And When I See You,

some people take life too fast

some too slow

here i am in between

trying to find the balance

of everything i know

Whiskey Apologies

Where do I begin?

It all started way back then.

A blonded stare,

A sugar bear,

A blue truck and the wind in your hair.

We gave up that night,

Too many fights,

I did what I thought was right.

What a little life.

And then I drank too much and I didn’t slow down.

I said move on but i didn’t know how.

I said you’re better off without me now.

Give me time you know that I’ll find it,

Give me time you know that I’ll find it,

Give me time you know that I’ll find the words.

So where do I begin?

It all started way back then.

And in the end, I lost a friend.

We are footprints in the sand,

Just footprints in the sand.

I’m all alone,

It’s been so long,

I think of you,

Is it wrong?

i don’t deserve,

A single thing,

So here it is,

My apology.

Call me crazy,

And you can hate me,

But I won’t blame you,

I lost my way.

Give me time you know that I’ll find it,

Give me time you know that I’ll find it,

Give me time you know that I’ll find it,

Give me time you know that I’ll find it.

death doesn’t bother me anymore.

i’m more concerned about appreciating the time we have with the people that matter in life.

take every moment in, and do not hesitate to show your love.

Never miss a Monday

i wore frozen tears

but it hurts

you’re burnt in my skin

like a curse

my flesh will never forgive you

my flesh will never forget

my flesh will never forgive you

my flesh will never forget

I just want someone to be real with me.

And in the end it's you against you, fighting for yourself.

The stranger

I walked along a sunlit road

A stranger passed and said hello

He gave a nod and gave his phone

And said you must speak

To the unknown

“But sir, my heart is a timebomb

I don’t know when it explodes

My rip cage of violence

The war inside of my heart

It’s just another battlefield

With no ends

And a thousand starts”

“Go on soldier

Die for something

Die for the beating drums of your flesh

Die for the love of life and death

Die for the things you’ll never forget

And die without words unsaid

Because to have died, is to have lived

And to have lived, is to have never died”

The stranger took the phone and fled

I never saw him again

i think it’s so beautiful that we can learn each others ways and thoughts. we can understand each other or at least try to, and that itself is a way of giving your love to another. a little bit of your life, a little bit of your being. even if you don’t realize it.