I FEEL SO ALIVE TODAY YET THERE IS A PART OF ME THAT FEELS DEAD. KIND OF

Okay i'm taking break from tumblr. I m disappointed in myself i broke my promise to not read smuts. I just saw video with most innocent baby in the world. I don't want to be horny from reading about my fav characters. I want to be a growing child. Like a lettuce 🥬. Yeah I know. Out of context.

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I hate the feeling that my mouth is too dry, the feeling that my tongue doesn't fit in my mouth. Being aware of my body, having a healthy nervous system is a blessing compared to not having control over my body. But the feeling that I AM my body, what I am made of, how chemical reactions work, feeling the weight of my brain, the awareness of wet bones, itchy skin, sweating in cold rooms. How my skin sticks to me... I probably should be grateful for a healthy body, but I'm kind of not. It is most likely part of growing up. If only I could be a cloud though..

At the same time I love the feeling of tummy filled with warm food for example tomato soup. I love tomato soup with rice! I like feeling the weigh of my cats when we cuddle. I live scent of the fresh air. I love hearing voice of my close ones. I enjoy satisfying feeling of cracking bones. I love being alive, I only need to adapt.

I even add a dot at the end of the sentence 🤓☝️

OH GOSH CONSCIOUSNESS

okay so listen- if God always speak to humans in a way they can comprehend it means God would speak in slangs to some of us

Do you think that the legal requirement for members of parliaments and senates to have a document confirming successful therapy (healed childhood traumas, eliminating sociopaths and narcissists from the electoral roll) is a good or bad idea?

My today's lesson

This is what I used to think individual mindset means, to be able to think as an individual, and not as a reflection of the group's formed opinion

Today it changed to this:

Spirited Away: In the Land of the Gods

We need mean!reader, angry!reader, misunderstood!reader, creepy!reader, gross!reader, toxic!reader, nonforgiving!reader, selfish!reader, narcissistic!reader, dark!reader, FEDUP!reader. That bitch is way too nice, passive, and sensible. ✋🏾😂

I m going to ask God one day why we weren't created to procreate as plants.