Many such cases
(Based off a meme that I can't find anymore but like FTM edition)
[ID: a drawn meme featuring a transition timeline. The first picture is of a pre-transition trans man who has long-ish hair and dead green eyes. The caption above says "Saddest, most dead inside girl you've ever seen" and that same trans man much further along in his transition who has eyes with spark, is very muscular, and has short hair. The caption above him reads "Absolute giga-chad of a man. An actual statue of david in real life." /END ID]
HOLY SHIT I LOVE THE INTERNET SOMETIMES
Dropping this here for anyone who may not already know about it. paywallreader.com
People of Tumblr, I present to you:
Transgenderman
(Ok to repost with credit)
Not like my grandparents would let me be a “tomboy” anyways lmao. They won’t let me even wear cargo pants. The problem is, I’m not a girl! So I can’t pretend to be one!
Diary Entry #11
Cw politics and sui again
I don't know what I can or should say about Trump winning. There is not a single word in the English dictionary that can express how angry I am, how disappointed I am at my fellow man. I've thought some pretty awful thoughts recently, both towards myself and towards others.
I do consider just ending my life sometimes, but I'm not going to be another statistic. I can't be. Unless I am truly backed into a corner, I'm not going to consider it an option just yet.
I hope these next 4 years will blow over, that we'll be okay, but I really fucking doubt it at this point. I thought the race was going to be close, that we stood a chance. But apparently all my hoping was for nothing.
My grandpa stayed up for a considerable amount of time watching Fox News, waiting for swing states to close, hoping that Trump won. I'm still pretending to be a conservative, but I'm afraid the hatred for that system of ideas will shine through somehow and that my cover will be blown.
I hardly can look my grandparents in the eyes right now. They voted red down the ballot. There's nothing I can say to convince them.
At this point, I just hope that the people who voted for that fool are happy at the chaos they are going to bring. I hope they're happy that the world is going to burn beneath us, hope they're happy that they're complicit in the suicides of trans people. Some of them probably are happy about the latter, but you know what I mean.
When the news first broke, I didn't feel much besides numb. But now I'm enraged, and probably will be for a long time. I just don't understand how it happened. All I'm hoping is that I can get out of my house before anything happens to get rid of my healthcare, but what about other people? They're still going to suffer. Woman and trans people will still suffer, really, everyone's going to suffer.
I don't know. Guess that's it for this entry.
Diary entry #19
You ever have a blorbo who literally takes up like 99% of the space in your brain and you have no clue why?? This guy does!!
Edgar George Zomboss (Plants vs Zombies) is my current guy that lives in my head... and I don't know why? He's literally awful in every regard but like I can't stop thinking about him for whatever reason. The main reason I'm reading the pvz comics and playing the games are because of him. The autism goes insane sometimes.
I literally have two fanfics in the works with him as the main character or at least someone very significant. What is wrong with me!!!!
The brainrot I have is severe. I literally see something like idk, a guy in a brown suit, and my brain goes "pvz reference???"
I think when I get to have a life outside of my grandparent's house maybe I'll be a little less mentally ill about my fav characters. One can hope.
Diary entry #18
I was with my grandparents at chilis and a transfem lady was our server. I wanted to shrink down and die because, although I wasn't paying much attention, I think my grandma asked my sister if she was trans. She wasn't near when I thought my grandma said that, but transfem lady at chili's I am so sorry I wish people were fucking normal.
I wish I could feel camaraderie (hope that's the right word) with the queer people that I see out and about, but I'm always looking over my shoulder to see if my grandparents are there because GOD FORBID i interact/even look with people like me I guess.
I don't say anything to them, I'm not the type to out people, but I look at them and think they are cool and maybe compliment them. I don't have any friends at all, let alone any queer ones, so these are the only people that are like me in that way I see irl. God I hope this doesn't come off as weird.
I live in -misery- (missouri) and i dont think I can ever move so that’s fun. Illinois is so fucking close but I can’t move there!! Help me!!
For my Americans out there, here is a map with the safest states for trans folk. These are the states that have the most laws in place to specifically protect trans people.
Maryland is currently the safest, here is an article about it.
hello everyone! I have made a go fund me so that I can afford a binder! if you could donate that would mean so much to me, and if not could you please share the link? thank you all so much!!!
Ty! Interesting info :)
Hey there! What's PDA autism? I'm autistic as well, but I don't think I've heard that term. Appreciate it!
PDA stands for Pathological Demand Avoidance! There are better community made terms but i can't remember them!
Anyways, PDA autism is basically an insane drive for control and to manage your life yourself it's a drive for autonomy!
Basically PDA autistics have a hard time following orders and demand wether it's directly from someone or from a social contruct (e.g.: having to clean your room because the norm is to have a clean room)
At least thats my understanding :)
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