he can either go to or call to come and bring Karl. The author has a really calming presence and having a soft animal to pet and play with always helps.
Speaking of Poe, their first interaction will always haunt him as one of his autistic blunders. Ranpo really respected him as a detective and wanted to complement his skills... but didn't quite realize comparing him to himself would sound like gloating. He's really glad to have met Poe again (even if it was through a 6 year revenge plot).
Poe also understands his autism in a way that most people don't, being autistic himself.
The first time Ranpo had a proper meltdown around Poe was before Ranpo had the chance to explain his autism to him. After calming down, Ranpo was super impressed with how Poe dealt with it and it led to a conversation about both of their experiences growing up and why Poe has Karl as his emotional support animal.
Ranpo also gets headaches frequently. He's never really found a cause, but he suspects his autism has something to do with it.
When he was young and lived with Fukuzawa, Fukuzawa would let him sleep with his head in his lap and play with his hair when things got bad. (He would still let him, but Poe does it most often now)
This got long 😅 but I hope you enjoyed! 💖
Has this been made before?
Me when I see Gi-hun’s stupid little dad outfits
Chat Noir: Alright, if I was an animal, what kind of animal do you guys think I would be? Serious answers only!
Pigella, immediately: A Rooster!
Ladybug, trying to fuck with him: A rat.
King Monkey, immediately jumping on board: A rat.
Carapace, trying not to laugh: A… Rat.
Rena Rouge, fully grinning: Chat, you’re a rat.
Argos, without even blinking twice: You’d be a rat.
Ryuko, wanting to play along: I think you’d be a rat.
Chat Noir: Fuck you guys— I think I’d be a wolf! A wolf-lion hybrid mix. King of the jungle but still social and with it and furr-ocious.
Lessons were learned
the straw hat crew are so relatable bc if i was blinded by the sheer optimism of a guy who told me he was gonna support my dream no matter what, i'd pledge my loyalty on the spot too
Okay, this hurts
✨Angst is my passion✨
Just read this manhwa. I think it killed me
NoHome is so utterly fucked for everything it does like. What do you mean Haejoon and Eunyung see each other as extensions of their mothers because they’re so deprived of motherly affection they’re helpless to the urge to project onto anyone that offers even a modicum of affection and understanding to them. But because of their dramatically different outlooks on family due to growing up in supportive, yet dysfunctional, versus outright abusive, households, Haejoon looks to Eunyung as a place of support to haphazardly fill the gaps his mothers loss carved in him, while Eunyung looks to Haejoon as a larger than life, inaccessible monolith of morality that he can never appease and must always be afraid of. And because of these juxtaposed views of one another they can never truly begin to understand each other despite knowing the most about one another compared to everyone else in their lives. With every step that molds them closer to each other there’s another barrier put up that prevents them from ever actually touching the others heart. What if I died.
Trans, Aroace, He/Him, Autistic, Artist, Writer. Lover of one-sided ships
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