And What Do I Do With All Of This Unexpressed Love?

Burnt cigarettes,

Count my frustration,

My lungs, my ashtray,

My heart, it’s all failing.

Coughing up swallowed words.

Better late than never, I guess…

i swear my pupils were made,

just to see you in this light,

and i’ve always wanted to leave this place,,

but i turn around every night

because you’re like nothing else.

i’m just used to everyone leaving,

i had so much love,

and now i don’t even have feelings,

but i just can’t ever give up,

because of you,

it’s always been you.

the world is littered in gold, you just gotta know where to find it

I hold my home in my hands,

My mind flies around like a phantom,

And all along she was there,

Touching my skin,

Oh she got me going mental.

What would you do,

If I loved you just a little?

What would you do,

If I lean a little closer?

It’s my fault,

I haven’t done what I’m supposed to,

I was wrong,

For bottling all these emotions.

i hear music when i’m around you

“my head was killing me, i was killing me.”

— m.v

beginning to feel,

don’t wanna survive,

my body is here,

i’m losing my mind,

my mind.

why do i try?

should i forgive?

your touch was a lie,

but you touched me still,

still.

i want what i can’t have

i hate doing drugs

i hate doing drugs

but i love em

but i love em

maybe just one

maybe just one

this feels like summer

this feels like summer

i swear i never lived until i met you