Just Awoken

"When I think of you, it's hard not to think of your gorgeous smile.. so hard, but I think of how kind and soft you are even when you are so strong. I think of how your voice is as gentle as a soft little breeze and it softly touches my soul like a hurricane of bliss kissing me in ways that I could never dream.. the lips of a goddess are quite simply a soft kindness that grace you with her tender happiness when you do right by her, they sweetly kiss your body in ways that heal the very skin that they touch.. gentle erotic sensations swirl on your sexy flesh, but I regress.. it's hard not to.. when I think of you, I think of beautiful mountain views and bodies in space beyond the realm of beauty into the spectacular, breathless, vivid, timeless, perfection. Sweet, sweet perfection that lights up your face when you look at me.. when you touch my soul like I matter more than anything in the world, you make me feel. FEEL. You make me feel so many things, but what I love most is that you make me feel as if I am living in a tiny heartbeat, a soft breath.. you make me feel alive, so alive. Every time that I think of you, my heart beats in tandem with the universe, planets, stars, constellations.. they all align into perfection, cause you are a goddess.. you are perfection.. and you are the love of my life."

How could I not worship the places where your hands touch, those beautiful hands are connected to your amazing heart - eUë

I dream. Sometimes I think that's the only right thing to do.

— Haruki Murakami, Sputnik Sweetheart

So, why aren't you guys together?

Because he is different in front of others

“Words. Words. I play with words, hoping that some combination, even a chance combination, will say what I want.”

— Doris Lessing, The Golden Notebook

I seemed to have a crush on you

Even when it's forbidden and you know the truth

I pretend I do not look at you

With fondness and nothing new

Where there is love, there is bound to be heartache.

When Mahmoud Darwish said, "A University degree, four books and hundereds of articles and I still make mistakes when reading. You wrote me 'good morning' and I read it as 'I love you'."

Understanding is but the sum of our misunderstandings.

— Haruki Murakami, Sputnik Sweetheart

I wonder if we ever think of each other at the same time

She wished to stop all that she has to endure