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Peter Parker has probably tried to recreate the ‘rewrite the stars’ scene in the greatest showman and no one can convince me otherwise

He was probably so eager to try it that after grabbing the first avenger he saw would end up crashing into each other because neither person really knew what they were doing 

Don’t get me wrong I’ve always tried to be nice to food service people, but now that I actually work as one my respect for them has grown immensely. I understand why they take long to type in an order sometimes, I understand why they read orders back wrong sometimes, etc. There are so many things I understand now and the stories I could tell about customers omg.

Ok but that leads to another question why does tsukasa want to die or to go far of wanting amane to kill him?

My thoughts...

In Chapter 101, Amane looks very sad, but there are no bruises, which means the beating must have been shortly before Tsukasa's murder, so it didn't take years, but a few months, maybe? How much exactly is hard to say.

It's not everything. This chapter brought back my old thoughts as if giving Tsuchigomori as if he knew he would stay in this school and stay here forever, along with Tsukasa when he decided to kill him.

Literally for over 3 years I had the impression that he was saying to Tsuchigomori "I'm going to stay here when I kill Tsukasa"

I let those thoughts go because they didn't make sense to me at the time, but now they come back to me and make sense

Just Amane "why" Amane used to fix the clock belonging to no.1 in the past so he was aware of supernatural beings in school. Was he a "normal" student. Would a normal no.1 student be allowed to do anything by the clock? Maybe Amane was like Akane in the past? It's really weird or was normal student who found out and tried to fix that clock for a very good reason.

I have a feeling that Amane trying to fix the clock wanted to stop something bad, maybe save Tsukasa? He could help him fix the clock in some way

Amane had already talked about stopping time once, when he wanted time to stop so that Nene wouldn't die.

Amane remembered that he was repairing this clock for the festival, then he stopped and didn't remember why he had to do it, Tsukasa was with him at the time.

Tsukasa's words are strange to me, and so is his pose. I have the impression that Tsukasa influenced what happened. It seems to me that Tsukasa is behind Amane's erasure of that memory, and more importantly, why he was doing it. I have a feeling that Tsukasa may have helped Amane push him to his decision to kill.

It's very interesting.

I don’t know if you noticed but I’m not that smart

What your thoughts on TBHK pilot

I really like the pilot version. Amane is so cute there too! I even like Nene a lot and I really want this version of Nene than in the original. The only thing that hurts me is that Amane hates herself and it shows so much in this version.

Amane's perfection!!!! HE'S PERFECT in every panels and these are my the most favorite

JUST HIM

HIM

Amane is the best in pilot and original story

The pilot version has its place in the original story. For example, Amane vs Kou on the roof, there are references(of course with big changes). The only thing I'm glad they didn't add is "strike" every time Amane decides to withdraw a wish.

Sorry for somehow still having optimistic thoughts on this series, as I know it won’t turn out well and yet I still have hope it will?

I don’t know why 😞

In TBHK I think if 4 things that are gonna surround the plot

1.TBHK idea of being a bounded spirit(hence the part of the original title,Japanese)

2.Sakura’s wish(don’t know why I have revenge vibes from it,what happened to her 100 years ago)

3.amane and tsukasa backstory(obviously!, does IT from the red house influence somehow their lives even further without even knowing)

4.finally the day when it was introduced in the 7 mysteries meeting, THE HRABON( gonna be the final arc for sure)



These are most optimistic scenarios imaginable… Seriously.. in my head they are much darker, but no wonder … it's AidaIro and I still think that Amane will end badly. It won't be a happy ending, at best give AidaIro a bittersweet ending (AidaIro likes bittersweet endings)… I don't have any positive feelings about the ending of this series,about Amane and others...

Thread with sakura. I think she's doing it out of revenge, but is she really?

I mean if ch 99 doesn’t go back to the group or on tsukasa.

Which I hope not

PLS ACTUALLY KOU CHARACTER REDEMPTION/ DEVELOPMENT

So remember when you had the time to do an explanation on your thoughts and feelings for Yashiro nene.

Do you think you could have the to explain your thoughts and feelings on kou minamoto?

The post about Nene…was written for so many reasons…

Kou.. I don't feel the need to write this right now. I don't know what will happen later. I still like Kou and give him the last second chance. I believe everyone deserves two chances. I feel disappointed at this point. That's all. I will 100% add a comment to chapter 99 :)

Hmm...

Kou decided exorcise Hanako

Tsukasa as well

Kou ask his brother for training because he is too weak.

Kou can't win with them

This is the reason why he decided to ask his brother for help.

Teru sees potential in him and Kou agrees to attend the training.A "low-level" spirit appears. Teru gives this task to Kou.

Mitsuba....

Kou looks so happy to see his friend.

so... I think Kou wants to get rid of both twins. That's his real target.

I see...

Na he still in denial that he likes hanako as his friend and he might be in love with mitsuba

But exorcising tsukasa is true

Hmm...

Kou decided exorcise Hanako

Tsukasa as well

Kou ask his brother for training because he is too weak.

Kou can't win with them

This is the reason why he decided to ask his brother for help.

Teru sees potential in him and Kou agrees to attend the training.A "low-level" spirit appears. Teru gives this task to Kou.

Mitsuba....

Kou looks so happy to see his friend.

so... I think Kou wants to get rid of both twins. That's his real target.

I see...

|| THEORY TIMEEE||

|| Ok first of all, ouch- (I hit my tooth on my cell phone by accident when this theory appeared in my mind ಥ⁠╭⁠╮⁠ಥ) ||

|| What if this new character is not a new character, but rather Inko (Well, THE young Inko) ||

|| Maybe we'll finally have some context for Inko and her past (How she met Hisashi/All For One) and this is the first taste of it (I'm just going crazy and I'm hallucinating, ok? Leave me alone-) ||

My thoughts on Teen Wolf season 5

Ok so um... I just finished season 5 because I had a bit of an accident and couldn't really watch the show plus I didn't really like this season so yeah...

Anyway here is what I think about this season and once again spoiler alert 🚨

How should I start, well this season was a tad bit too much, there was so much going at once.

In the first half it was kind of weird the switching up between the past and present and in the second half there were just too many things happening at once. Don't get me wrong, there were some awesome concepts but since most of them were done just because (not really explaining much about them) or weren't done more in depth, it all lost its potential.

First we have the Dread doctors, at first they seemed like really great bad guys with interesting superpowers, experiments against the supernatural and badass costumes but then they all just u know were no more. They didn't reach their potential which sucks a lot.

Then we have the desert people (I forgot what they are called) that try to help Kira and Kira's problems with her powers all together. Those people seemed cool with unique powers but were only mentioned and even Kira's problems weren't fixed, so yeah

Then we've got Malia and the desert wolf, her mother. This one got at least resolved but it still felt rushed and unnecessary

Then we have Parrish and his hell hound powers problem. This one also felt rushed but it was nice seeing Parrish at the end more comfortable with his power.

Next was the Beast, which I know was connected to the Dread doctors but I was still like why? It felt kind of too much you know although it brought the character of Marie-Jeanne Valet and she was mwah, love her plus the French accent of all the characters from her era 🤌

Ok let's move on to individual characters (not all of them) plus some of them just kind appeared or disappeared.

Let's start with Braeden, like wasn't she with Derek? Weren't they together after the Desert wolf? Idk if it was explained but it was still huh? moment for me.

Next sheriff Stilinski, since when did he and Lydia's mum have a thing together? That was so out of nowhere. I love his character but he was an ass for most of this season and Lydia's mum even though she is supposed to be a psychiatrist in place of Deaton's sister (who I have btw kinda adored) wasn't helpful at all, like she wasn't listening to what the kids were saying.

Next, I hate Gerard and he was brought back *sight*

Next we have the whole thing with Theo like was everyone so trusting towards him? Like they knew him for only a bit and everyone is like 'yeah let's go with whatever he says and ignore everything that people I have known for some time already say'. That was so frustrating...

Connected to this is what Stiles went through when he killed that guy in self defense. Because he told everyone from the beginning that there was something off about Theo but did someone listen to him? No, they didn't. (Let's ignore for a while that he too for some time for whatever reason trusted Theo and told him about what happened) And then everyone was against him. For this it would have been awesome if there was someone like Derek or Mr. Argent who are not that trusting because then Stiles would have someone on his side for this and he would have been more confident in his gut feeling.

Oh yeah coach and Melissa Mccall were amazing. Love them. Together with others like for example Corey (the relationship between him and Mason was cute) or Aiden and Liam. And it was nice seeing once again Deucalion (I kinda like his character).

And yeah I guess this is all, for this season I had a lot to say but it's my least favourite season so far.

Anyway thanks for reading and if u want let me know what u think.

My thoughts on Teen Wolf season 4

Ok so spoiler alert 🚨

Sooo...

Idk how to feel about this season to be completely honest

For me it was kinda confusing with the dead pool and Kate thing going on u know?

Like the idea of a dead pool with all supernatural creatures was interesting yeah and I liked how Parrish was put more in the spotlight of the show I liked him in the third season (he is cool plus I like his need for justice if u know what I mean) though I want to see how his supernatural side works

I liked the different kinds of assassins (how many s are in this word?!) especially the mute idk why he was interesting

And I liked the whole detective thing going on with Stiles and Lydia too and their relationship altogether u know plus it was nice seeing Lydia dive in to her new found powers

I don't like Kate so I didn't really enjoy her whole arc on the other hand I freaking loved the Berserkers their whole design was awesome and them being basically indestructible was mwah yeah it was nice seeing the characters defeat something that is like a brick wall to them

I like and hate Peter and I will leave it like that yeah

Oh yeah and I will always adore sheriff Stilinski he is awesome

Ok look here I know some people will not agree with me on this one but I hated the relationship between Derek and Braeden because it felt forced? It was just out of place for me, it didn't feel right as most of the previous ones (now I mean for all the characters in the show) it just wasn't it yep

Whose relationship I liked was Scott and Kira they were cute though not as cute as Scott and Allison but it was still cute

Anyway thanks for reading!

My thoughts on Teen Wolf season 3

Ok now that I look at it I'm consuming Teen Wolf seasons hella fast

Idk if that's good or not...

Anyway spoiler alert 🚨

Ok so I love how all the family relationships progressed u know Stiles and his dad, Scott and his mom and Allison and her dad (especially this relationship) because it was so nice to see all the parents helping them since now they also know about the supernatural and that meant that now they could do things that were a big no before

Next thing the first half I was so frustrated with Kali because girl put on some DAMN SHOES!

Like yeah it was nice seeing different kinds of werewolf fighting styles but for this one why did she have to be bare foot all the time?

Another thing I hated how they killed off Boyd and Erica

I liked them...

Anyway moving on, I kinda knew from the beginning that there was something off with the teacher who turned out to be the one doing all the killings yeah...

Plus the whole thing with the alpha pack it was kinda cool but at same time kinda weird idk but I guess we got the twins out of it?

I liked the relationships, u know the twins and Lydia and Danny it was nice, it was cute

Oh yeah I enjoyed Peter's interactions with others and his attitude altogether I know he is a bad guy but an enjoyable one to watch hehe

Ok and I still don't like Scott bite me if u want on this one but he really isn't that much of a great friend even if he had some moments

Poor Stiles yeah, the whole season he was used, hurt, manipulateted and mentally tortured and he still cared about others and their feelings (I believe he had it worse than Lydia and Jackson)

But it was interesting seeing Stiles be the bad guy since he is the fun character

Oh yeah and I pray for mr Argent because he just lost his whole family or more likely his remaining family, u know his whole world crumbling down even if he says that it's ok (I know that the aunt returned at the end but I don't like her...)

And the death of Allison and one of the twins yeah that wasn't nice I liked them both

Ooh yeah I liked how Derek tried to help and cared for Stiles

I guess this is everything yeah

Thanks for reading!

My thoughts on Teen Wolf season 2

Heya again, guess what I finished the second season yay

And here are my thoughts

Of course spoilers alert 🚨

Ok so first of all I started watching season 3 (only a few episodes though) right after so I might have some things mixed up a bit hehe

At the beginning I didn't really like how Derek was acting cus he was like one of those neighbors that smiles but acts like a total A hole but it got better throughout the season

The whole season I felt sorry for Lydia and Jackson cus both of them had their fair share of mind control not knowing what's really going on (yeah even for Jackson that can be a real jerk)

The scene with Stiles and Derek in a pool (I'm leave it like this)

Yeah and I still don't like that much Scott, like dude I know u are in love but your best friend doesn't deserve the treatment he is getting because of it (plus other werewolf things)

Yeah altogether Stiles is underappreciated and he is still my favorite character

And hear me out I like Alison but she so easily controlled/influenced by others like come on...

Favourite side characters this season are definitely Mrs Mccall and sheriff Stilinski, yeah they are awesome plus I kinda liked Peter when he came back thanks to Lydia and Derek

And the whole kanima thing was kinda gruesome and disgusting too

Altogether this whole season was sad with all the trauma and bullying and all plus it was yeah gruesome and sometimes a bit scary ngl

And this season was definitely better then the first one yeah

Anyway thanks for reading this whole paragraph of me yapping about a show

My thoughts on Teen Wolf season 1

Ok sooo...

I just finished watching Teen Wolf season 1 and I guess here is how I felt about?

Ofc spoilers alert🚨

Ok so first of all the story all together, like it was not good but neither was it all that bad though there were quite a few moments making me question why I started watching it. But I'll see how my opinion changes with the next season. Then there were the fighting scenes idk why but they felt silly? And the whole thing with them running on all fours got me laughing every time, I'm sorry but it looked really ridiculous.

Moving on to the characters. First the side characters I liked most of them.

Sheriff Stilinski (especially enjoyed his relationship with Stiles, he was cool dad all together)

Mrs Mccall (I really liked her character, she was quite charming)

Allison's family (I liked her father the most, hated the mother and then her aunt I know she was bad but I still liked her ngl)

veterinary doctor (he was a chill guy, though Idk why he helped Scott or what he is exactly but I guess I'll see?)

coach (love him, cool guy, fun to watch)

chemistry teacher (Idk I have mixed feelings about him...)

Next the main characters

Derek (the whole time through my mind was going only "he was standing there, ... menacingly" though he got better in the second half plus I like the progression his relationship with Stiles made)

Scott (ok so hear me out, I don't like him and the reason why? Because he can be such an inconsiderate A hole, especially towards Stiles but we'll see how it will turn out)

Lydia (I like her but at same time I was like why would u do that?)

Jackson (ok so I don't like him but he was tolerable when he started acting all weird and nice if u know what I mean)

Allisson (I like her but at the same time WHY is she so gullible!? because if I erased that part she would be so cool)

And the last one is Stiles (omg, I just love Stiles he is such a fun and smart character trying to keep everything together even though he just got hit by a supernatural double decker, he was the reason I was able to pull through this whole season ngl)

And I guess that's it. Overall I kinda enjoyed it though I hope it will get better especially the fighting and some character scenes because yeah sometimes (many times) it was wild

Anyway thank u for reading my Ted talk I just wanted to get this out of my system Idk

i’m done thinking that I’m okay when the only thing I think about is genshin men and the daily life they live with me as their wifey <33

I still find it damn annoying! Mythology doesn't belong to anyone. There are stories based on metaphors and phobias coming together to make sense to things people wanted to explain back then! If we can't use golems, then this means we aren't able to use greek monsters, like Cerberus, or Thor, or even the words Angel and the Devil......

Mythology was made to be shared and people do make stories to share with the world. The book of Enoch and Genesis became works that inspire many! This is not cultural appropriation is appreciation! Artists use these mythological creatures because they don't need to explain whole new beings, because they are already well known.

Again, if we can't use these, then why are they publicly known and open. If this information shouldn't be made public and not be used by others then it should have been a Mystery School!!

And I hope no one gets offended by calling religious stories mythology, because it is the right term. Mythology doesn't mean that it isn't correct. Just look up the defenition!!! It means a collection of allegory stories, especially one belonging to a particular religious or cultural tradition.

Thank you for reading my angry ramble!

Hope you guys have a good day

One thing I'd suggest is not calling him a golem specifically unless you're Jewish. Golems are apparently pretty dang specific to Judaism, and most of the answers I've gotten on "is it okay to use them in stories if you aren't Jewish" tend to vary from "Get a Jewish sensitivity reader first" to "No".

Then again, I'm not Jewish myself, so take that with a grain of salt, but I've seen a lot of posts from Jewish users complaining about people always calling every rock creature and fantasy robots a "golem" for several years now. I personally choose to err on the side of caution, though.

That said, Cementoss could still probably be a stone puppet or animate statue granted life.

Fuckening

Cultural appropriation is already bad now its just annoying when it's like "oh we've appropriated too close to the sun and now all mention of this word evokes the appropriation instead of the original".

I am saying this with frustration toward the people who yoinked the word, not those pointing it out.

Anyway yeah gonna need a new word but the creature description fits but also tbh Cementoss isn't gonna appear that much

Why is it so hard sometimes to be able to get noticed on this platform? I make different content and I rarely see any likes or comments...

There is something relatable in Coconut for me as a trans guy

Yeah, her conflict is that she wants to appear as a cute girl to others. But I think some trans guys can relate to her feelings about her own body. Coconut doesn't think she's ugly, in fact, she knows that other people find her pretty and attractive, this body just isn't for her. In Nekopara Extra Coconut says that she wants to be more like Azuki, whose body type doesn't have a lot of traits of a traditionaly feminine body.

(I think there should be more transmasc headcanons on feminine girl characters tbh)

❤️‍🩹

It's so sweet and sad how stray cats get attached to you because you just pet them a little...

🤍☁️⛰️

The mountains stand as mighty, enduring testaments to the passage of time. Their peaks pierce the heavens and their slopes stretch into the valleys below, reminding us of the enormity of the world and our place within it. In the presence of these colossal, ancient structures, one cannot help but feel small and insignificant, as if an ant in the face of a towering skyscraper. One cannot help but marvel at their sheer existence, as if these silent, powerful giants have been here since the beginning of time itself.

💚🍂🤍

Looking at how the branches of the same tree change throughout the year, I come across the following thought. Nature, with its eternal cycle of shedding leaves and bringing new growth, offers a powerful and timeless metaphor for the fleeting nature of life. Just as the leaves of trees fall and dance upon the earth, only to be followed by vibrant, new life in the form of fresh foliage, so too do our experiences and memories change and transform over time. In this cycle, we are reminded that, in the grand scheme of things, the worst of times inevitably pass, making way for the renewal and promise of new beginnings. Isn't that right?

Thinking about greek statue dudes again.

His face set in a firm and stony beauty, he's perfect. His face looks just like a greek statue, slightly imperfect nose that only makes him more perfect, lips just the right size.

But his eyes....his eyes have that empty look yet somehow so filled with pain that it looks like his perfect stone shell might crack.

You can see the way his cold eyes compare to the rest of his perfection, most would call it a flaw "he looks so scary with those dead eyes" they say...but you know, you know that they're not dead, they're not stone, they just feel so much that it ruins their view of his 'beauty' but you know. That the real beauty is the sorrow in his eyes.

Late night thinking pt 1/?

He had the kind of beauty that could only be found in those broken greek statues.

The kind where they're always reaching for something yet they are tragically frozen in place, unable to move, unable to reach that goal they dream of. Yet to everyone else they look beautiful, almost angelic.

It's tragic thats someones pain, someones curse is considered art to most. The romanticized suffering of those trapped forever.

oughhhhh......i need V1, i need that robot carnally

not in the filthy carnal way, but in the way a worshiper would with their god

i wanna kiss them all over, i wanna spoil them like no other lovesick sugar daddy could

i wanna make it flustered, flushed, whirring like a plane while i kiss their pretty sensitive wires

i need them, i need to be at their feet, like a dog

god im fucking down bad

Foaming at the mouth, screaming, crying and shitting

Bro

BRO

BRO

Emotional V1 fans we won but at what cost

Maybe you can tell something about your gabv1el fanchild?

Sooooo..... funny things is- she's not a Gabv1el fanchild.

Awkward I know.

Her name is Thea, short for Theadore. Her name got picked out of a hat, because her parents had no clue what to do.

She's more of a V1 and Oc kind of fanchild.

So one dad of course is V1, the other is my oc Nava who was more like a mechanic.

She's mostly made from spare sentry parts, since those look the most like V1, and had a lighter blue paint. She basically takes up after Nava, and basically she popped up in a sort of more freestyle Mirage verse.

And a part of the freestyle I'm going for, is that she was grown in a lab. Because in this world, machines that do want children, get interviewed by these sorts of labs. They go through a councilor, that reviews the plans of the parents, the financial situation, are both parties fully on board.

Then another person that will put them through the process. Where they need the information of the parents, copied parts of their mother boards to put together in the child. And the child is basically grown in a test tube. I'm not even kidding.

The children are mostly made through a string of primitive code, that is kept dormant while their body, which is comprised of spare parts of the dead bodies of machines that were donated for science. And this metal is sort of welded and remade so it could grow organically along side the actual consciousness of the child.

And that's how Thea was made. So basically, since there were no other Vmodels other than V1, V2 and Mirage, and Nava is scrap put together by a madman in the basement. The doctors used the next best thing, Sentry parts. Mostly. For the head, torso, and a lot of the tubing by sentries. The others are just spare arm and leg parts. That were made into new ones. Into her limbs.

Her dual tails are things created by her dad Nava. Because the parents have an optional ask to add a specific feature to their child. And Nava made the tails.

So that's how she was born. Lab grown for 10 months until she was given over. And like any other baby machines, she learns from her parents around her.

She's about 22. Goes by She/They, and works around her dad Nava. Who has a small mechanics shop. Plus she has a younger brother named Owen. But more on him another day.

So that's mostly the basic stuff about her.

Thanks again for asking actually! I've finally documented the basics I wanted to.

Ferryman, Gabriel and V1 love triangle that ends in a polycule

Where V1 fell in love with Ferryman because they're the only one apart from terminals to take them in and show kindness.

Ferryman is in love with Gabriel for saving them so long ago and giving them hope (like in cannon without the love part maybe)

And Gabriel falling in love with V1 for getting his shit rocked by them. Plus discovering he's got a masochism kink.

V1 decides to take a break from their decent trough Hell, and visit their beloved Ferryman who they don't remember what exactly happened with after they fought the Leviathan in Wrath.

Then find the Ferryman in one of the messed up houses praying to an altar to Gabriel, the ship is gone, since the incident with the Leviathan. And then approach the Ferryman with the same kindness that they were given.

They find some way how to communicate, sign language, writing, or whatever else, and strike a deal that V1 will guard and help the Ferryman while the ship is rebuilt, and they will in turn get a permanent residence in the new ship. (V1 didn't want to have a permanent spot, the Ferryman was just insistent)

Gabriel visits because he's been looking for the machine everywhere because they haven't been going down Hell like usual and wanted to ask Ferryman about them. And just finds V1 in Wrath helping the Ferryman rebuild their boat and retrieve anything from the bottom of the ocean.

By literally putting a hook and cord on V1, while the Ferryman stays at the top and fishes them out every time there's three light tugs at the cord. With Ferryman almost dropping the fishing rod once they saw Gabriel and the angel helping them fish out V1 who clung to the Ferryman with a somehow still intact artifact or statue, or book, but freeze as they see Gabriel.

They would have shot Gabriel square in the face if it wasn't for the Ferryman stopping them.

So basically, Ferryman is the only thing keeping V1 and Gabriel breaking out from another fight.

And all 3 decide to just rebuild the Ferryman's boat and remain civil.

Shenanigans undoubtedly ensure. Where they all learn they love things about eachother.

V1 loves how the Ferryman would let them climb over them and would teach them sculpting. Skeletal hands over metal ones ensuring the right amount of force was put on whatever little statue they were making as a bonding experience. And also loves seeing Gabriel just itch and seethe for a fight or to swing his swords again.

The Ferryman dare I say it, likes the attention and company the two provide while they fix their ship. And they're almost thankful that they lost the entire library full of hand written fanfics by themselves of them and Gabriel. That's one thing they're thankful for.

Gabriel loves how humble the Ferryman is about it all. "It was just a boat, nothing too serious." Taking time off from the ship building to make something for the two while V1 feeds off of Gabriel, since the Ferryman can't provide all much blood. And V1 as well for being so much more caring and careful with the Ferryman specifically. A close person to him. He's not jealous surprisingly, he's actually glad that they're treating the Ferryman so caringly.

I'll probably add to this post whenever I have the brain worms to work out more headcannons.

Gabriel who has the weirdest fucking ability to sit so still he's like a statue, he barely looks like he's breathing. Is he even breathing? But he can just stand still for HOURS maybe even days

Plus

V1 who for the life of them CANNOT sit still. Cannot keep their body not moving for a single second. They are so hyper aware of everything around them they could hear a penny fall in a room full of wailing screams. It's because of boredom and survival

It's a little funny when the two finally get together.

Gabriel can just lay there, in bed, still as a log sleeping or napping. And V1 who pretends to sleep, because they can't exactly sleep other than shut off and they're just paranoid of everything and hate being vulnerable.

What was that noise? Was that a groan? A creak? Did something break in? Were they in danger-

And then PHYSICALLY getting restrained by Gabriel who probably woke up from their constant shifting and just rolled on top of them (carefully so they wouldn't crush them of course!) and hugged them like a teddybear.

Was it uncomfortable to press their jagged parts of platting againts his skin? Yes. But he could care less for any bruise or scrape. He just wanted them to calm down. And it worked!

V1 did calm down eventually, deciding that Gabriel was good enough of a meat-shield and he'd wake up fast enough to defend the two if anything did happen. So they finally shut off.

- lizard noodles be going crazy

cant afford therapy so im writing x reader fics of my favorite characters as a cheaper sollution

One of my favorite things about being a multishipper is that I have the free will to think, draw, and write about V1 being absolutely raw dog BRED by one partner.

Then being cuddled and kissed by another one of their partners.

And THEN be able to write/draw the most guttural heart aching angst that will bring me to tears, with a third.

Yknow, I kind of love the dynamic between V1 and V2

Like, sure we don't know enough, but we also do, just to give us a ground to set our own mind to what it might have been before Hell

Were they close? Could have been. Could have not been.

Did they think of eachother highly? Sure. That's for you to figure if you wish.

We get such a nothing burger that's so filling to the point it's a 3 course meal that sends us on a trip.

And I'd like to share my own little scramble of an egg in here.

Maybe V1 did care about V2. Enough that they despised the scientists that tried replacing them, but not at V2. Because they were just created. They didn't ask to be put in this world, in this smog ball of suffering after the war.

They don't despise V2 for being spoonfed words that they were better, more amazing, that they were humanity's beloved. They don't. They sure get annoyed at the attitude, but they want to make sure V2 actually has some skills to survive out there and not solely rely on a knuckleblaster and a junky pistol. They want their kin to be innovative with their style.

They've seen humanity, cruelest and loveliest when it wished. And they just wanted to prepare V2 for both sides.

They did once see V2 get a small chip on their paint, after some rough handling and a small accident. So they made a small chip on their paint as well. But only got pushed off. Something about V2 "not needing the pity of an inferior." And that was that.

V2 of course was jealous of their older counterpart. They were supposed to be the perfect machine! The humans told them that. So why was this blue fucking excuse for a camera still called "The best created weapon"? Not that they cared of course! Pft, why would they be of something inferior?

But it still stung.

Score after score, board after board. V1 was still just *better*. Faster, more creative platting, better adaptability, V1 seemed to know themselves better than V2 ever knew what they liked.

And that frustrated them to no end.

V1 didn't exactly think that V2 would take these little things so seriously. Genuinely. They offered to the red robot to come with them. Follow, find safety when the cataclysm for the rest of humanity died.

Cold shoulder again and V2 running off where they wished. V1 just hoped they'd be fine. As much as they were annoyed, it could never stay for long. V2 was V2. Stubborn like a child, but still their own machine. And with the scientists gone, they really couldn't make their kin follow.

So, Hell comes around. V2 is still somewhat in the back of their mind. Sometimes they pop up like a thought, sometimes like a blink and a flash.

Which would soon turn out wasn't an illusion.

Metal grinding and grating againts stone, loud gunshots, innards and fans whining. V1 was frustrated they had no way of communicating. Other than some sign language, but can't really do that when you're parrying shotgun shells and throwing coins in the air to try and subdue the angry robot that you knew since their creation.

They didn't want to fight V2. Neither did they want to rip that arm off. It just.. kind of fell. And hey, they could just keep it on for the time being, until they meet V2 again. Until they find some scrap good enough to make a voice box, they'll just keep it safe for them.

And yeah, they're a little peeved about basically getting a participation reward worthy bow before almost getting shot in the optic with a shotgun (V2 always had a love for theater, human plays, movies, any sorts of acting), but they could put it behind for the moment.

And like a previous post I talked in, they don't want to kill. Truly. They just need to survive. And they keep getting frustrated, because everything is trying to kill them, a simple marksman can't pierce through stone, Gabriel was annoying to deal with, and they can't FIND A FUCKING PART FOR A VOICE BOX, GOD FUCKING DAM-

It's fine. It's fine. It's going to be fine. They search for a soul that will hear them out, give them some time for their words. Demons and husks don't listen of course. Gabriel thinks they're worth less than a burnt pretzel, which, fair to be honest. Machines have been wiping out the souls in search of fuel. Minos was a bust for the very same reason as Gabriel, Ferryman atleast let them be peaceful (Ferryman is definitely going to end up with a mountain of gifts later. Fucking love rarepairs platonic or not) and the fucking fish they have no sympathy for. That thing ruined an awesome boat!

Greed. Finally, some sun, though it quickly gets annoying with the bloody sand getting everywhere. But it's fine! They'll get through!

They're trying to get through, fast as they can, they don't want to think, they don't want to think of how everyone here was a person, everyone here had a purpouse, everyone here is just working on orders or instinct they can't go againts.

Then, V2 pops in again. Sitting in a chair. Okay, second try! There was the misunderstanding when they met the last time, but they'll fix it! They'll give V2 a chance again-

Why are they throwing coins in the air-?

Another fucking battle.

Again.

Again.

AGAIN!?

WHY CANT THEY JUST LISTEN!? WHY CANT THEY BE HEARD!? THEY DONT WANT TO FIGHT!?

AND V2 TRIES FLEEDING! AGAIN! LIKE A BLOODY COWARD! ATLEAST FINISH THE JOB YOU KNOCKOFF SPYWARE!

They feel just, such anger. They can't let the bastard get away. Simply not. They are not leaving all fine and dandy.

Okay yeah, they may have gotten too angry, too pissed. But they think their anger is valid to some degree.

Though, it still hurts. Watching as V2 just... fell off the side of the pyramid. There's barely a trace of them. Just a... splatter. And an arm standing out againts the blindingly golden, shimmering sand. In the middle of the crimson splatter.

They feel bad. For some reason. They don't want to feel bad, they do, for someone, but V2 brought it on themselves!

They miss their kin still.

They hold onto the fading, very small grain of hope, that they could still be alive. There's no parts and the crack in the bricks is weird. They must be alive right? They just do the same with the green arm. Keep it safe for them! It can't be that bad. They'll just.... wait. Find a few secrets in hell while they do. Could be fun.

So yeah, that's where I'm leaving it until act 3 comes. I need that shit NOW.

Thanks for letting me ramble for however long you read this post for. Toodles you lovely creatures!