i'm so so so so so tired of this. it's been way too long. i can wait longer but god does this hurt
did i ever like her or did she just give me the most attention
unfortunately my desire to see them happy greatly contradicts my desire to be the one and only reason they're happy
"i just want someone to care " but when someone actually does care i tell them to leave me alone
what if everyone you've ever spoken to mysteriously drops dead and you're left with only me. what if.
keep yourself cute!
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one day i'll kill myself and everyone will be soooo sad and all the people i tried being friends with that didn't return my efforts will realize they missed out on the most amazing person they could ever possibly meet. then they'll kill themselves too and i won't feel bad about it bc i'm also dead and we'll be friends in the afterlife or our graves or whatever. i'll also make sure to write some hilarious jokes in my suicide note. if i'm not funny, i'm not me. also my grave will always have sparkles around it because i'm very magical and cool. thank you for listening to my ted talk
yuck yuck yuck yuck yuck yuck yuck yuck yuck yuck yuck yuck yuck yuck yuck yuck. i dislike this very much.
there are many feelings in my stomach at the moment and they are all bad
i'm so tired of caring maybe it's finally time for me to just turn off my feelings
meetcute where someone slips a note that says "i've been watching you" into one of my school books but i can't decipher whether it's in a cutesy "i've seen you around, you're pretty" way or in a "i stalk you on your way back home, you're pretty" way
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