This User Desperately Needs Attention And Affection At All Times

Tonight I can write the saddest lines. I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.

Through nights like this one I held her in my arms I kissed her again and again under the endless sky.

She loved me sometimes, and I loved her too. How could one not have loved her great still eyes. Tonight I can write the saddest lines. To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her.  - Pablo Neruda

this user has depressive moods related to anxiety

choose one and i’ll write it with characters you choose for me!! i’ll post my characters shortly (or if you want me to write something before i tell you my characters just tell me and i’ll choose ones i think would go well!!)

so cute tender hurt comfort is nice and all, but

enemies to lovers hurt comfort.

"i'm fine."

"you are NOT fine."

"you're running a 103 degree fever and you think you're just going to go to work like everything's just peachy? you're absolutely unbelievable."

"you dumbass! you got stabbed and you didn't think to tell me? you got it infected, you worthless piece of shit!"

"if you fucking die, i will kill you."

"you're eating this soup if i have to force it down your throat."

"you probably think i care about you now. well, i don't. i don't give a shit what happens to you, actually." (proceeds to do everything possible to take care of said person they don't care about)

"you are not sleeping on my couch. get on the bed, asshole."

"i'm not your mother. take care of yourself." (they did not, in fact, let the sick person take care of themself)

"have i ever told you that spending five hours in freezing rain without a coat is stupid? no? well, it was fucking stupid, [insert name here]."

"you know, there's this magical thing called common sense. you've probably never heard of it, but normal people have it, and that's why they're careful while handling knives so that they don't drop one on their foot."

"lie down. that's not a request, that's an order."

"you're going to drink this if it's the last thing you do."

"take your own temperature, asshole. no. no, you're doing it wrong. oh my gosh, just let me do it."

"are you feeling alright?" (clears throat) "i mean, uh, you better not be fucking sick, you idiot."

i feel like i'm the only person who gets so so lonely to the point their anti-social but like they so want to talk to someone or have someone come over so they can just sit with someone else in silence. like i just got so lonely in the space of five minutes of my mother being rude to me and now i'm sitting here and all i want is a hug and to be able to be silent with someone. i want to fall asleep but wake up and someone will be there and we can just be quiet but together. thats what i need right now...i wish someone could provide that...

i’m waiting for the night to end because maybe then, i will end too

1:19 - im tired of this

jump in the water, wait for the storm, swim against the tide with me

writing at 2am, listening to claire de lune, wishing my lover had fallen asleep beside me tonight.

this user is addicted to caffeine

everyday is the same, its on repeat, over and over. i want to escape. i want to break free. i want to run. run...run......

this user suffers from alcoholism